After becoming a sick nun

Chapter 74 Peeking into the Future
Wu Jin only felt a roar in his head, and his whole body suddenly fell into some kind of terrible confusion.

Yun Kai's words made the depths of his soul tinged with panic, and he couldn't help but feel self-doubt.

Is everything in front of you real?
Or is it that the past life in his memory is some kind of false conspiracy?
His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't think effectively at all. Is he a man or a ghost, real or nothing?
The more Wu Jin thought about it, the more he had no answer, and the more he thought about it, the more powerless and panic he felt. His eyes were red and he trembled involuntarily, as if possessed by a demon.

Seeing this, Yun Kai didn't expect that his last rhetorical question actually made Wu Jin ask a question.

This……

Are you trapped in self-doubt and unable to extricate yourself?
Will she accidentally damage someone's Dao heart?

Thinking of this possibility, Yun Kai didn't know what to do for a moment, fearing that if he made any noise at such a time, it would make Wu Jin's condition even worse.

But the problem is, she can't just watch Wu Jin develop some demons because of her questioning, can she?
After much deliberation, Yun Kai had no choice but to try to chant the meditation mantra lightly.

She reads a lot of things in Zangshu Pavilion on weekdays. This meditation mantra originated from Lan'an Temple, an ancient temple that has been around for thousands of years. People who practice Buddhism are very merciful, and it is normal for scriptures like this to spread.

And after all, it is an ancient temple of ten thousand years, and the effect of a small meditation mantra is particularly good. At this time, Yun Kai specially wrapped every word of the scripture with spiritual power, and delivered it to Wu Jin's ear one by one. He calmed down and calmed down, at least he woke up from that magical state earlier.

Maybe it was because the meditation mantra really had some effect, or it could be that Wu Jin finally overcame his inner fear after the chaos, and when Yun Kai recited it for the fourth time, he was not so scary.

"never mind?"

Seeing that he had returned to normal, Yun Kai couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"never mind."

Wu Jin knew that he was in a daze just now, and he was terrified for a while: "What did you read? It sounds very comfortable, can you teach me?"

"The mantra of clearing the heart is said to come from Lan'an Temple, an ancient temple that has been around for thousands of years. Of course, you can learn it without any problem."

Yun Kai was not stingy either, he directly told Wu Jin the content of this Mantra of Purifying Heart, the length is not long, it is easy for practitioners to remember.

After Wu Jin wrote it down, he looked at Yun Kai again and asked, "Why do you think there might be a problem with my rebirth?"

Seeing that Yun Kai was hesitant and didn't know if he should speak or not, he smiled and said: "It's okay, just speak up. My mental endurance is not that bad, it was just an accident, it was too sudden , I almost brought myself out of the ditch, but I definitely won't now."

Seeing this, Yun Kai didn't think about it anymore, and said directly: "It's very simple. It's easy to resurrect people from death, but it's too difficult to turn back time. Besides, if you go back to your youth and everything is true again, it's not just the reversal Time, everything in this world is overthrown and restarted, including the rules of heaven! May I ask, what kind of person has such terrifying power? And what a terrible price has to be paid? Thinking about it this way, you still feel that you are serious. Can it be so easy to be reborn and do it all over again?"

In Yunkai's view, even if time can really be reversed, how can the world after the reversal be the same as the original world?How can the reborn person be sure to be the original self?
So in essence, Yunkai doesn't really believe in the so-called rebirth.

Wu Jin didn't expect that Yun Kai's reason was so simple but hit the nail on the head.

"But, if it's not rebirth, how can I explain the memories of my previous life? After all, except for your variable, everything else is exactly the same as what happened."

From the bottom of my heart, Wu Jin had already begun to waver, but if it wasn't rebirth, how would he explain everything that happened to him?
More importantly, he was very afraid that everything in front of him was an illusion. Compared to illusion, compared to his unreal existence, he would rather believe that he was reborn.

Yun Kai also noticed what Wu Jin was really struggling with. In fact, if it was her, she might have such self-doubt.

