Chang Anqing

Chapter 57 What has changed?
At this moment, inside the house, the four-eared incense burner with green glaze was lit with old wood and sandalwood, stagnant in the air little by little, and scattered in all directions. Li Sui was wearing a silver gauze dress with embroidered green calyx pattern, and was lying against the window, flipping through a book. , Hearing Yu Nu's words softly spit out in his ear, his eyes moved, and his eyebrows were raised lightly.

Jiu Ge is actually three months pregnant?
Li Sui's brows were slightly frowning, and in terms of days, it was just before he was sent out of Chang'an.

With that said, this child is...

"Unfortunately, when it was discovered, the child was stillborn-"

Hearing the sound, Li Sui couldn't help holding the book tightly, and then listened to Yu Nu continue: "Jiuge got dirty this time, and was expelled from the military camp. Those who did not reveal their identities, but now their actions are under our surveillance."

The more Yu Nu said later, he noticed that Li Sui's face changed, and his voice became a little lower. At this moment, Li Sui nodded silently and didn't say anything. He just felt a little dull and desolate in his heart.

Perhaps, this is the reason why Jiu Ge hated her in the previous life, and it is also the reason why he killed Yang Yan in pain.

Before she could experience the joy of becoming a mother for the first time, she was sent to the far west to work as a prostitute. Because of this unspeakable ailment, she lost her child, her chastity, and her last dignity as a woman.

In the silence, Li Sui closed his eyes gently, and gradually felt a sense of exhaustion and powerlessness rushing up.

No matter how prosperous or troubled times are, no matter how many dynasties have been replaced, the lives of women and the people are not worth mentioning after all.

It makes people feel dazed and cold.

"Baby lady-"

Hearing Niannu's low voice, Li Sui heard the sound and opened her eyes to look at Baoying, who looked at her blankly. At this moment, she was standing behind the soft curtain in the wind and rain, her hair was messy, her face was wet with tears, and it took a moment before she could speak. In a choked voice, Zhong called out in a low voice, "Aman."

Seeing this, Li Sui stepped forward and said quickly, "Quickly get Repa's clean clothes, and cook another bowl of ginger soup—"

Before she could finish her words, Li Sui suddenly felt Baoying rush into her arms. In an instant, the girl's sobbing sounded intermittently in her ears. Li Sui heard the sound and was slightly startled. The next moment, she could not help reaching out to gently comfort Baoying. Ying's back did not say a word.

When Yu Nu and Nian Nu both retreated silently, after about a long while, Li Sui heard Baoying crouching in her ear, and almost burst into tears: "Aman, I know that Hongying has done a lot of wrong things, and now she She's been punished, please, save her, okay—"

Li Sui heard the sound and covered her eyes, and the soothing movements in her hands did not stop, but she already understood what Baoying was thinking.

Whether in the past life or this life, she didn't want to fight with Yang Hongying.

But she is always the person who will not offend me and not others, and if someone offends me, I will deal with it.However, Yang Hongying was blinded by the desire for power and wanted too much. For her own selfish desires, she pressed her time and time again, and taught her how not to fight back?
Now, looking at Baoying's helpless appearance in her arms, Li Sui felt that her subordinates became a little cold, and Baoying held her as if she was holding on to the last ray of hope.

But she didn't know that Yang Hongying went to the current situation, and it was all thanks to her help.

She set up the bureau, and Yang Hongying just chased after the fish food she threw down like a fish, and the wooden ladder placed at the back door of Yuqing Temple was also specially placed by her instructing others.

Although Li Sui at this moment has never regretted it, she does not know how to comfort Baoying, who is pure and kind in her arms.

Because she is not the clean outsider in Baoying's eyes.

"Okay, I promise you."

After a long time, Li Sui's quiet voice rang in the room.

When the last word circled in the air and disappeared little by little, Baoying paused for a while, then hugged Li Sui even more tightly, and muttered softly: "Thank you, thank you, Aman—"

Aware of Baoying's gratitude, Li Sui did not speak, but gently stroked her back like an elder.

