June is our farewell song

Chapter 173 Wen Jin's Doubts

Gu Yuan didn't know anything about Feng Ziqiu's experience, and he didn't want to pay attention to it, because there was still a huge trouble in front of him.

As soon as he took two steps out of the room, he was arrested by Qi Yu. The reason was very simple. The two guys, Wen Jin and Qing Si, were about to fight.One mountain cannot accommodate two tigers, the best solution is to separate the two, so Qi Yu took Qing Si to stay in the room, while Gu Yuan and Wen Jin went to the study next door.

His only job is to send Wen Jin's completed drawings to the opposite side, so most of the time can only be spent in a daze. He sits on the floor and looks at the sky outside in a daze. The sun hangs lazily in the sky. The temperature is just right, which makes people feel very comfortable.

"You can't draw at all?"

After being silent for an indeterminate amount of time, Wen Jin completed another drawing, and when handing it over to him, asked.

"Ah? Yeah...not at all, I'm sorry I can't help you..."

Gu Yuan answered honestly, there is nothing to hide, if you don't know it, you won't know it. Confucius once said that knowing what you know is knowing, and what you don't know is knowing what you don't know.It is not so embarrassing to have the courage to admit your own shortcomings.

"It's okay, I've long been used to painting alone."

Wen Jin, who was finally freed from labor, turned to look at him half prone on the table, with an expression on his face that it was not clear whether he was smiling or not.

"Alone? At least not right now. Although the two guys next door have a bad temper, they are helping you too."

"They're not helping me, they're helping you."

"help me?"

"You chose to help me, so you found them. They are willing to help because of you, not because of me."

The conditional launch formed in Gu Yuan's mind was to immediately deny the girl's conclusion, but after thinking about it carefully, it is similar to the relationship from A to B and then to C in mathematics, logically it seems to be true.

"So I'm curious, why are you helping me?"

"Although it is said that it is the joint work of the literature club and the art club, in fact, the part of painting has been undertaken by the art club alone. You can ignore it completely, and it is impossible for Yuan Xiao to find someone to help." Wen Jin Staring straight at him, "Puchi" laughed out loud, "Could it be some dark thoughts?"

"Where did it go... how could it be..."

"Why is that?"

"There are so many whys."

Gu Yuan put away the drawing and opened the door of the study.

When he came back, Wen Jin had already fallen asleep lying on the table.

The sound of the door opening woke her up, and the girl yawned and sat up, but her eyes were still sleepy.

"Are you so tired... I've worked hard today, and I can't help you with anything. I'm really sorry..."

"Actually, it's okay. It's just that I stayed up late a few days ago, so I'm a little sleepy. I'll be fine after a good night's sleep."

"Is that so...? I also had a lot of experiences of staying up late, and that kind of fatigue can't be relieved by a good night's sleep." Gu Yuan said, closing the door again, and sat down on the floor again. "The question you asked me just now, if you insist on answering..."

"Did you make it up?"

"I... what and what, if I insist on answering, it may be, I want to read the follow-up of your article."

"Follow-up?"

"Yeah, the article you contributed, it seems that you haven't finished it at first glance. To be honest, I'm quite interested in it. If you have a chance, remember to finish it."

"Pfft—is this what you're thinking about?" Wen Jin couldn't help laughing, "Okay, I promise you, when this matter is over, I will definitely show it to you."

"It's a deal." Gu Yuan also smiled, "Speaking of which, why are you used to drawing alone?"

"Ok?"

"There are still a lot of people in the art club. Although those few art students have gone out for training, there are still people there, but you have no plans to find them at all. Isn't that strange?"

"What's weird?"

"Uh……"

It's strange everywhere, why would someone not want to accept help from others?Moreover, under the premise of the well-known "official reason", Gu Yuan can probably guess that if they hadn't offered to help, Wen Jin would have completed all the tasks by himself without sleep. Behavior, isn't it strange?

"Loneliness is a sense of security." Wen Jin said softly, "Because I am always alone, I don't have to worry about being betrayed, and I don't have to worry about the sudden collapse of my spiritual sustenance one day, and I don't have to worry about losing something suddenly. All you believe in is yourself and only yourself, and that’s enough.”

"Have you ever been betrayed?"

It seemed that some unmentionable taboo had been touched, and Wen Jin, who was smiling just now, suddenly turned cold.

"Yes... sorry... I said the wrong thing."

"It's okay." Wen Jin shook his head, "Actually, it's not a betrayal at all, it's just..."

"only?"

"It's nothing."

"Hey... half-talking, killing obsessive-compulsive disorder."

