Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 545
It's not that Xiao Yuandu hasn't guessed about the reason for Jiang Nu's fraudulent death, or there is no need to guess at all, the certainty is forced by Xiao Hu.

At Taiqiwu that day, Jiang Nu told him that she drank the "poisonous wine" in front of Xiao Hu, and proved herself by death. Coupled with her performance over the past few years and the accumulated previous achievements, Xiao Hu's heart was gone. Heartbroken, no longer pursue the matter between her.

This should be half true.

Xiao Hu may have decided to let her go, but he didn't intend to let them both.

He also used Guanshi Cao to act as if he and Jiang Nu would be fulfilled as long as he was willing to keep his own place and not cause trouble, and wait for the turmoil caused by the abolition of robbery marriage to subside.

Then there is Jiang Nu's seamless cooperation...

Although she knew that she had no other choice but to cooperate in her current situation.

But in fact, there are still choices.

It's just that Jiang Nu didn't choose.

"You don't trust me! Don't believe that I can protect you from Xiao Hu's hands, and that I will live and die with you! Or," Xiao Yuandu approached her, "You never stopped taking revenge on me. Part of your revenge?"

No wonder he thought so.

The intimacy and tenderness of those months, and Jiang Nu's fiery response to him, made him think that he had touched Jiang Nu's sincerity, that he had really walked into Jiang Nu's heart, but he suddenly realized that it was just another scene. False and submissive.

His confidence and confidence were completely crushed.

Jiang Nu didn't love him, Jiang Nu didn't want him, but what he paid for with all his heart and soul was abandoned like trash... These thoughts filled his mind.

Combining all kinds of past...

During that time, Xiao Yuandu almost masochistically recalled the past between him and Jiang Nu over and over again.

As Xiao Hu said, it was never easy for Jiang Nu to handle him and control him.In terms of how to attract him, Jiang Nu can be said to be extremely talented and self-taught.

She doesn't even need to do anything, just let it go.

As for Xiao Yuandu, he can't control the eyes that always look at her, the feet that always want to go to her, and the heart that makes people fall for her without knowing it.Let her be rubbed round and flattened, her emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are all tightly controlled, and then step by step, she walks into the trap that she dug with her own hands.

Xiao Yuandu didn't care, he was content with it.

He knew that Jiang Nu had a high wall and heavy locks in her heart, and he didn't care.

Because he believed that one day he would climb over the high wall, smash the iron lock, and let her heart open for him.

Suddenly one day, a basin of cold water was poured on my face, and I woke up from the dream.

I found that he was still deeply trapped in that trap, tossed and turned, unable to find a way out.As for Jiangnu, she was watching from above the trap, with lowered eyebrows and lowered eyes, like a compassionate Bodhisattva.

But her eyes are indifferent, and her heart is cold.

It turned out that no matter how hard he tried, he would never be able to get close to her.

From the start she had shut him out.

Xiao Yuandu was greatly stimulated by the bitterness and astringency that could not be responded to even with all his strength, and the hatred and humiliation of being deceived and abandoned.

Get ruthless, and swear to find him even if you dig three feet into the ground!Ask her face to face if she really has a heart!Is her heart long? !
However, after countless nights of struggling, the tone suddenly vented, leaving only the disheartened heart after the wrong payment.

"Your knife-like words haven't hurt me so far. But you, you would rather die than get rid of me—Jiang Liuniang, you are so ruthless!"

Jiang Fosang looked up at him, his eyelashes gradually wet: "No, I..."

Xiao Yuandu didn't give her a chance to speak, and there was a cold smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Do you know what I think? Since I am the existence you would rather die than get rid of, I don't have to be you."

In my previous life, I was wandering half my life, homeless and without a house. Since I was able to work again and avoid those undercurrents and vortexes, there is nothing wrong with just going on step by step.

What a secular man owns and pursues, he can also own and pursue, lying drunk on the lap of a beauty, awakening and taking power in the world... There is nothing wrong with it.

Just like Hu Changlin, it would be nice to get back what you deserve, and one day you will be in power, and you will not be manipulated and fooled by others, isn't it?

"I plan to get married. You know that person, He Zhen. Don't you always praise her and say that she and I are a match made in heaven? He Zhen is devoted to me, and the power of the He family can help me. It is indeed a match made in heaven.

"It doesn't matter if I become angry from embarrassment or completely wake up, as I said, I will never let you down like Xiao Hu. If I marry He Zhen, I will definitely give her the respect a wife deserves—respect each other, don't rely on her." Any reluctance, isn't that exactly what you were taught?
"I know very well that if I really marry someone else, the relationship between me and you will be completely over, and there will be no possibility in this life. I still proposed marriage to the He family. From the moment the marriage proposal was successful, I had already decided Erase you from my heart completely...Jiang Liu, I really thought about giving up on you."

In the last sentence, he said it extremely calmly, as if his state of mind was stagnant that day.

Jiang Fosang's heart was pierced when he heard it.

Not that he was going to be newly married.

Ever since she made a decision, she had expected this day to come sooner or later.

No matter how sad you are, there will always be a day when it fades away. Life must continue, and there is nothing wrong with embracing other good things.

If you can’t get out for a long time, then finding other ways to save yourself may not be the way of liberation.

Doesn't it mean that the best way to heal emotional wounds is time and new love?
What's more, he knew the truth about cheating death.Resentment is also normal, hatred is also normal, and anger is also normal.

He decides to marry someone else, and to show sincerity and respect to the person who will be his wife is what he should have done.

Just thinking of the struggles and tortures he endured during those four years of long watch...

In fact, Jiang Fosang is any different?

She also thought that she could let go easily and forget quickly, and then dreamed back at midnight, only to realize that the most difficult person to lie to was herself.

But at least she knew that he was living in this world safely, while Xiao Yuandu had no hope at all.

Feeling sorry for him is more sad than his.

"Azhao..."

When he was about to step forward, Xiao Yuandu held both shoulders and pushed them away a little.

"I'm not saying this to settle old scores with you. I'm standing here, and I just want to ask you a question." Xiao Yuandu bent down slightly, stared into her eyes, and said word by word, "to this day, I, Is my heart still what you want? Is it?!"

Jiang Fosang nodded without any hesitation.

Tears fell down my cheeks as I nodded, but I choked up so badly that I could only pounce on him and hug him tightly.

With a loud noise, the boulder fell to the ground.

Xiao Yuandu tied his hands together, and it took a long time before they slowly landed on her shoulders.Then it tightened little by little, tighter and tighter, with a ruthless force to rub her into his body.

Gritting her teeth tightly, she lowered her head and leaned close to her ear: "I only hate myself—"

The heart that only hates me will not die, but the heart that hates me just cannot forget you.

Hate myself and still love you to this day.

　Another chapter may not be rushed, don't wait.

　　
　
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