The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm confused

It took a month to shoot, and the process was really extreme. Even though Xia Yu's ability to withstand mental stress was far better than ordinary people, she was just a short step away from collapse...

You can’t imagine how tiring and torturous it is to be locked up in one place for a month, among hundreds of people, in this “spiritual siege”.

Even though Xia Yu had been preparing mentally, when he realized that the shooter and the person who was killed were the same person, it was still very disconnecting when such a thing happened to him!
Especially at the moment they thought was the most "beautiful" - Xia Yu was completely infected by the sadness of "Xia Yu".

There was a "click", and Xia Yu couldn't extricate himself for a long time, immersed in the joy, anger, sorrow and joy of "Xia Yu"!

On the day when the play was "finished," after she had sorted out her heart and thoughts, Xia Yu couldn't help but say a few words.

"Enjoyed!"

The collision between oneself and oneself, the collision between one moment and the next... This feeling is very wonderful!
She still remembers that as soon as the nutrition cabin was opened, there were a lot of people in the shooting room with tears in their eyes. This sense of accomplishment was even more pleasurable.

"Is it over?" Zhuang Ling murmured.

Suisui hugged her and cried on her shoulder, unable to let go for a long time... She had stepped into the role!

Tao Tang held her hand and rubbed it, giving her calming strength.

"It's over!" Xia Yu pressed his index finger on his cheek, wiped away the non-existent tears, and said with a smile.

After the film was finalized, Xia Yu and Mr. Zhuang edited it together, and it was finally submitted for review in late July. This time, with the report, the review was faster.

It was delivered on the same day, and someone sent it to Mr. Zhuang the next day.

He is familiar with the audit department staff.

Of course, after watching Xia Yu's two films in a row, the review department staff couldn't help but speak.

I asked Xia Yu if he was free and if he could do an interview.

It’s not necessary, I just wanted to ask about the movie…

Xia Yu still pushed.

This is where she failed - she became more and more self-centered and felt more and more that she just wanted to make movies seriously and complete the task, and she didn't care about the rest.

After "Xia Yu's World" passed review and was applied for the China International Film Festival, Zhuang He finally found Xia Yu and had a chat with her.

One is admonishment.

"Xia Yu's World" was shot with as little contact as possible, which was too emotionally draining.

The second is feelings.

Over the years, Zhuang He honestly found that there were fewer and fewer people with whom he could talk.

Xie Guanhui's teacher is considered a brother to him, but he has always regarded him as his leader and has always maintained a sense of distance from him;

Like Gu Zhao, we are far away. The older we get, the fewer friends we have...

The third is about Teacher Yongxia.

He can't travel far now, and hopes Xia Yu can take her to see more; Zhuang Ling is definitely more suitable, but the relationship between the two lies here...

You have been here all your life and you are old. Do you really want to have a family fun based on the movies and scripts you have seen?

That's a movie, not reality!

It's good for him to be like this, and he definitely has regrets, but he doesn't want to use his current growth to deny his past and his "stubborn" self...

If there is no connection with children, there will be no relationship. He is not a truly loving father, and he has never thought that raising children is to protect himself for the rest of his life.

As a father, he made the best choice for himself and his children at the time, and that was enough.

No one is perfect.

He is already known as the "perfect literary director".

Even if he thinks it's an exaggeration.

But he really reached his limit in his career...

How can a man who devotes all his time to his career expect to be considered a perfect father?
People have to pay for every decision they made in the past!
"Blame me? Then just be resentful. I don't feel like I really owe them..." Maybe he didn't fulfill 100% of the growth needs of his three daughters. Did he achieve 90.00%?

Absolutely.

He is not a saint, and he cannot take care of too much... Even if he had to do it over again, he might be able to change some things, but when it comes to his career, he remains the same, or even better!
If he had not led Chinese films to break through at that time, perhaps the status of Chinese films in the international film world would have been even lower in the past few decades...

He thinks it's his responsibility!
I just always feel ashamed of Teacher Yongxia...

"When I was young, I wanted to prove myself. When I reached middle age and proved my career, I turned around and wanted to prove that I was a perfect husband. But unfortunately, I still failed to do it..."

"Actually, when I was over 30, I was thinking about getting a divorce and letting her live the life she wanted - but people in that era were different from now.

Yong Xia worries too much.

Me, children, relatives and friends...she always puts herself last. "

What is Zhuang He ashamed of?

He knew she was tired, but he enjoyed her efforts and was used to her efforts...

He hoped that she could live a better life, but he was afraid that she would leave... and even more afraid that she would become someone else's wife after she left!
People are like this, selfish and hypocritical. You think you have given them enough respect, but this must be the "respect" they want?
Even if they were born 20 years later and received different education, they might have separated long ago...

What can Xia Yu say?She is a junior, has never experienced it in her shoes, and has no right to speak...

I can only joke:
"Then the teacher will transfer all the property to his wife!"

Zhuang He, "Then your wife is not happy. She said she is not willing to take care of my money... She has left her own money to someone special to take care of it."

"This is what Master Mu would say!" Xia Yu agreed. (End of chapter)