Why it never ends

Chapter 898 Determination

"Then I'm leaving." Gao Fei waved to Kseniya through the car window, "Take care, we will keep in touch."

Ksenia hesitated to speak, but finally waved her hand silently.

"You don't need to think too deeply about some things," Gao Fei suddenly said, "As long as both parties can understand each other, most problems can be overcome together. Even if they can't be overcome, as long as both of them know why they can't get over it, there will be no regrets."

Ksenia nodded numbly.

Only then did she realize that she still had many questions she hadn't asked: What if the two parties just couldn't reach understanding? What if you don’t feel that the other party is making equal efforts in this process? What should you do if you can't like yourself when you like the other person, but instead feel disgusted with yourself tenfold?

She stood alone on the roadside, watching Gao Fei's car go away.

At this moment, Kseniya suddenly felt very lonely.

She gathered her mood and walked back again. When she passed the school gate, she suddenly saw Hesta and Cheng Xiaoshu coming down the steps of Wenhui Building in front of her. Cheng Xiaoshu was talking to Hesta, and Hesta could hear Pay attention, keep nodding, and occasionally the two of you will say a few words back and forth, and then laugh at the same time.

Ksenia stood there. After not seeing each other for a few days, Hesta did not seem to become haggard, but seemed to be a little more energetic. Among the young people who had their heads lowered and put their hands and feet in their pockets due to the cold, she didn't even wear a scarf, as if The harsh cold could not sharpen her will, but instead sharpened it.

During the conversation, Hesta interrupted Cheng Xiaoshu several times. She frowned, obviously not agreeing with Cheng Xiaoshu's words. The aura of insisting on refuting the other party was very rare in Kseniya's opinion. . She still remembered the first time she met Hestad in early autumn. Hestad's movements were hesitant, and he seemed confused because he was not sure whether his behavior was appropriate.

Ksenia stood there, looking at her quietly.

In the distance, Hesta noticed the sight and instinctively raised her head. The moment she saw Kseniya, her frown relaxed, and her face, which had been slightly unhappy due to the argument just now, once again showed an expression of confusion.

Cheng Xiaoshu followed her line of sight and looked in the direction of the school gate, and saw Kseniya with a sad expression.

She greeted Ksenia from a distance, and just when she was about to pull Hesta away, she found that the man's feet were as motionless as long nails.

Ksenia came over slowly.

"Have you just finished class?" Ksenia asked.

"Yes!" Cheng Xiaoshu replied, "It's a big class that several grades have together, and it's almost the end of the term, and this teacher is crazy about leaving homework - I don't understand what the young teachers nowadays are thinking about every day, is it? I don’t think about the students at all.”

Hesta looked at Ksenia's red nose and wanted to ask her if she was cold.

"...I sent you a lot of messages." Hesta said stumblingly.

"I haven't read it yet," Ksenia replied.

"Why don't you look?"

"there is no time."

"Then...when will you have time?"

Cheng Xiaoshu raised her head suspiciously - she vaguely felt that Hesta's voice suddenly changed. She had never heard such a soft and sharp tone before.

"tomorrow."

"Ksenia..."

"Are you free tomorrow afternoon?" Kseniya lowered her eyes slightly, "If you are not free -"

"Have."

"Then come to me." Ksenia took out her phone and looked at the calendar for tomorrow afternoon. "I will be in the dormitory after 3:30 pm."

"it is good."

Ksenia smiled and waved to Hesta and Cheng Xiaoshu, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye." Cheng Xiaoshu replied loudly.

Looking at Kseniya's leaving back, Cheng Xiaoshu tilted her head in confusion, "...Do you feel that Kseniya looks very sad today...Jane?" Hesta looked at Looking at Ksenia's back.

Ksenia in the distance suddenly stopped. Hesta originally thought she was going to turn back, but after a moment, she continued forward and quickly disappeared among the crowd at the end of get out of class.

"Jane, what are you looking at?" Cheng Xiaoshu stepped forward and looked forward, "Ksenia?"

"...What?" Hesta turned back.

"What were you talking about just now? Why are you looking for her tomorrow...Are you listening to what others are saying?" Cheng Xiaoshu punched her on the shoulder, "Jane!"

"what?"

"Come on," Cheng Xiaoshu was a little angry, "I have classes later, you can go back by yourself - I'll confirm with you again, you are sure you want to come to this winter stargazing, right?"

"……decide as things go."

Hesta lowered her head in a daze. She suddenly felt as if something had penetrated her and she couldn't say a word.

……

The next afternoon, Hesta came to Ksenia's downstairs early.

That fiery red hair was really conspicuous in the snow. Kseniya upstairs saw Jane almost immediately, but she did not go downstairs and just watched silently through the window.

Hesta, who was pacing in the snow, looked a little uneasy. From time to time, he would look down at the time, and then look up at the window of Kseniya's dormitory - but Kseniya was at the other end of the corridor at the moment, hiding. Behind the curtain, he looked at Hesta's profile without saying a word.

It was really a very cute face, especially those eyes. Ksenia thought that if anyone could remain calm after being stared at by such eyes, such a person must have a heart of stone.

However, however...

At half past three, Ksenia appeared on the ground floor, and Hesta quickly approached her as soon as she saw her.

Before Hesta could say hello, Ksenia pointed to the road and said, "Let's go."

"where to?"

"... Talking while walking." Ksenia didn't look at her, "Come on."

Hesta followed anxiously.

The two walked slowly on the campus after the snow, until the surroundings gradually became quiet and there was no more pedestrians. Kseniya finally stopped.

"Jane, there are some problems between us..."

"I know we've had some issues lately-"

"Not recently," Ksenia interrupted her immediately, and her eyes suddenly became determined, "It's always been."

Hesta showed a confused expression, "What is it?"

"That's the biggest problem," Ksenia said. "What it is, you can't notice."

The atmosphere of the conversation began to move in a direction that frightened Hesta. She coughed lightly and took the initiative to speak: "Ksenia, I know I shouldn't have done it the afternoon before yesterday -"

"That's just a small thing." Ksenia said, "I forgive you, everyone makes this mistake. I want to tell you something else today..."

Hesta breathed a sigh of relief, "Ksenia..."

"Let's stop here," Ksenia said. "We'd better not meet each other in the future."