"Curiosity killed the cat, don't ask what you shouldn't ask."

Gu Yuan wanted to say something more, but at this moment, there was a sudden vibration in his arms.

I thought it would be Feng Ziqiu who ran away privately, but I didn't expect that the name on the caller ID turned out to be Chi Yu.

"Hey?"

"it's me……"

"Well, why did you call all of a sudden?"

"Because... I still feel a little sorry... Is there anything I can do to help? I think... there should be something to do..."

"No need, there are enough people here now, you can rest at home, I was so tired from the exam a while ago, I think your dark circles are so heavy, you are almost turning into a panda."

"I... that Wen Jin, is she angry..."

"Probably... no." Gu Yuan looked up and found that Wen Jin was also staring at this place, "Don't worry, I will take care of it."

"Okay, thank you……"

"How many times have I said it, no need to say thank you."

"……Um."

"That's it?"

"it is good."

"Then, are you here to hang up?"

After about ten seconds, there was a busy signal from the receiver that the phone was hung up.Gu Yuan put away his phone, his eyes intersected with Wen Jin's in mid-air, the girl in front of him seemed to be very concerned about the content of the phone, but she tried her best to show that she didn't care, so even though she was pinching the pen, she couldn't put it on the paper go.

"I think I have to ask." Gu Yuan looked at Wen Jin, "Did anything happen between you and Chi Yu before?"

"Why, why do you ask that?"

"Although Qi Yu keeps saying that I'm stupid, I'm not really a fool. Chi Yu seems to have always felt an inexplicable guilt towards you."

"What's the meaning?"

"Just like this time, she was obviously very willing to help at the beginning, no, or rather, she was very willing to paint, but every time it came time to make a decision, she would hesitate again. And Qi Yu also said But, you and Chi Yu, there are many similarities in the details of the two paintings, so... I think you have had something?"

"That, that is..."

"Did I guess wrong? Probably not."

Facing Gu Yuan's question, Wen Jin remained silent. This was about her and Chi Yu, and the boy in front of him had only become acquainted with her within a week.

After all, he is just an outsider.

Don't say anything, or use "That's none of your business." This is the most appropriate reply now.

"We used to draw together, in 'Cat's Sky Castle', we would go there every week, I thought I finally found someone who understood me and supported me, and I thought it would last forever ,result……"

But in the end, Wen Jin still spoke.

The guy in front of her, she still couldn't... treat him as a complete outsider.

"In the end, she gave up painting. At that time, I was very angry and said some... very hurtful things that made her very sad. But she never thought that I was wrong, and took all the responsibility on herself. , but I know that it's all my wishful thinking, because if the words I said were not so decisive, they wouldn't become what they are now..."

"Mutual guilt... but no one can turn back, is this the same thing..."

Gu Yuan listened quietly, this world is really wonderful, everyone's experience is similar but different, the same troubles happen to different people over and over again, it is embarrassing.

"I'm sorry... I said so much in one breath."

"It's okay." Gu Yuan smiled a little, and patted Wen Jin's shoulder lightly, "I understand."

"No, I mean... you know too much."

"Um... eh?!"

Wen Jin, who had a weak face just now, suddenly showed a cannibalistic expression, and Gu Yuan was so frightened that he immediately took half a step back.

"You... what are you doing?!"

"Then there's no need to ask? Of course it's murder!"

After Wen Jin finished speaking, she rushed over with a pen, Gu Yuan had no choice but to close his eyes in fear.

Immediately afterwards, there was a cool touch on his forehead.

"It's done!"

"what……?"

Opening his eyes and seeing Wen Jin sat down behind the desk again, Gu Yuan touched the center of his brows first, then took two steps forward, picked up the mirror on the table, and quickly retreated to the corner of the room.

From the mirror, we can see that on his forehead, Wen Jin actually drew a grinning shark.

Yes, it's the same as the one that Chi Yu often draws.

"This... are you a child?!"

"Hmph, those who eavesdrop on the secret will naturally be punished."

"Eavesdropping????? Those who open their eyes and tell lies should be punished..."

Gu Yuan looked gloomy, but he could only eat Coptis chinensis dumbly, swallowing bitterly.

"I'll go and see next door."

"Walk slowly without sending."

Watching Gu Yuan's figure disappear behind the door again, a different smile appeared on Wen Jin's face, a bit understanding, a bit relieved, but with a bit of worry buried in her eyes, she muttered softly said a sentence:
"Now I finally understand a little bit, what she chose at that time... But... giving up what I love in order to get something, such a thing... Will it really not happen again..."

(End of this chapter)