Dong Gong Mei

Chapter 621: We Have to Choose a Date for Breaking Up
"Li Xuanye, you..." When she was hesitating to explain, he suddenly spoke.

Her voice was low and hoarse, and she spoke quickly. She couldn't hear clearly for a while, and she froze for a moment, and asked, "What?"

He let go of her wrist, and his palm fell on her cheek.

His palms used to be warm and dry, but now they are slightly cool and moist, pressing against her face gently, tracing the contours of her face inch by inch with his fingertips, giving her skin a slight tinge. the itching.

He held her face in his arms, and met her eyes, the anger in his eyes rolled up and down, down and down again, dozens of times like this, and finally turned cold.

Zhao Xiwei was still thinking about what he said just now, so he asked again: "What did you just say?"

He suddenly smiled.

Zhao Xiwei looked at this smile, and his heart rose again.

But he just smiled like that, and didn't reveal any major emotions.

He took a deep breath, slowed down his speech, calmly and restrained, and asked again: "Zhao Xiwei, do you really want to leave so much?"

"I..." Zhao Xi opened his mouth slightly, suddenly not knowing how to answer.

She has said to him several times about getting together and going away, but he always feels that she is joking or angry.

But to Gu Yuci today, it was the first time for her to confide her thoughts with such clear thinking, stable emotions, and clear purpose.

In fact, she didn't feel much pain or reluctance anymore, it was just that she hugged each other so intimately and looked at each other so affectionately, she suddenly felt a little bit speechless.

Her slight hesitation was also like a huge hope in his eyes. His eyes softened, his tense body relaxed, and his tone became obviously gentle: "Wei'er didn't want to, right? Wei'er was saying Angry words, right?"

"..." Zhao Xiwei woke up instantly.

Dang Duan was constantly rebelling against it, it had already been decided, if he dragged on, both sides would be hurt in the end and everyone would lose face.

Leaning against his tense body, she shook her head lightly at his expectant eyes.

"Wei'er?" He held her cheek and called out cautiously.

Zhao Xiwei's eyes darkened, feeling a little sad for no reason.

His affection is real, but his renunciation is not fake either.

Even if he didn't say it, she knew what he was facing.

The situation he wants now is for her to accept this kind of treatment without status, which is like being imprisoned, and when the time comes, he will give her back the status and freedom she deserves.

With this arrangement, it's okay if someone is changed.

But, she couldn't accept it.

Why is a man's achievements always accompanied by harm to his beloved woman?

And because a woman loves him, must she accept this injustice?
What he can't give her, she just doesn't force it.

But even though she knew she couldn't give it, she still had to force her to stay by her side. She didn't think it was possible...

As if he had captured her inner emotions, he suddenly lowered his head, and put his forehead close to her eyebrows, his tone was low but very solemn: "Wei'er, give me some time, when the war is over and the military power is in hand, I will You promise, you will still be my princess."

He stroked her back with his palm, imploring: "Wei'er trust me once, okay?"

He is not good at swearing, nor is he good at begging.

Such a few short sentences are almost jerky, but they don't sound frivolous.

Zhao Xiwei looked into his fiery eyes, feeling a little sad in his heart.

After a few moments of silence, she finally gritted her teeth and said calmly, "I also want to be a person who believes in oaths..."

She looked at him with a pair of clear eyes, and her tone was soft, but pierced into his heart like a sharp knife, making every pore of his body ache: "But, I can't do it."

She smiled lightly, "My mother hid me, my father used me, my family abandoned me, and even my aunts and sisters rejected me from the bottom of their hearts..."

She looked at him frankly and calmly, but it was this frankness and calmness that made him feel the pain that went deep into his bone marrow——

"You have never experienced all these things, but I have been experiencing separation, betrayal, deception, and hurt since I was a child..."

"...So His Highness said to make a decision, he made a decision, and if he said to give up, he gave up on me, without any hesitation at all, because you don't know these pains..."

"And I have experienced this deeply, so I will not hold back the slightest when His Highness gives up, because this is the life I am accustomed to..."

"I also want to believe in those illusory and beautiful oaths like those young ladies from aristocratic families, but I don't have this kind of opportunity..."

If she has never been eroded by wind and rain, she may also guard her life for a fruitless relationship like her biological mother.

But she is not now...

She has seen the sinisterness of the human heart, experienced the bitterness of life, and understood the fragility of human feelings...

This kind of her will only believe in real companionship, and will not believe in an unsure promise.

His forehead was pressed between her eyebrows, and he remained motionless in this position until she finished speaking.

Zhao Xiwei didn't know what he said again, it was nothing more than words to persuade him to let go.

And Li Xuanye remained silent from beginning to end, but his emotions were so turbulent that he almost lost control.

The arms holding her were getting tighter and tighter, so tight that she couldn't breathe, wishing to embed her in his arms like this, and never be separated from her.

Zhao Xiwei also felt uncomfortable.

There is still warmth in the relationship, and the fate has come to an end.

It was his heartbeat that was heard by her ear, and his breath was smelled by the tip of her nose. Her body softened and she let herself completely fall into his arms.

For a moment, a thought inexplicably popped into her mind: If she chooses to believe in him once, will there be a happy ending?

however……

Suddenly his waist loosened, and his body was pushed away. He was already standing half a step away from her.

He stared at her steadfastly, and there seemed to be a fatal magic power in those deep, dark eyes, trying to suck her in.

After a long silence, he suddenly turned around.

Zhao Xiwei looked at his back, and fell into a trance for a while.

She was still lingering just a moment ago, but this moment she was indifferent and decisive. She couldn't tell which one was the real him.

And with his hands behind his back, he raised his head slightly and looked out the door.

The wind is sunny, the grass grows and the warblers fly, and the white petals are flying in the wind.

Looking at the fluttering petals, he suddenly said, "Choose a day."

Zhao Xiwei didn't react, and asked in a daze, "What?"

He still turned his back to her, but his tone was calmer and colder, and he came slowly word by word: "Not at the end of the month, not in the middle of the month, just the tenth day of this month, auspicious day, suitable for marriage...just like you marry Same as when we came here."

His gaze fell slowly with the flying flowers, and fixed on the open space in the courtyard, "A husband and wife, get together and break up. I will prepare the horses and chariots and let someone escort you to leave safely."

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Author: Breaking up should be decent, no one should say sorry~
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