However, from the perspective of a bystander, she is of course much calmer and more decisive.

"Actually, I know what you are worried about, but what is true and what is false, this is a relative question, not an absolute question."

Yun Kai thought for a while and said: "Whether this world is real or not, you have to feel it with your heart. Whether you are real or not, there is also no one who can prove it better than yourself. Anyway, in my opinion, everything today They are all normal and real existences, and the present is the present, the present and the present of all people, not anyone’s past or past. This is true, so enough!"

Hearing these few words, Wu Jin's expression was rather complicated.

A teenage girl sees so clearly, and the words she speaks are so clear that he, who has nearly 300 years of memory, is extremely ashamed.

It seems that in the memory of his previous life, even if he has cultivated to the Golden Core, he has never comprehended these things. Compared with Yun Kai, Wu Jin always feels that his life is like a joke.

"Are you really only 15?"

He smiled bitterly and said, "Why do I feel that you are more like a person who has lived a new life than me. In my memory, I have lived almost three hundred years, and it seems that I am not as clear as you."

"I'm almost sixteen."

Yun Kai didn't want to hurt Wu Jin, but he still told the truth: "IQ has nothing to do with age. Even if you really have relived your life, rebirth doesn't mean you have changed your mind."

"..."

Wu Jin couldn't even smile wryly this time: "Are you calling me stupid?"

"That's not true. I'm just explaining the facts. Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses. It doesn't matter whether you are stupid or not. Besides, the authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. You just haven't jumped out of your so-called rebirth cognition."

Yun Kai really has no bad intentions, but she does feel that Wu Jin's disposition is not like a person who has lived for nearly 300 years, so Yun Kai has become more and more suspicious of him reliving his life.

Of course, such doubts are not aimed at Wu Jin himself, not that Wu Jin is lying, but the truth of the matter itself.

"Actually, with regard to your memories, I think there are a few more possibilities that are more reasonable than living a new life."

She brought the topic back to the crux of the matter.

"What is possible?"

Wu Jin immediately couldn't care less about worrying about other things, and was instantly absorbed by Yun Kai's words.

"The first possibility is that your memory has been tampered with, and everything about the future is artificially implanted. However, the tamperer's methods are clever, and those memories are also designed and generated according to the general trend of the future and the content closely related to you, so what happened There are many things that prove that you are right. And occasionally there are some things that are not right, which in your opinion become variables."

Yun Kai continued unhurriedly: "The second possibility is that those memories of your past life may be an extremely real predictive dream, because it is so real that after waking up from the dream, you subconsciously regard it as death and rebirth. Of course, there is one last possibility..."

Speaking of this, Yun Kai paused, but his expression was obviously much more dignified than before: "You have indeed obtained some kind of great opportunity, and you have accidentally peeked into a corner of the future, and even participated in it yourself, so that you will It’s like experiencing it yourself.”

"These three possibilities seem to be much more real and reliable than rebirth after death and everything over again."

Wu Jin thought about it, and what Yun Kai said was quite reasonable: "But if someone really tampers with my memory, what is the purpose of doing so? Is it a warning in advance? If it is a warning, how can I be picked? With my strength It’s really not a good candidate.”

At the critical moment, Wu Jin is quite self-aware: "If it's the second kind of predictive dream, then it's okay. It's just a dream after all, and it may not all come true. But if it's the third kind..."

Wu Jin stopped suddenly. With this kung fu, his brain flashed, and he was unprecedentedly clear: "If it is the third type, it is not fundamentally different from my rebirth after death with memories, which means that everything will come true. And it’s basically hard to change!”

"What kind of reason is your experience, there is no difference in essence."

Yun Kai said: "Because the results are similar, many things will develop in the direction of your memory in the future, haven't you already verified it?"

"..."

Wu Jin was stunned for a moment, then realized after a while, and asked in a puzzled way: "Since the results are similar, it doesn't really matter if I die and rebirth, you still seriously question me so much? Made me almost bewildered?"

