After the divorce, I started to transfer

Chapter 264 Impossible to Return to the Past

Chen Feng never dreamed that Shen Lin would come out like this, so he was stunned for a while before he realized and withdrew his hand.

At this time, he really felt all kinds of feelings in his heart.

Although Shen Lin was quite proactive back then, at most she just took the initiative to invite him and contact him, but she didn't speak so bluntly and do it directly as she is now.

The two of them have been separated for more than half a year, and it feels like she has really changed a lot.

In fact, of course it was Chen Feng who had changed more than her.

This is exactly what the saying goes—things are people, but things are not everything.

How can it be possible to reunite now?
"Shen Lin, you should also know in your heart that I am no longer the former me, and you are not the former you. It is impossible for us to go back to the past. Moreover, I just reached an agreement with your family last night. We have already settled the balance. If you feel that 100 million is not enough, I can give you some more."

Chen Feng's words were a little deliberately irritating.

However, Shen Lin was not angry. Instead, she just closed her eyes slightly, sighed and said, "I didn't want to take your money from the very beginning. Not to mention youth loss fees. You should know that when I So I chose you not because you were rich. I fell in love with you back then, mainly because I fell in love with you. It was as simple as that. Even though you had no money or a house at that time, your job was mediocre.

Sometimes when I think about it, I find it unbelievable. I ask myself that the conditions are good, but why did I fall in love with you by accident at that time.But this is life, I don't regret the choice I made, I only regret that I agreed to divorce you so easily.I ruined my own happiness by myself.But you are also the executioner, who single-handedly cut off our marriage. "

If Shen Lin spoke harshly, or even cried and made a scene, the matter would be easier to handle. At most, Chen Feng would just walk away and try not to meet her from now on.She didn't know where he lived now anyway.

But now that she said these words so calmly, he couldn't help but think of the days when the two were loving and happy, and how she insisted on marrying him regardless of her parents' opposition. No matter how hard-hearted Chen Feng was, it was impossible for him to leave .

Chen Feng could only stand by the bed depressed, not knowing what to say for a while.

"I know you still have feelings for me, otherwise you wouldn't have rushed to rescue me this morning. Don't deny this, we have been together for five or six years, even if the relationship in the last few months was not very good Harmonious, but it can't obliterate the happiness and warmth of the previous life.

Moreover, there are actually no irreconcilable conflicts or mistakes between us. We didn't do anything wrong to each other before the divorce, and the foundation of our relationship is still there.It was because of the cold war, lack of communication, and our mutual self-esteem that we finally reached the point of divorce.

Now that we have been separated for so long, each other should be aware of the problem.You knew the main reason why I was angry and disappointed with you back then. It was because your work was not going well, you were depressed and self-defeating. If you could cheer up and face difficulties positively, like you are now, how could I Will be angry and disappointed with you?

I was also wrong, I should have given you more comfort and encouragement at the time, but I didn't do it at the time, instead I kept blaming you and making your situation worse.It must have made you disappointed and angry.The result was the cold war that led to such a long time, and finally came to the end of the marriage.Both of us are responsible. "

Shen Lin's analysis is in place. For a failed marriage, both parties are basically responsible, and it is impossible to be solely responsible for one party. The difference is only the proportion of responsibility for each.

Chen Feng also sighed and said: "You are right. Although you were wrong at the time, I was more at fault. It was because my work was not going well at the time, and I couldn't stand the blow of failure, which directly affected my life. The middle school does not care enough about you emotionally, which leads to your complaints.

At that time, I really needed your comfort and encouragement the most, but in the end, you kept blaming me, saying that I was incompetent, that the mud could not support the wall, and so on. Naturally, I felt very hurt, and my feelings for each other also arose. Doubt, and then start a cold war against you. "

Shen Lin quickly said: "I know that I was too much and was cruel to you at the time. But my original intention was not to hurt you, but to stimulate you and encourage you to recover. It was to hate iron for steel. It was not to hit you. "

Chen Feng smiled bitterly: "You really stimulated me and hurt me, but you just didn't encourage me."

"I don't know why I was like that at the time, I..."

