Jiang Nv is indescribable

These days, as long as he went to the city, he would hear all about how the demon concubine messed up the government and harmed people, and how the king doted on the demon concubine.

Even though he knew that the rumors were unbelievable and there were other secrets inside.Even though he believed that Jiang Nu had to do many things because of her own reasons.

But...he didn't want Jiang Nu to be like this.He didn't want Jiang Nu to endure these things, and he didn't want Jiang Nu to get involved in this muddy water.

There is also the insomnia caused by Jiang Nu's mental damage and emotional damage-why is the mind damaged, and who is the emotional damage?
These questions kept piling up and circling, and he was already overwhelmed.

"I know what you want. If you leave Nanzhou, I can give you whatever you want."

"What do I want?" Jiang Fosang smiled lowly, turned around and looked into the dark distance, "Why can't I take what I want by myself."

Xiao Yuandu caught up and turned her around, "How do you get it? Do you know what you will face and what price you will pay?"

"I know."

"Even if your hands are stained with blood? Even if you use unscrupulous means? Even if you have to abandon your conscience?"

"Yes! What others can pay and endure on this road, I can do the same."

Jiang Fosang looked at him, lifted his chin lightly, and told him clearly that what he wanted to say was very clear to her.

"No one can stand in my way."

The Jiang girl who said this was very strange, strange and cold.

Xiao Yuandu was no longer shocked.

Perhaps, this is her, she has always been such a person.

After being absent-minded for a moment, he asked in a deep voice, "Are those things that important? More important than me?"

Jiang Fosang was silent for a while, then asked him back: "You decided to get married that day, is it just because you are discouraged by me, and you don't have the slightest ambition for power?"

Xiao Yuandu was stunned for a moment.He remembered what Hu Changlin said.

"It's like, you decided to put everything down and leave the Xiao family, is it just because you want to look for me, and not because you don't want to be swallowed up by the desire in your heart, and finally embark on the road of killing your father and brother?"

Xiao Yuandu's eyes flickered slightly, avoiding her sight.

"I believe you're for me—I'm the cause, but I'm not all of it, am I?"

When Jiang Fosang asked these questions, he didn't want to get an answer.

She just talked about it calmly, about the dark side that actually existed in each other's hearts but was ignored intentionally or unintentionally.

She, Xiao Yuandu, they are all secular people, and the weakness of human nature cannot escape.

"Even if I go with you, let's leave Nanzhou, what's next? There doesn't seem to be many roads ahead of us.

"If it is lucky, Xiao Hu is willing to accept me again for your sake, and we will return to the Xiao family. You are still the majestic fifth son; I, only endless compromises can be exchanged for a relatively happy——" In the days to come, I will continue to prove myself, to prove my loyalty to the Xiao family and to you, and be cautious until Xiao Hu dies. I also want to ensure that you can treat me like a day for decades."

Whose happiness is this happiness?
What's more, compared to Wei Jian's experience, Xiao Hu is more afraid of Master Zheng's comment that he will definitely not accept her.

"Or I am willing to accompany you to fall into the grass. Let's go to Jiulao Mountain. After a few years, we will seize Pingzhou while the world is in chaos. What about after taking Pingzhou? If the Xiao family wants to go south, they must take Pingzhou. How to choose?"

In fact, Xiao Yuandu had already made this choice.

In the last life, he was framed, kicked out of the house, suffered so much, wandered outside for so long, lived a life of licking blood, and took Pingzhou by risking his life.

Because of his debt to Xiao Yuanyin, and because of Xiao Hu's soft words on the sick bed, he finally handed over Pingzhou...

In fact, he has never had any ambitions, and his heart is even softer than most of the Xiao family.

Otherwise, he would not have naively believed that Xiao Hu would really help them, and he would not have lived a new life full of resentment and still cared about Xiao Hu's health.

Jiang Fosang has long seen this clearly.

She likes him for this, but also fears him for this.

