Why it never ends

Chapter 867 Opposite

"...I'm so sad," Yugali whispered, "I failed the kitten and I failed you again."

Hesta lowered her head and held Yugali's hand.

"Go on to sleep." Hesta sighed. "It's still a long time before dawn."

"Where's my mother?"

"She has gone back," Hesta slowly raised her head and looked into Yugali's eyes, "Does it still hurt?"

"The face is fine," Yugali whispered, "The ear, the left side... hurts a little."

"The doctor said that you have a perforated eardrum. If it cannot heal on its own within three months, you will need to undergo patch surgery again to avoid affecting your hearing." Hesta said softly, "I'm sorry, I don't know why I was stunned at the time and couldn't. Stop it as soon as possible..."

"It's okay." Yugali closed his eyes, "It's okay..."

"Eucalyptus."

"Ok?"

"Is that woman really your mother?"

"Yeah, what's wrong?"

Hesta lowered her eyes slightly, "I don't understand how she could do that to you."

"She didn't do anything to me..."

"Isn't this what you have done?" Hesta's voice suddenly revealed a little anger, "Why did you never mention that your mother is such a person? Obviously last time Xiaoshu and I came to celebrate your internship offer, We all talked about this issue when the poetry club was doing activities together... If I knew she was such a violent person, the day she came I should--"

"You don't understand," Yugali half-closed his eyes with a smile on his face, "Things are not what you think..."

"What are you talking about?" Hesta's eyes widened, "She beat you in public, and -"

"Yes, she is like this...she is always like this. So every time she is in trouble, no one will sympathize with her. When she quarrels with others, almost no one will stand by her; one thing, even if she does her best She worked hard, but no one would be grateful to her in the end, just because she was always vicious and unreasonable, but her life was so miserable that she had no energy to care about it.

"It's like this to outsiders, and it's still like this at home. No one likes her temper, but the whole family cannot live without her for food, clothing, and daily life. She hangs around everyone, but everyone wants to stay away from her... Even my sister does."

Yugali sighed.

"However, I understand her, maybe even deeper than she does, because I have watched her fight for us since I was a child. I know she loves me, she is just too scared..."

"What are you talking about..." Hesta was stunned, "What on earth are you talking about?"

"You know, Jane, since I was a child, I have watched her get into trouble with people for a little profit," Yugali's eyes filled with tears, "Although everyone is annoyed by her, everyone is also afraid of her. , because no one can resist her when she makes trouble. I used to be beside or behind her, but today, for the first time, I stand opposite her..."

Yugali breathed and suddenly let out a chuckle.

"It's really terrible," Yugali raised the corner of his mouth, as if he was joking about an embarrassing incident in the past, "...no wonder she can make so many people give in."

"Eugali!" Hesta's eyes widened, "She hit you!"

"She's just too scared," Yugali looked at Hesta and said again, "...afraid of losing me."

An unspeakable pain rushed up, leaving Hesta speechless. She could no longer sit next to Eucalyptus, got up and left the ward.

Hesta strode downstairs, countless thoughts rushing through her mind. She even imagined telling Yugali that you should be angry, because anger is your only spear, and you should hold on to your only...

However, all this was more complicated than she had imagined.

……

On Friday, even though Hestad had the most classes on her day, she didn't go to school.

She huddled in her room, neither washing nor eating. All day long, the residents thought she had gone out early, and no one knocked on her door.

Hesta was lying on the bed and heard Xu Ruyi doing housework outside non-stop.

In the evening, Yu Xuekun sent a message.

"Are you okay?" Hesta glanced at it but didn't reply.

After a while, Yu Xuekun's message came on again.

"Don't be too sad, you've done what you can."

Hesta finished reading it mechanically and closed her eyes again.

Then, the phone vibrated again.

"I will be in the consultation room today. If you want to talk to someone after class, I will always be there."

When Hesta hurriedly scanned the message as before, she suddenly felt something strange.

She originally thought that Yu Xuekun was talking about her absence from class all day because of yesterday's conflict, but it seemed that she didn't know that she skipped class today.

Hesta sat up and dialed Yu Xuekun's phone number.

"Hello." A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.

"It's me." Hesta whispered.

"It sounds so quiet over there." Yu Xuekun said, "Where are you?"

"Home."

"Didn't you go to class?"

"Not in the mood." Hesta whispered, "Do you have any suggestions?"

"Look at you. It's okay to take a rest. If you want to come over and chat, you can come. Anyway, since the person has left -"

Hesta realized something, "Who's gone?"

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

"...Didn't she say hello to you?"

Xu Ruyi, who was in the living room, suddenly heard a loud noise coming from Hesta's room. Just as she was about to go over to check, she saw Hesta rushing out of the room with bare feet.

Hesta was running, hurriedly putting on her coat.

"Jian?" Xu Ruyi was surprised for a moment, "Why didn't you go today—"

"boom."

The door has been closed from the outside.

……

Hesta went to the hospital first, and the nurses told her that the patients sent last night had left after their ward rounds in the morning. So Hesta ran all the way downstairs to Yugali's apartment. She quickly rushed to Yugali's door and smashed the door so loudly that even the residents in the slope opened the door carefully to observe what happened in the corridor. What.

Suddenly there was a tinkling sound from the elevator entrance, and Yu Xuekun walked out of it.

"simple……"

Hesta turned back, "Did you bring the key?"

Yu Xuekun lowered his eyes slightly and took out a keychain from his pocket.

The door opened and Hesta ran in. The whole apartment had not changed much. The dried flowers on the wall, the coasters on the table, and the woven round rug on the floor were all there. Hesta went into the bedroom again to check. In the closet, especially The few new clothes Gary bought here are also hung up nicely. Hesta was about to say, "All her things are still there," when she suddenly noticed that the diary that was always on the dining table or on the bookshelf was missing.

Not only the diary, but also the review materials Yugali bought herself, her notes...

All gone.