Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 336

Calamus thought that the female lord and the fifth young master would probably sleep together when they came back from this trip, but they didn't.

The two are the same as usual, not even as good as before.Others may not be able to see it, but all this cannot be hidden from the calamus.

As a confidant of the female monarch, although she can't accurately guess what the female monarch is thinking in many cases, after a long time, the subtle changes in the female monarch's emotions can barely be perceived.

Calamus felt that the female gentleman was a little colder towards the fifth son than before, and her caring degree was greatly reduced.

No, that's not true either.

It has never been true that he really cared about it, but now, he doesn't even care about superficial skills so much.

I thought that the female monarch was playing hard to catch, but on second thought, she had already captured her, and it seemed that there was no need to play again.

One night, before the servant girl went to bed, Calamus asked out her doubts.

The lady didn't answer her directly, and her eyes showed some confusion, "Calamus, I'm thinking, I might have made a mistake in this step."

Then he shook his head: "It can't be said that it's completely wrong, at least the small goal has been achieved. However, looking at the big picture, it is indeed an ineffective step."

Calamus was puzzled: "How could it be invalid? The Fifth Young Master puts you in the top of his heart now, although he doesn't follow everything he says, he puts you first in everything..."

"People's hearts are the most difficult to control, and those who are most able to plan people's hearts may be difficult to be accurate. If Xiao Yuandu's love for me only ends here, it will be of no use to me, and it may even harm me. "

Calamus doesn't know why the fifth son's lack of love for Nujun will harm Nujun, but Nujun must have her reason for saying so.

"Then let Fifth Young Master love you more!"

The lady laughed when she heard the words: "If there is no gratuitous hatred, how can there be gratuitous love? If you want others to give ten cents, you can't stop giving one cent. I should have thought of this a long time ago. If this continues..."

The following words were like talking to himself, and Calamus couldn't hear clearly, but found that the little smile that only the female gentleman had had disappeared again.

She was a little worried, but she didn't know how to relieve her worries.

But the female gentleman turned sideways and closed her eyes.
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"The lady is copying the scriptures again?" Calamus poked his head while studying the ink.

Jiang Fosang was tired of copying, so he stopped writing and told her a short story while turning his wrist.

"There was a king who was tired of managing government affairs in his later years and specialized in Buddhist precepts. Every time he judged other people's serious crimes, he would feel sad all day long. A minister gave him an idea, asking him to kill each time before killing someone. He bathed and cleansed himself, burned incense and worshiped Buddha, and copied scriptures afterwards. He did so, and found that his heart was much more comfortable."

Calamus thought, this king is really contradictory.

To say he was cruel would not be enough; to say he was merciful, but after going through all those things, he still killed people in the end.

Jiang Fosang asked her: "What is compassion and what is cruelty?"

This king was not born to be a king, he was just a general. When he raised his troops, he raised the banner of fighting crimes and saving the people, and righteousness of the family and country, out of mercy.

During this period, fighting for cities and killing people filled the city; fighting for land and fighting, killing people and filling the fields; living and living people in the north and south died from the soldiers and died of starvation beyond count, this is cruelty.

What's more, the incident of driving innocent people to death happened, which is unbearable not only for Confucianism and Taoism, but also for the Buddhism he believes in, which is not only cruel.

But after he ascended the throne and proclaimed himself emperor, the chaos ended, and the people did live a good life for decades...

Calamus was in trouble, "The servant girl can't say it well. I think that since he has become the emperor, life and death are all up to him, and it is unnecessary to absolve a felony and live forever."

"Perhaps he wants to be a monk more than the emperor. The emperor raises a knife and falls, and the monk is full of sins." Jiang Fosang lowered his eyes and smiled, "You can't fool the gods and Buddhas, but you are enough to fool yourself."

"Can you fool yourself?" Calamus was skeptical.

In her opinion, if a person does something bad, it is easy to deceive the world, but the first person who cannot be deceived is himself.

Jiang Fosang said, "Don't underestimate the ability of people in the world to deceive themselves and others."

When the ink was enough, Calamus stopped, glanced at the lady, and then again.

"Say something."

Calamus faltered and asked: "During the trip with the fifth son, did you encounter any unpleasant things?"

"There are happy ones, and there are also unhappy ones. The problem is not whether you are happy or not, but," Jiang Fo frowned, "I realized one thing."

She realized that she had made a mistake, the same mistake as her husband.

Gu Langzhong once said that Mr.'s life was ruined by being too ideal.The husband also used this to laugh at himself and let her take it as a warning.

Because of what she experienced and heard in Huanlou in her previous life, and her personal experience of robbery and marriage in this life, Jiang Fosang always wanted to do something for those poor women, and she always thought she could do something.

In fact, it's just self-righteous.

With her insignificant power alone, she can't change the status quo.The power and power in other people's hands belong to others after all, and it doesn't belong to her if you can borrow it, let alone there are times when you can't borrow it.

So be it, she did all she could do anyway.

From now on, just close your ears and eyes, stay alone, and wait for the opportunity to leave.

Don't give yourself any more trouble.Everything here, whether it's people or things, is ultimately irrelevant to me.

However, those who commit crimes in front of her eyes must be cleaned up.In her own way.

Jiang Fosang picked up the pen, continued to copy, and at the same time sighed: "I have tried it, and this method is still somewhat useful."
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Xiao Yuandu stood outside the study room, watching Jiang Nu's back at her desk for a long time.It wasn't until Calamus found him when he got up that he stepped into the door.

Jiang Fosang copied seriously, and Calamus wanted to salute, but he stopped him with a look.The palms were bent backwards, Calamus understood, looked at the lady again, bowed her head and backed out.

By the time Jiang Fosang finished writing again, half an hour had passed.

"Finished?"

It was only when the voice sounded that he noticed him sitting crookedly in the armchair.

"When did the husband come?"

"It's not long." Xiao Yuandu adjusted his sitting posture, and handed her a square wooden box he brought, "Look."

Jiang Fosang put the wooden box on the finished book case, opened the lock, and after seeing the contents clearly, he said in surprise: "Handbow?"

"This was improved by a craftsman in this dynasty based on the Zhuge Liannu. I also asked someone to make a special buff according to your situation. Do you like it?"

Jiang Fosang nodded, and nodded again, obviously he liked it very much.

Xiao Yuandu caught a glimpse of the expression in her eyes, and saw her looking around intently, smiled, and stretched out his hand to take out the crossbow from the box.

Perhaps because of her strength, this hand crossbow is smaller than ordinary hand crossbows. It has a copper profile, the arrowheads are also copper, and the arrow shaft is iron, so even though it is small, it does not impair its lethality at all.

Xiao Yuandu let her touch it, and then began to explain to her what "Wangshan", what is "hanging knife", and what is "hooking heart".

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