Especially in the situation where she and the Xiao family, or Xiao Hu are bound to confront each other.
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Under the gaze of Jiang Nu who seemed to be able to see through everything, Xiao Yuandu deeply felt that he had nothing to hide.

He could have refuted it, but he couldn't.

Everything is just as Jiang Nu said——

He used to hide his ears and steal the bell, avoiding the irreconcilable conflict between Xiao Hu and Jiang Nu, and wanted to avoid tearing up with Xiao Hu when he was fledgling, and then embarking on the old path of his previous life.

When he realizes that Jiang Nu is still alive, realizes Xiao Hu's coaxing and perfunctory to him, and realizes that he is just a chess piece used by Xiao Hu to check and balance, with Xiao Yuanzheng's end and Hu Changlin's "success" ahead of him. , at certain moments, he did have certain thoughts.

After that thought arose, he weighed the importance of Jiang Nu and power in his heart more than once.

As a result, just as he had told Jiang Nu before, he clearly knew that if he really married someone else, there would be no possibility between him and Jiang Nu, but he still proposed marriage to the He family.

He really wanted to give up on Jiang Nu.

It's true not wanting to drown in memories, and it's true that I want to try another way.

Perhaps the hatred for Jiang Nu is just an excuse to let go - in order to make myself feel more at ease, I have to magnify Jiang Nu's mistakes and ignore Jiang Nu's sincerity.

He tried to fool himself, but failed in the end.

In addition, he already knew that he killed Xiao Yuanyin by mistake in his previous life, so he couldn't be confident when facing Xiao Yuanyin, and he was always facing double torture in his heart.

But there is not much room left for him to turn around, unless he leaves the Xiao family.

Ever since he led the army and came to power, and showed some inclinations in that direction, all the officials and officials have chosen their own supporters, and Jiyuan City has long been undercurrents.

Even if the two brothers have no intention of fighting, this undercurrent will push them in different directions.The people behind Xiao Yuanyin, the people behind him, will spontaneously push them forward, and it is hard to be kind.

Even if he stopped in time, or if he was determined enough, he remained unmoved... The last words between him and Xiao Hu were not just to anger Xiao Hu, to work hard for others, and finally to be treated as a beggar for alms. In the slightest, he was indeed not reconciled.

Xiao Hu was fine when he was there, and Xiao Yuanyin took over, so he could bear it.But when Xiao Yuanyin is gone, can he continue to endure?Who else in the Xiao family is worthy of his tolerance?
Wasn't it too ridiculous to waste half a life and still end up like that in the end?

This half of his life could have been a happy half of his reunion with Jiang Nu.

"If," Xiao Yuandu said again, it was a bit difficult, but he was also firm, "One day, I will choose you."

Between her and the Xiao family, between her and anyone, and even the world, he chose her.

This is really the most beautiful love story in the world, Jiang Fosang thought.

But, "I don't dare to gamble. I don't want to put you in that situation and bear eternal infamy."

Xiao Yuandu took a step forward, held both sides of her arms, and tried his best to restrain his emotions: "Auntie, you are my wife, but you want to be by that stupid king's side every day, I can't even see you, what do you want me to do?" Think? What else do you want from me before you are willing to follow me?"

"Is it true that the situation between us can only be resolved if I leave with you?"

"Yes." Xiao Yuandu gave the answer with certainty, "If you still care about me, then follow me."

Jiang Fosang stared at him for a long time, then shook his head: "No, I don't think so."

"What?" Xiao Yuandu didn't hear clearly.

"Just like at the beginning, I didn't think that only you could prove your sincerity by breaking with Xiao Hu for me and even leaving the Xiao family. There is a love between children, isn’t it? First you, me, and then us. Maybe you think the person in front of you is not the grandma you imagined, but if I leave with you like that, I will no longer be me .Even if you give me glory and promise me a high position in the future, I will still feel uncomfortable when the day I close my eyes. I don’t want that.”

Jiang Fosang raised his head, looked straight into his eyes, and repeated what he said just now: "Why can't I get what I want in person?"

After a pause, he asked softly, "What are you afraid of?"