Shen Lin still wanted to explain, but was interrupted by Chen Feng waving his hand: "Okay. This topic has been explained very clearly. Now, we have been divorced for more than half a year. Even if I had feelings for you before, The grievances are gone now. Therefore, it is meaningless to talk about it now. We can't go back."

Shen Lin's eyes blinked when she heard the words, tears flickered in her eyes, and she said with a choked voice, "Are you really so unfeeling? Are you really not going to give me a chance for yourself? Really don't want to redeem our relationship for so many years? We originally It is a happy couple, and it can always be a happy couple."

Chen Feng tilted his head slightly to avoid her gaze, sighed and said: "Some things are missed and it is impossible to make up for them. Moreover, I am no longer who I used to be. Even if we start over, it is impossible to return to The state it was in before.”

"Why?" Shen Lin asked with an accentuated tone, "Is it because you have become rich now?"

"There must be some reason for this." Chen Feng said honestly, "When a man is rich, he becomes bad. This is a law. Now that I have money, I also become bad. I have intimate relationships with several women now. Coupled with our failed marriage, I no longer believe in love, let alone marriage.

Therefore, for a long time, it was impossible for me to get married again.Now even if I get on good terms with you again, it is impossible for me to remarry you, or even break off relations with other women.Can you accept these two points? "

Shen Lin stared at him fixedly and didn't speak for a long time.

This time Chen Feng took the initiative to step forward, squatted down, squatted down in front of the bed, looked at her with a smile, and said: "Shen Lin, I loved you before, but the pure and stubborn Shen Lin in the past, you will always be with me at that time. It occupies a very important place in my heart, and it is the most precious memory in my life. But now we have all changed. In my heart, the former Shen Lin has died, and the former Chen Feng has also died. We are no longer what we used to be. , we can never go back to the past.

Now I sincerely wish that you will find a man who can satisfy you and make you happy all your life in the future.We can be friends in the future, and you can contact me if you have any difficulties.But we can't go any further.Let us keep each other's good memories in our hearts. "

After saying these words, Chen Feng stood up, turned around and said, "I'm leaving. From now on, everyone take care of each other."

After saying this, Chen Feng strode to the door without looking back, then opened the door of the ward and walked out.

The tears that had already rolled in Shen Lin's eyes finally flowed down.

She didn't expect that her seemingly one-hit-kill game would end in failure.For this reason, she did not hesitate to bet on her own health, and really took five sleeping pills.

The result was such an ending, Chen Feng didn't feel sorry for her or pity her, but only the alienation and indifference revealed in his bones.

He may still care a little bit about her, but it is no longer the kind of concern of relatives and lovers, at most it is the kind of care between ordinary friends.

Does he really have no feelings for me at all?
Shen Lin didn't believe it, she clasped her hands tightly and let the tears keep falling from her eyes.

Chen Feng walked out of the inpatient department building quickly, stretched out his hands and rubbed his face vigorously twice, only then did he feel more relaxed.

Facing his ex-wife who was in full swing, it was impossible for Chen Feng to be as calm as he had shown before.

After all, he had lived with her for five or six years and had truly loved each other. Hearing what she said while lying on the hospital bed, it was even more impossible for him to remain indifferent.When she talked about the emotional part, didn't he feel a little touched?
There was even a moment when Chen Feng impulsively wanted to start over with her, or even remarry, but in the end it was just a momentary impulse, as he said, they had all changed, especially him, who was no longer the same person as before. Chen Feng.

It can be said that he has already died once, not to mention regaining a new life, but now he has a great change in character from the one who was still working before, not to mention life and mentality.

They were happy and sweet when they were together, but they were also painful in the end.

He now has a completely different life from before, and he doesn't want to go back to the past.

Chen Feng took a deep breath, and quickened his pace to leave the hospital that was filled with the smell of disinfectant.

He didn't go back to Villa No. [-] immediately, but drove to Donghu Villa on the way.

This villa, which he was very satisfied with at the beginning, has been inhabited since he bought it.

Open the gate and go in, and a lot of weeds have grown in the yard.Walking through the yard and coming to the front of the villa, I opened the door with the key, and there was a faint musty smell from inside.I looked at it, and there was a layer of dust inside.

