Chapter 64
When Yao Anyi woke up, he found his mother sitting beside the bed in a daze.
Seeing her, Yao Anyi's eyes turned red: "Mother..."
With a soft cry, he threw himself into Mrs. Yao's arms, both aggrieved and frightened.
He really just wants to be a "normal daughter" and he doesn't want to be treated like a monster.
woo woo woo...
He was so afraid that his mother would not want him!
Third Mrs. Yao came back to her senses, and when she saw Yao Anyi's appearance, she also became sad.
She hugged this "daughter" and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother is sorry for you, I'm sorry..."
Tears fell down all of a sudden.
"Mother, it's not your fault, it's my daughter's fault, it's my daughter's fault, my daughter..." Yao Anyi cried, and those few words were a little hard to say, "My daughter is a monster, it's my daughter's fault..."
Mrs. Yao's heart ached in an instant: "No, you are not a monster. How could you be a monster? You are a good boy, it's all your mother's fault, it's your mother...it's your mother who hurt you..."
The mother and son cried and talked for a long time.
The nanny who stayed outside was afraid that they would talk for too long and attract others' attention, so she had to come in to interrupt and reminded: "Ma'am, it's time for someone to come at night."
"I see." Mrs. Yao third wiped away her tears and said that Yao Anyi was already six years old, he was an adult, and he should understand some things.
Then he seriously talked about his gender to Yao Anyi——
"You're a boy, you don't have to doubt that."
"Mother is sorry for you. It's because Mother has no ability to protect you, so she has to raise your good-looking brother as a girl."
"Because if you let others know that you are a girl, you will be killed."
……
Think about it, how old was Yao Anyi at that time, at first he thought he was a girl, then he really thought he was a girl.
Although he also found that he didn't like girls' things very much, but was more interested in boys' things, but that's not what a girl should do.
He had no choice but to "endure" it.
Just when he felt that he had suffered enough, he unexpectedly found that a girl had grown a thing that only a boy had, and he was so frightened that he almost fainted.
He didn't want to be a monster, so he did a lot of mental construction, trying to stomp it off.
This is his first psychological transformation.
However, when he was almost transformed, Mrs. Yao San was worried that he would do something stupid, so she suddenly told him the "truth" and asked him to keep it a secret.
Six-year-old Yao Anyi is in a bad mood: "..."
So, am I a boy or a girl?
Is it a boy pretending to be a girl, or a girl with weird things?
This confusion lasted for a long time.
All kinds of them, not one by one.
But it is entirely conceivable that for such a young child who is establishing his own three views and establishing gender impressions, this kind of "twists and turns" is still very scary to him.
There are so many doubts and pains in his mind, but no one can explain him. In order to "protect himself", he had to learn to keep it secret.
Because once exposed, it is when he dies.
Gu Qingling, this is probably one of the reasons why Yao Anyi's character became more and more inferior and cowardly later on.
However, she was a little at a loss: "Your mother told you that if you let others know that you are a boy, someone will harm you? Who will harm you?"
Gu Qingling felt a little unbelievable, because Yao Anyi was not the only boy in the third generation of the Yao family, and his father was still a concubine. The key point should also start with Yao Anhong, the second roommate. How could it not be Yao Anyi's turn?
Wait, could it be that Yao Anhong's poor health was due to being "harmed" by someone?
If that's the case, Gu Qingling will have to fall into deep thought, thinking about who has such an enmity with the Yao family and wants to make Yao Wan die.
Yao Anyi shrank her neck, looked at Gu Qingling in fear, and dared not speak.
It's just that expression, it goes without saying—isn't it you?
Gu Qingling was a little confused, she pointed to her nose: "Are you talking about me?"
Yao Anyi didn't speak, nor shook his head, but the fear on his face was very obvious.
Gu Qingling: "..."
So, is the original owner so vicious?
She knew that the original owner was a top-notch person, and she didn't have a good temper with the whole family, but she was partial to Second Master Yao.As for Mrs. Yao Er, there is also a little bit of love for the house and the crow.
However, the original owner's methods don't seem to be very good, otherwise the two old aunts and the concubine at home would not have jumped up and dared to point at her nose and scold her.
Gu Qingling didn't forget how the original owner got there in the first place. Wasn't Yao Liuye not hiding the marriage, running up in front of the original owner and making a big fuss, and just made the original owner "angry" to the sky?
If the original owner really had the ability, would he make a bastard so rampant?