"Aman, the eldest lady is here today."

For a long time, Baoying leaned on her shoulder and finally opened her mouth again. Li Sui didn't interrupt, she just said "um" softly, but the next moment Baoying said, she was startled, and her mind was stunned. Can't calm down anymore.

"The eldest lady has already repaired a book and went to Hongnong to marry our Yang family."

The air in the room was tensed like a string, stagnant and tense.

Baoying slowly stepped back from Li Sui's arms, looking at Li Sui's startled eyes, Baoying knew that with Li Sui's intelligence, she must have understood the meaning.

But she still forced a smile and pretended to be okay: "Aman, I'm going to marry brother Yan."

Like a thunder blasting in his ears, Li Sui stood there, feeling as if he had heard it wrong.

But the next moment, she suddenly thought about everything clearly.

Yes, she forgot that in her previous life, she married Yang Yan, Yang Hongying married Yang Che, and Baoying would naturally marry someone else.

But now that she and Yang Yan are no longer possible, Yang Hongying has angered her aunt again, angered the Li family, and has broken her legs. Naturally, it is no longer possible to become the first wife of the Yang family.

Going around in circles, she tried her best to break free from this vortex, but she never thought that she was actually pushing the innocent Baoying in with her own hands.

Aunt Li has always disliked the Yang family, and now she is willing to marry Baoying, how could she not understand the meaning of it.

It's just that my aunt knew that she was on good terms with Baoying, and Baoying's temperament was pure and kind. Instead of marrying a woman who didn't know her basic temperament, it was better to choose Baoying. .

Although they could not re-marriage with their Li family, my aunt knew that once Baoying married Yang Yan, they would be one husband and wife, one prosperous and one lost.In the future, once Yang Yan is caught in a fight in the house, she will not sit idly by for Baoying's sake.

Because, aunt is sure of her relationship with Baoying.

And once she stood on Baoying's side, she would undoubtedly pull the entire Li family to stand behind Yang Yan.

after all,

Her aunt's loving heart for Yang Yan has never let her down.

And this time, my aunt was right.

No one knew that her friendship with Baoying was not accumulated in just a few months, but was accompanied and grateful for two lifetimes.

"Man, I know that brother Yan doesn't like me."

Hearing Baoying's words, Li Sui's eyes were sad, but seeing Baoying still smiling, it was extremely desolate.

"But I still agreed."

"Baoying."

Hearing the difficulty in Li Sui's words, Baoying silently closed her eyes, but a tear fell.

When Li Sui took Baoying into her arms again, she heard Baoying say word by word in her arms: "Man, don't feel sorry for me, I also have a selfishness that others don't know—"

"Before entering Chang'an, Aye Aniang told us that if the two of us cannot marry into the Taiwei's mansion, we will marry Fan Yang for the family—"

"I had already accepted my fate, and I only thought that this life is for the family marriage after all, so who will marry and where will it make any difference."

"But everything changed when I met him, Aman, you know, I will never forget him, I can never leave Chang'an again, I want to stand in the same besieged city with him, even if it is only a distance away. Seeing is enough, Aman, do you think I'm crazy too?"

Just like that, Li Sui listened to Baoying lying in her arms and muttering to herself, as if she wanted to release everything that was in her heart.

"But I don't regret it, I don't regret it at all. Even if I marry someone else, even if I can only watch him meet the woman he admires each other in the future, get married, and have children, I think it's enough."

When she heard Baoying's suppressed sobbing and felt her trembling body, Li Sui no longer knew what to say.

She has never felt Baoying's love for Chen Zhiyan, and she has never known the persecution of the Yang family as her mother's family.

Today's Li Sui only knows that she has been working hard to change everything since she was reborn. Just when she thought she had finally changed her previous life little by little, she found out that invisibly, she had changed the life experiences of others into messed up clean.

At this moment she was thinking,

What has she changed?
(End of this chapter)