20 years of restarting life

Chapter 3102 If There Was Another Chance to Choose

That is to say, from then until now, more than two months have passed, and Zhao Changan has not touched Li Siya once.

The last time I met her was during the Chinese New Year. Li Shiya went home on the 29th of the twelfth lunar month, stayed up until 1 a.m. on the 30th of the twelfth lunar month, and was then dragged out by Yue Lu to play until after 3 a.m. before returning.

Li Siya drove a long way back to the mountain city on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and slept with her daughter at night.

On the second day of the Chinese New Year, I invited Yue Lina, Yue Lu and Liu Yihui to dinner, but Zhao Changan and Liu Yihui both got drunk, so it was all in vain.

It was not until the evening of the third day of the Lunar New Year that Zhao Changan finally had the opportunity to exercise his rights as Li Siya's husband. The feeling made him feel that all his hard work was worth it!

Then the relationship broke down after the college entrance examination, and it has been August now. Although Zhao Changan and Li Siya have lived in the same city for seven months and have legal proof of their marriage, they have never enjoyed sex as a husband and a real man should.

Li Shiya said to Zhao Changan: "Then Old Zhao, I'll toast you a glass for all the grievances you've suffered for this family over the years and for your contributions."

The words of his daughter and wife made Zhao Changan, a grown man, feel a lump in his throat and he almost shed tears.

He said to his daughter, "Your mom is the one who has worked really hard. As a woman, she has shouldered at least 70% of the responsibilities of this family over the years. On the contrary, I, your dad, have no ability and I feel guilty towards your mom and you. I can only do some logistical work such as washing clothes and cooking. If you want to show respect, it should be me who shows respect to your mom."

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These scenes from the past flashed through Zhao Changan's mind.

However, even this fleeting scene made him feel so distressed that he felt a little suffocated.

In this life, he has become a rich and powerful man, so he doesn't have to face this problem from the perspective of a humble person again.

But if he went back to the night of Qiaojiashan Town Health Center in his previous life, he would not be in the charming and bewitching bright moonlight outside the window, because Li Siya had to go back to Mingzhu the next morning, so the two of them talked in the dark room, and then Zhao Changan got into Li Siya's bed. From then on, Li Siya had her back to him, as if she was asleep and unaware.

The silence was so oppressive that he took possession of her body.

Although this woman was beautiful and good, in Zhao Changan's eyes at that time, she was definitely not a good match for him.

His male needs had always been strong and intense, but Li Shiya forced him into a gesture between Actor Ge and Miss Che, "once a year."

He would rather choose another woman, even if she is not pretty, as long as she doesn't make him a once-a-year lover.

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Zhao Changan said to Ma Jingliang: "Everyone has different habits, personalities, and working methods, so their choices on these matters are also different. Just keep a normal mindset. Don't use this as a criterion to judge who is better than who."

"Mr. Zhao, you are so generous!"

There were no outsiders around at this time, so Ma Jingliang could put aside his pride and use the word "you" to Zhao Changan. If his wife Bai Luzhu was around, he would never use it. Zhao Changan understood Ma Jingliang's mood at this time. In some ways, Ma Jingliang at this time was a bit like Wu Yue's life in the next ten years if he had not had a lame leg in his previous life.

My parents are considered respectable people in the local city, but they have reached retirement age. My life and future can basically be seen towards retirement. As long as I don't do anything stupid, that's it. Life won't be too hard, but it won't be a very carefree life either.

Just like some people who are very depressed and write in vain in their notebooks, "I have a tiger in my heart, and I smell the roses", but in fact, this is just a fantasy and sexual fantasy that even they know, and they know clearly in their hearts, "It is likely that my life will be like this!"

That's why Wu Yue, who had a lame leg, became a famous alcoholic ten years later, drinking all day long. His wife was so beautiful, and could be said to be very virtuous and capable, with a generous and sensible personality. However, he was extremely indifferent to her at ordinary times. When he was drunk, he would either scold or beat her. When the urge came, he would ignore her and didn't care about Jing Yuehong's face. Even if she was still collecting fees at the toll window, he would forcibly drag her back and then ask her to go back to work.

Like Wu Yue, who had his leg intact ten years later, he no longer had any pursuits, and without the numbness of alcohol, he needed to vent his feelings with just a woman. So he put all his energy on the BBS, arguing with people and ignoring the basic needs of his beautiful wife.

Zhao Changan believed from beginning to end that human beings living in this era of steel jungle are unfortunate. After being satisfied with the material needs of food and clothing, they have no way of finding a harbor for their souls, and they always struggle in their emotions and distort themselves.

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Bai Luzhu waited for more than ten minutes, her thighs were so cold that she wanted to stamp her feet. Jin Feiyue finally drove over, got out of the car, looked at Bai Luzhu with a smile and said, "I told Changan that I don't know anyone, how can I know which one is it? He said that there is no need to know, the most beautiful woman at the gate of the community is the one."

Hearing what Zhao Changan said, Bai Luzhu suddenly felt that her numb thighs were not so cold anymore.

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The car drove towards the Navigation Hotel in the direction of Zhengdong. Because we were no longer in a hurry to have breakfast, we did not take the southern ring road, but drove from west to east along the central axis of Zhengzhou City.

Although the car couldn't speed up, it didn't matter. Zhao Changan was sitting in the passenger seat, chatting with Jin Feiyue, Xiaoyu, Gu Qi and others.

"That Bai Luzhu is so beautiful. Zhao Changan, I used to think there was something wrong with you. It seemed like you had no interest in young girls and only liked older women. Haha, it seems I was not wrong about you at all."

Xiaoyu was sitting in the back also not being honest. She took off her shoes, stretched out her little feet wearing pink cotton socks of the cartoon Doraemon, and placed them in the middle of the seats between Zhao Changan and Jin Feiyue, with her upper body lying on Gu Qi's legs.

"You think too much. I just met him and his wife for the first time last night."

Since it concerns his own reputation and his pure white feathers, Zhao Changan must of course explain the cause of the matter to Jin Feiyue and the others: "When he said that Hu La Tang should be mixed with tofu brain and topped with chicken soup stewed with old hens, I felt greedy. The next time I come to Zheng City, I will drink Hu La Tang with two mixtures. It will be at least two or three months later. Besides, Huang Juan is so stubborn. I feel that she may choose not to return to North America for at least a period of time. How can Zhang Xiaowei stay here with her all the time? It is necessary to get to know her neighbors."

"You don't really want to take on Huang Juan's problems yourself, do you?"

Jin Feiyue was surprised: "You didn't contact Huang Xuelin."

"I have been waiting for Huang Xuelin's call since Huang Juan complained last night, but she hasn't called me yet. I am convinced. If I had known what she said before, I would never have brought this psycho back!"

Zhao Changan also looked depressed and was speechless.