This era is also an era that pays attention to the "division of concubine and concubine". Just like Master Yao Liu, if you want to put it in someone else's house, you may have to break your leg, so just clean it up?
Even the concubine couldn't deal with it, the original owner was able to reach out to the concubine's son, and without anyone noticing, Mrs. Yao was so scared that she didn't even want to raise her son, so she directly changed her son into a daughter...
Gu Qingling searched around in the memory of the original owner, but did not find much information about the third room of the Yao family, especially the third master and Mrs. Yao.
In the eyes of the original owner, Mr. Yao is a "good-for-nothing", and Mrs. Yao is also a "stupid", so there is no need to bother.
Gu Qingling: "..."
He didn't even pay attention to being parents, so the original owner would stare at Yao Anyi, a junior?
No, definitely not.
Gu Qingling raised her eyes, and her eyes returned to Yao Anyi.
Just such a movement scared the little guy enough, and he trembled three times.
If it wasn't for Gu Qingling to be sure that she didn't do anything to hurt children, she would have suspected that she was a child abuser (Author: Are you sure? You just took off his clothes while he was sleeping...).
"Although I don't know why your mother said that, but I'm sure, whether you're a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter much to me, and it's even more impossible for me to feel that it's worth it to hurt myself. human life."
Seeing that he was afraid like this, Gu Qingling could only try her best to ignore his fear, and continued, "I don't know why your mother thinks this way, last time your aunt and grandma were dissatisfied with your sixth uncle's marriage, and dared to jump up and quarrel with me, If she wants to know that you are a boy, and I want to harm you, maybe what will happen to me..."
"In this case, if I do it again, wouldn't I be asking for trouble?"
"So I don't understand at all. Why does your mother think that if you are a boy, I will kill you? Are you sure that your mother is not out of her mind?"
……
Speaking of the latter, Gu Qingling's words were a little rude, almost in front of Yao Anyi, calling his mother crazy.
Otherwise, how could it be like persecution paranoia, a good brother raised as a sister, for fear of being harmed by others.
Her man was a son of a concubine, and it's not that Gu Qingling has no grandsons from a concubine. The Yao family's property is less than that of the third house.
(End of this chapter)
When Yao Anyi woke up, he found his mother sitting beside the bed in a daze.
Seeing her, Yao Anyi's eyes turned red: "Mother..."
With a soft cry, he threw himself into Mrs. Yao's arms, both aggrieved and frightened.
He really just wants to be a "normal daughter" and he doesn't want to be treated like a monster.
woo woo woo...
He was so afraid that his mother would not want him!
Third Mrs. Yao came back to her senses, and when she saw Yao Anyi's appearance, she also became sad.
She hugged this "daughter" and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother is sorry for you, I'm sorry..."
Tears fell down all of a sudden.
"Mother, it's not your fault, it's my daughter's fault, it's my daughter's fault, my daughter..." Yao Anyi cried, and those few words were a little hard to say, "My daughter is a monster, it's my daughter's fault..."
Mrs. Yao's heart ached in an instant: "No, you are not a monster. How could you be a monster? You are a good boy, it's all your mother's fault, it's your mother...it's your mother who hurt you..."
The mother and son cried and talked for a long time.
The nanny who stayed outside was afraid that they would talk for too long and attract others' attention, so she had to come in to interrupt and reminded: "Ma'am, it's time for someone to come at night."
"I see." Mrs. Yao third wiped away her tears and said that Yao Anyi was already six years old, he was an adult, and he should understand some things.
Then he seriously talked about his gender to Yao Anyi——
"You're a boy, you don't have to doubt that."
"Mother is sorry for you. It's because Mother has no ability to protect you, so she has to raise your good-looking brother as a girl."
"Because if you let others know that you are a girl, you will be killed."
……
Think about it, how old was Yao Anyi at that time, at first he thought he was a girl, then he really thought he was a girl.
Although he also found that he didn't like girls' things very much, but was more interested in boys' things, but that's not what a girl should do.
He had no choice but to "endure" it.
Just when he felt that he had suffered enough, he unexpectedly found that a girl had grown a thing that only a boy had, and he was so frightened that he almost fainted.
He didn't want to be a monster, so he did a lot of mental construction, trying to stomp it off.
This is his first psychological transformation.
However, when he was almost transformed, Mrs. Yao San was worried that he would do something stupid, so she suddenly told him the "truth" and asked him to keep it a secret.