Well, Wu Jin finally understood that no matter what the possibility was, they couldn't prove it, that is to say, talking so much was nonsense.

"Because whether you are reborn after death is very important to me."

Yun Kai looked as usual, and explained: "The possibilities we just mentioned are not nonsense. The real existence I have experienced is completely different from the tampered memory, foreseeing dreams, and the corner of the future that I peeped. Only in this way can I clarify what is in your memory. Why is my me different from the real me now, and what kind of possibilities does this difference represent.”

"Then...have you figured it out?"

At this moment, Wu Jin really felt that the thing growing on his neck might be really different from the thing growing on Yun Kai's neck.

Anyway, he couldn't figure out whether he was reborn, and how it was related to Yunkai's situation, and he couldn't even think of it at all.

Maybe, the thing on Yunkai's neck is no longer a head, or maybe it's a fake head on his neck.

"I figured it out."

Yun Kai nodded, but did not directly explain what he had clarified, but instead asked Wu Jin, "Did you overlook a key point?"

"Appreciate further details!"

Wu Jin completely gave up using his brain and just followed the clouds anyway.

"Development track!"

Yun Kai didn't make a fool of himself either: "You said that you tried to change some things that were about to happen in your memory more than once, but no matter what you did, the final result couldn't be changed. Those things that you tried to change will always be changed. In one way or another, returning to the original trajectory of the memory. In fact, I have actually had a similar experience.”

Wu Jin cheered up: "What similar experience?"

"I can't change it, I can't do anything about it, I know that there are some things I can't do, and I try my best to stop them, but in the end those things still happen in a variety of strange and bizarre ways."

Yun Kai raised his eyes and didn't know where to look, his eyes were cold: "Somewhere, it seems that there is a big hand that has been secretly manipulating my life, pushing me to a certain predetermined track of destiny."

When her father went out to collect medicine for her and never came back, Yun Kai had already sensed something. He always felt that things should not have been like this from the beginning, and felt that the relatives around him might leave her one by one. go.

She remembered that at the very beginning, her father clearly wanted to go all out to learn a secret book that he had obtained secretly from somewhere, and he told her quietly that if he succeeded, he would personally teach her in the future, which might improve her sickness.

At the beginning, she didn't understand anything, and she didn't know what the secret book meant, but now it seems that the secret book is probably the cultivation method of the cultivation world.

In other words, at that time, her father, who was already a martial artist in the Xiantian realm, might have found a way that was most suitable for her to survive.

But in the early morning of the next day, without any warning, her father suddenly announced that he would go out to collect medicine for her. He didn't even explain anything to his family, and he left in a hurry and never heard from him again.

At that time, she was young, but she knew that something was wrong, but no matter how she tried to persuade her to stay, she couldn't keep her father in his footsteps.

A few years later, my mother, who had never been out of the gate, suddenly found out that there was a magic pill in Kyoto, and she wanted to go to Kyoto to seek pills for her to cure her illness.

Yun Kai firmly opposed it, and finally persuaded his mother to change her mind, and the family also treated her mother strictly, but who knew that a month later, her mother suddenly changed her temper and threatened to commit suicide to go to God. Du, for this, he really cut himself and almost lost his life.

In the midst of the chaos, the mother finally took the opportunity to go out with someone, and never came back since then.

Afterwards, accidents happened one after another to the grandfather, uncle, and cousins.

Every time she clearly knew that something was wrong, she explained it clearly to everyone, and persuaded them convincingly, and tried every means to stop it. Obviously, they did not insist on rushing about their illness anymore, and they all obviously changed.

But the problem is, she can stop it once, twice, and three times, but she can't completely prevent the final outcome.

Many things were clearly changed by her. She had planned very well for them and done very well. Obviously, there should be no more accidents, but in the end, there was still an unexpected turning point inexplicably.

After all, her grandfather was dead, and her uncle, cousin, and cousin disappeared right under her nose. All her close relatives, dead or scattered, eventually left her one by one as she had predicted.

(End of this chapter)