20 years of restarting life

Chapter 2440 Perhaps I have never truly loved

"It's very reliable. For the next twenty years, I always thought that you couldn't help but accept my love for me. Only in this life did I understand that you had to accept that morning because you were not willing to be like this with me at all. You are using your body to fight against yourself, and it is also a resistance and struggle that you try your best."

Zhao Changan said: "At least at that time, when I fell in love with you, you were still a pig-headed face, as funny as you wanted to be. It can be said that I loved your soul, not your beauty. 's body.

So you gave me your first time, so that if you really can't resist the pressure of your family and marry that street kid, at least you won't give it to him the first time, and you will love you more or less if you give it to someone else. A savior of your soul.

After dawn, you left the town health center, returned to school, packed your things and returned to school. More than ten days later, you called me and told me you were pregnant, and then remained silent on the phone. I said that if you don’t dislike me for being poor and incompetent, then we will have this child. You asked me 'are you sure' and I said 'I'm definitely sure'! '"

Zhao Changan said quietly: "Before this, I always thought you loved me. Now if I look carefully into my dream, maybe you have never really loved me. I always thought you were frigid. You and I have had sex less than ten times in 2017. I thought you were a person who values ​​soul communication and hates this kind of animal-instinctive communication of body fluids. But in fact, in all these years in my dreams, I have never had sex with you. That kind of harmony between the heart and soul, the communication between souls.

What you gave me that morning was your fight to the death against fate, family, and that garbage scum. Use the determination to destroy the beautiful membrane to maintain your final dignity as an independent person and soul.

The reason why you dared to break up with your family without hesitation that time was because the child in your belly gave you a strong enough reason, and it was not because of me, Zhao Changan.

After we got married, our lives were as ordinary as water. You worked as a class teacher in the Japanese class for the college entrance examination re-reading all year round. You only had one and a half days off a month, which was half a day plus a day and a night. Moreover, you also had to accompany your daughter. It was up to you to clean up. It seems that I will never be able to clean up the housework, and I still have to go shopping with Yue Lu. Every year you have about ten days of free time during the summer vacation and four days during the winter vacation. These are the days that I look forward to the most and enjoy. ——

But until now, I suddenly understood that in the dream I had, among the many men surrounding you, there was only one who appeared at a special time and was not annoying to you.

Li Shuya felt that Zhao Changan was simply unreasonable, and frowned and said angrily: "It's just a dream. Do you think that if I agree to marry you, I can give birth to the daughter in your dream, or even a son?"

Of course, you have never been sorry or betrayed me, and you have never made excuses with other men. I don’t know how you solve it when you are in need, but on countless lonely nights, I used my hands to release it while watching pornographic movies.

Looking back now, I feel that the life I lived in the dream was really pathetic.

You never loved me, and I was just a tool for you.

At this time, he suddenly said: "Since you have also woken up, I never really loved you in this dream of yours, then why do you still pester me in reality?"

Now that I think about this dream, I blush with shame. "

"How about we make a bet?"

Zhao Changan said without hesitation: "Because in the dream, you and I have this daughter Zhao Chenqiu that you and I both love."

Amidst Zhao Changan's ramblings, the car entered the suburbs of Mingzhu City. Li Shiya didn't speak the whole time before, and just listened to him quietly.

Under the small maple tree in Qiaojiashan, a girl asked me, "Does she love you?" '

I proudly replied, 'Of course! '

"Mr. Zhao, I think you are really crazy. Are outstanding and successful people like you all so paranoid?"

Use my first time to resist your parents and brother's irresponsible and selfish arrangements for your life, and use your children as the reason and courage to break free from the shackles of the family, and your daughter needs a complete and reputable home.

"What, how to bet?"

"I can draw the appearance of the daughter in my dream, including the time of birth, birthmark, and weight. If I win, it will prove that I am not lying. If I lose, I will never pester you again. ."

"Okay, let's gamble!" Li Shiya felt that she was almost driven crazy by Zhao Changan. When Zhao Changan said that if he lost the bet, he would never bother her again, and she agreed loudly without thinking at all.

In her opinion, this was simply impossible. He could accurately calculate the birth time, birthmark, and weight of his child, and he could even draw what his daughter looked like.

Who does he think he is, a god or a prophet? funny!

"Then it's settled, it will be five o'clock in the morning on October 9th of the next year. Don't forget this time."

"Are you saying that I will give birth at five o'clock in the morning on October 9th of the next year?"

Li Shiya herself thought Zhao Changan was crazy and couldn't help laughing.

Turns out he is really a lunatic!

"No, I mean I have to complete artificial pollination with you at that time."

"What?"

Li Shiya looked at Zhao Changan in shock, wondering if her ears had heard wrongly.

How could the person in front of me be so despicable and shameless!

“How can you determine the characteristics of a child if you are not sure about the time of pollination?”

Zhao Changan looked like it was natural.

Li Shiya finally came to her senses, and after going around and around, she was still entangled by this bastard in her eyes, who took advantage of her verbally!

How can you get pregnant and have a baby if you don’t go to bed?

My previous confidence came from this.

But now Zhao Changan is playing paradox with himself. If he doesn't go to bed with him, then how can he have a child, how can he prove him wrong and make him lose the bet.

In other words, you either have to admit defeat, or you have to go to bed with him and have children with him!

At this moment, Li Shiya was so angry that her pretty eyes were on fire, her face was red and she turned her head to glare at Zhao Changan: "Mr. Zhao, is it fun for you to bully people like this?"

"So I say, as of now, there is no solution to this matter at all."

Li Shiya was so angry that she stopped talking to Zhao Changan and looked out the window.

When the car was approaching Shangyi, she suddenly asked: "Who is that girl in your dream?"

Zhao Changan refused to answer with silence.

The car drove like this for a few more minutes, and when it was almost to the outside, Li Shiya said, "Stop the car."

Zhao Changan pulled the car over and stopped.

"You said that in your dream, when I graduated, the school wanted me to go to the non-Mainland Department, and I faced persecution from my family. When I graduated, if the school really said that, and you became you The person I’m talking about used my parents and brother to force me. Then, I’ll go to the African Mainland Division.”

(End of this chapter)