Six-year-old Yao Anyi is in a bad mood: "..."
So, am I a boy or a girl?
Is it a boy pretending to be a girl, or a girl with weird things?
This confusion lasted for a long time.
All kinds of them, not one by one.
But it is entirely conceivable that for such a young child who is establishing his own three views and establishing gender impressions, this kind of "twists and turns" is still very scary to him.
There are so many doubts and pains in his mind, but no one can explain him. In order to "protect himself", he had to learn to keep it secret.
Because once exposed, it is when he dies.
Gu Qingling, this is probably one of the reasons why Yao Anyi's character became more and more inferior and cowardly later on.
However, she was a little at a loss: "Your mother told you that if you let others know that you are a boy, someone will harm you? Who will harm you?"
Gu Qingling felt a little unbelievable, because Yao Anyi was not the only boy in the third generation of the Yao family, and his father was still a concubine. The key point should also start with Yao Anhong, the second roommate. How could it not be Yao Anyi's turn?
Wait, could it be that Yao Anhong's poor health was due to being "harmed" by someone?
If that's the case, Gu Qingling will have to fall into deep thought, thinking about who has such an enmity with the Yao family and wants to make Yao Wan die.
Yao Anyi shrank her neck, looked at Gu Qingling in fear, and dared not speak.
It's just that expression, it goes without saying—isn't it you?
Gu Qingling was a little confused, she pointed to her nose: "Are you talking about me?"
Yao Anyi didn't speak, nor shook his head, but the fear on his face was very obvious.
Gu Qingling: "..."
So, is the original owner so vicious?
She knew that the original owner was a top-notch person, and she didn't have a good temper with the whole family, but she was partial to Second Master Yao.As for Mrs. Yao Er, there is also a little bit of love for the house and the crow.
However, the original owner's methods don't seem to be very good, otherwise the two old aunts and the concubine at home would not have jumped up and dared to point at her nose and scold her.
Gu Qingling didn't forget how the original owner got there in the first place. Wasn't Yao Liuye not hiding the marriage, running up in front of the original owner and making a big fuss, and just made the original owner "angry" to the sky?
If the original owner really had the ability, would he make a bastard so rampant?
This era is also an era that pays attention to the "division of concubine and concubine". Just like Master Yao Liu, if you want to put it in someone else's house, you may have to break your leg, so just clean it up?
Even the concubine couldn't deal with it, the original owner was able to reach out to the concubine's son, and without anyone noticing, Mrs. Yao was so scared that she didn't even want to raise her son, so she directly changed her son into a daughter...
Gu Qingling searched around in the memory of the original owner, but did not find much information about the third room of the Yao family, especially the third master and Mrs. Yao.
In the eyes of the original owner, Mr. Yao is a "good-for-nothing", and Mrs. Yao is also a "stupid", so there is no need to bother.
Gu Qingling: "..."
He didn't even pay attention to being parents, so the original owner would stare at Yao Anyi, a junior?
No, definitely not.
Gu Qingling raised her eyes, and her eyes returned to Yao Anyi.
Just such a movement scared the little guy enough, and he trembled three times.
If it wasn't for Gu Qingling to be sure that she didn't do anything to hurt children, she would have suspected that she was a child abuser (Author: Are you sure? You just took off his clothes while he was sleeping...).
"Although I don't know why your mother said that, but I'm sure, whether you're a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter much to me, and it's even more impossible for me to feel that it's worth it to hurt myself. human life."
Seeing that he was afraid like this, Gu Qingling could only try her best to ignore his fear, and continued, "I don't know why your mother thinks this way, last time your aunt and grandma were dissatisfied with your sixth uncle's marriage, and dared to jump up and quarrel with me, If she wants to know that you are a boy, and I want to harm you, maybe what will happen to me..."
"In this case, if I do it again, wouldn't I be asking for trouble?"
"So I don't understand at all. Why does your mother think that if you are a boy, I will kill you? Are you sure that your mother is not out of her mind?"
……
Speaking of the latter, Gu Qingling's words were a little rude, almost in front of Yao Anyi, calling his mother crazy.
Otherwise, how could it be like persecution paranoia, a good brother raised as a sister, for fear of being harmed by others.
Her man was a son of a concubine, and it's not that Gu Qingling has no grandsons from a concubine. The Yao family's property is less than that of the third house.
(End of this chapter)
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