20 years of restarting life

Chapter 3048 Yan Ziyao's Mental Journey

Those who understand will understand, and Yan Ziyao obviously understands too, even though her parents never told her these things. They just told her carefully not to fall in love at school, and that Uncle Li has already arranged a job for her and she will go into the dental department of the hospital after graduation.

Just like what Yan Ziyao thought at that time, since Uncle Li is so rich, why don’t you lend me some living expenses? When I make money, I will definitely pay you back with interest.

Also, you are also a vice president in the hospital, why can't you help my parents? Just arrange for a security guard or a cleaner, that would be fine!

It was not until later that she realized that it was Uncle Li who kept her family poor and unable to make a comeback, and that she had no money to eat better meals, buy beautiful clothes and cosmetics at school.

Not only will you not be able to attract many men, you will also have to worry about living expenses every day, which makes you feel inferior and introverted, just like in high school, where you just study every day and don't participate in social activities.

Five years later, when I graduated from college, I was introverted and not good at socializing, and my family was poor. Apart from relying on him to help find a job, I had no choice but to be his daughter-in-law.

After thinking this through, Yan Ziyao realized how cruel the world is. In the fight for the pie of interests, being kind to opponents and schemers is being cruel to oneself.

So after accepting his fate for three years, during the summer vacation of his junior year, when Zhao Changan had become a rising legend in the domestic business world, with a net worth of over ten billion, Zhao Changan was indeed very good to Wu Yue and even came to the school to see Wu Yue.

Yan Ziyao mustered up the courage for the first time to rebel against her parents' arrangements for her life and approached Wu Yue to try to change her destiny.

She was not willing to accept the bleak future that was arranged for her, she wanted to defy fate and change her destiny!

She first got close to him by playing games with him. During the summer vacation, Wu Yue invited her and four other male classmates to Mingzhu. It was at Mingzhu that she truly understood what it meant to live a life of extravagance and despise money.

Dong Jisi, the son of Donghai Heavy Industry, arranged a room for them in his private lake villa and provided them with food and lodging for more than a month.

It was the first time for her to eat many of the dishes. Even when her parents were still working, she had never eaten these things. Not to mention that the family had been living in poverty in recent years and meat was rarely seen.

And every time, less than half of the delicious dishes on the table were eaten, they were thrown away by the staff in the lake villa!

This made her think of the poem written by Du Fu, and her face was filled with tears.

It was at Huzhuang that Yan Ziyao thought it over and finally decided to give her first time to Wu Yue.

Originally, she wanted to have a serious relationship with him and get married in the future.

Although she couldn't say that she loved him, in fact, after seeing how handsome and extravagant Zhao Changan was and how he spent money lavishly, she fell madly in love with this man. But she knew that if she dared to show any sign and saw the deep affection between the two brothers, she would be kicked out immediately.

She didn't even have enough money for the bus ticket back to school!

Of course, she would not be a self-righteous infatuated girl who thought that she could charm Zhao Changan just because she was beautiful. Just look at his rumored girlfriends, Jing Xiu, Xia Wenzhuo, and Tang Shuang, each of them was a beauty.

Even Lu Lan, who always called him "Brother Chang'an", was pure and beautiful.

How could a man who is rich, capable, talented, handsome and gentle lack beautiful women? It is even more impossible for him to compete with his brothers for his little flower.

But Yan Ziyao really didn't hate Wu Yue. She even thought that this lucky little angry young man was sometimes quite cute, especially when he was being noisy and angry.

Therefore, Yan Ziyao was already very satisfied with falling in love with Wu Yue, getting married, having no worries about food and clothing in the future, and being able to be Zhao Changan's younger brother-in-law, and she buried this love deep in her heart.

But before Wu Yue took off her pants, he said seriously: "Yan Ziyao, you have to think about it. I won't consider getting married before I'm 30. You have to think about it. I'm going to Zheng City after graduation. My father has found a job for me to work at the Provincial Hospital. He can only arrange one job for me. Otherwise, if I want to get married after I'm 30, you can also find a suitable job in Zheng City. I may look for you. If I don't want to get married, don't call me Chen Shimei. If you think it's not possible, we can still be good friends."

Even now, Yan Ziyao still remembers how shocked she was. She wanted to cry!

It turns out that I thought I was pretty and Wu Yue liked me, but it turned out that he only treated me as a temporary bed partner during college.

She tried hard to hold back the tears that were about to fall, and said to Wu Yue with a sneer, "Don't be so self-indulgent. My parents have already arranged a job for me. I work in a hospital in our city. I don't want to marry you even if you want to."

"Isn't that good?"

Yan Ziyao still clearly remembers Wu Yue's excited face after hearing this. It was obvious that he wanted to play with her but didn't want to take responsibility.

"Go buy a box of Durex. This isn't my first time. I guess you're scared too. This way, no one will be scared and everyone will be safe."

Yan Ziyao looked at Wu Yue's disappointed face at that time and knew that she was disappointed because it was not her first time. She felt disgusted in her heart. She wanted to be irresponsible and yet she wanted to be her first time. Could you please have some shame?

That afternoon, Yan Ziyao went to the vegetable garden at Huzhuang and picked a juicy cucumber with fresh yellow flowers and thorns.

She was hungry at night and ate the cucumber as a midnight snack.

The next day she took a day off. Wu Yue sneaked into her room with a box of Durex, but she refused again because she had her period and had a stomachache.

In the evening, she went to the vegetable garden and picked a juicy cucumber, which she ate as a midnight snack with a crunchy crunch.

After that, she picked a cucumber every evening and ate it at night, so much so that the employee of Huzhuang who grew the vegetable garden was particularly proud and said that the cucumbers he grew were more delicious than fruits.

Half a month later, Yan Ziyao finally let Wu Yue succeed once, of course using an umbrella.

Wu Yue once wanted to kiss her mouth. She told her a lot of oral hygiene problems. After arriving at school, she even put her saliva from eating stinky tofu under a microscope for him to see.

Disgusted Wu Yue never mentioned kissing again from then on, and she wore an umbrella in a proper and positive manner.

However, this did not affect Yan Ziyao, who had always been self-respecting and independent, and did not spend a penny of Wu Yue's money. She asked Wu Yue to pay for her tuition and miscellaneous fees, buy her clothes, shoes, and cosmetics, and add meal card pocket money to her.

Since there is no emotion involved, then the only option is money!

In just the four and a half months of the first semester of her senior year, Yan Ziyao spent more than 20,000 yuan on Wu Yue.

Yan Ziyao knew that Wu Yue looked down on her in her heart. In fact, since the summer, the two of them had played together less than ten times in total. They played together six times in Mingzhu during the summer vacation, twice in the first month after returning to school, once in November, and once at the end of October.

It has been two and a half months since November and December, and Wu Yue has never asked for it again. In his heart, he looks down on himself. He prefers passion, brothers and games.

It was just that the school beauty's boyfriend's vanity made him choose to continue being with her like this, waiting to break up after graduation.

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She just liked the man sitting next to her. Looking out the window at the lush mountains and rivers that had already revealed a little bit of their beauty, her heart was filled with infinite sweetness.

Zheng Chi suddenly kicked Wu Yue and winked at him.

"Yan Ziyao, Lao Zhao trusts me so much, and Lao Wu can make a lot of money. We can't just think about going out to play. Lao Wu and I have decided not to go to Mingzhu, but to make money and do business in Zhengzhou during the winter vacation."

Wu Yue said with a righteous look on his face: "I can't let you invest so much money and lose it all!"