This house cannot be lived without maintenance.Even though it looks like a new villa.

But Chen Feng didn't want to rent it out either, he bought it at a high price, and instead rented it out to others, it always felt weird.Anyway, he is not short of money. He bought this house because he liked it, not for investment.

Chen Feng plans to live here for a while.So, I called the property management here and asked them to call two cleaners.

After waiting for more than ten minutes, two cleaning aunts came over. After explaining to them, Chen Feng went for a walk on the shore of East Lake alone.

Since I lived in Hongshu Bay, I seldom come to the shore of East Lake.

Now the weather at noon, the sun is basking in the sun, while walking and looking at the scenery, the temperature is just right, neither hot nor cold.

There are also many pedestrians and tourists on the embankment, either in pairs or in groups, and everyone looks relaxed and comfortable.

After walking for a while, Chen Feng sat down on a bench facing the lake. He looked at the sparkling East Lake with a dazed expression, and his thoughts drifted unconsciously to the scenes of the past with Shen Lin.

After all, they lived together for five or six years, and the happy and sweet time accounted for at least two-thirds of it.And the reason why he divorced at the beginning was that the relationship between each other faded was only one aspect, and the main reason was that he found out that he was terminally ill at that time.

If he hadn't been terminally ill, he definitely couldn't have made up his mind to divorce her at that time.

Therefore, what Shen Lin said before was not completely wrong, and the two of them still had some feelings for each other.

But now Chen Feng really doesn't want to be the same person he used to be. Now that he has money and a woman, he lives a chic life, so why did he want to remarry?
He could only keep persuading himself in his heart and strengthen his confidence.

He was very worried that he would not be able to hold on, and that Shen Lin would really bring him back to the original life track that seemed happy and sweet, but often depressed and depressed.

It's just that if you want to draw a clear line with Shen Lin, a woman who has loved each other so completely, and even keep away from each other forever, your heart will inevitably have ups and downs and it is difficult to calm down.

He sat blankly for more than ten minutes, until a young couple sat down next to him leaning against each other, pulling his thoughts back.

"Come, have a bite."

The woman held an ice cream in her hand and handed it to the man's mouth in a waxy voice.

The man chuckled, opened his mouth and took a hard bite.

"You hate it! You hate it! Such a big mouth."

"I was wrong, I was wrong, then I will give it back to you."

When a man hugs a woman, he must mouth to mouth...

Grass!
Chen Feng stood up abruptly, startling the young couple.

Chen Feng didn't look at them either, and left directly.

"This man is sick!" the man whispered.

"Don't talk nonsense. He may have lost his love."

"What kind of love is lost at such an age? It should be divorced."

……

Chen Feng's hearing is very good now, although their voices are low, they can hear them all.Of course he didn't beat the young man for it.

He can only bless them with the mentality of someone who has experienced it: good morning.

I wandered aimlessly along the lake for a while, checked the time, estimated that it was almost time, and returned to the lakeside villa.

Sure enough, the two cleaning aunts moved very quickly, and they had almost cleaned up.

Chen Feng sat on the stone bench in the yard and waited. He also replied to a few messages that he had ignored before.

Among them, one was sent by his mother, asking him how his time in Xiuzhou was going?What are you up to?If there is nothing to do in Xiuzhou, they can go home and live for a while, and it is best to bring Wu Mengting along.

Of course, Chen Feng didn't want to go back to his hometown. After thinking about it, he sent a voice message saying that he and some friends were preparing a company and couldn't do without it.

My mother asked in seconds: [What company]

Therefore, Chen Feng said that it was a film and television company, a small company, with a total investment of less than 100 million. He only invested 10,000+, and there were several other shareholders.

Of course Zhao Xiaolan didn't understand these things, but she just told him not to be fooled.

After the mother and son communicated by voice for a while, Chen Feng ended the call with the excuse that he was going out to drive.

Check out other unread messages, including Guo Mengyao's, saying that she will fly to Xiuzhou at noon tomorrow and hope he will pick it up.

After Chen Feng hesitated for a while, he sent her an OK gesture.

Not long after that, Guo Mengyao called him directly.

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