Jiang Nv is indescribable

Liang Nai is no different from ordinary palace servants, she eats and lives in Zhaoming Palace, has a separate side room, which is very close to the main hall of Zhaoming Palace, and has dedicated staff to serve her.

Her body and bones have never been considered strong. Apart from her leg pain, she also suffered a lot on the way to Nanzhou.

He was over fifty years old, and after that illness, things went from bad to worse, so Jiang Fosang only wanted her to take care of her, and she would arrange things like palace cleaning, appointments, and sitting shifts, so she didn't have to worry about it at all.

But she was born to worry about her life.Although her heroine is worry-free, she is the one who is the least worry-free, she really has to worry about it.

"The water is shallow, the back of my head hit a hard rock, my subordinates tried their best to save them, but..."

The doctor's order is euphemistic, but the meaning is very clear.

Jiang Fosang waved him back and turned to Gu Baiyao: "Show me."

It was not the first time that Gu Baiyao was forcibly taken into the palace. The last time it was Jiang Fosang who was dying, this time it was her wet nurse.

But no matter who it is, he will not save him just because he has a grudge.

Just because he knew this about him, Jiang Fosang turned pale when he saw his diagnosis and sighed.

Including Gu Baiyao, all the palace officials retreated.

Liang Nai was lying on the couch, her head was wrapped in gauze, her complexion was sallow, without any vitality.

She had her eyes closed, but when Jiang Fosang approached, she opened her eyelids with difficulty as if she had a sense of perception, and smiled weakly: "My lord, come back..."

Jiang Fosang sat sideways, lightly held the wrinkled hands outside the thin mattress, and his expression returned to normal: "It's just a piece of clothing, if it falls off, it will fall off, it's not worth it for you—"

After choking for a while, he leaned forward, pinned her sideburns behind her ears, and asked, "What else is uncomfortable? Just say it."

Liang Nai shook her head slowly, looked at her, her cloudy eyes suddenly cleared up: "Fifth Young Master..."

Jiang Fusang didn't intend to hide the matter of Xiao Yuandu from the good wife, the main reason is that he still doesn't know where the two of them are headed.

But she was raised by a good wife. Although she is not abnormal these days, she is not what she used to be. How can she hide it?Liang Nai asked some more fraudulent questions from Calamus and Sini, and she knew it in her heart.

Thinking of what happened last night, Jiang Fosang felt a little stagnant, but seeing the earnest eyes of Liang Nai, he had no choice but to nod: "Well, he has come to Nanzhou."

Liang Nai showed a somewhat gratified expression: "Looking at it at the beginning, you two are completely hopeless. Seriously speaking, the fifth son is indeed not a good match. Who would have thought that after going around, he would still be by your side... ..."

Following the raising of the other hand, Jiang Fosang caught it in time.

"At first, the old slave only hoped that the female monarch would marry a good family and meet a good husband, and then she would be able to live a stable life with her husband and children. Unexpectedly, the word "safety" is so hard to find."

From the south to the north, and then to Nanzhou, one is either displaced or in the whirlpool of the rapids.

"The old slave doesn't understand many things that the female gentleman does. The old slave only hopes that the female monarch is happy, and there is someone who knows the cold, hot, and caring to accompany you, and can also bear some wind and rain for you."

Jiang Fosang lowered his eyes and remained silent.

"There is one more thing, the old slave is really worried."

Liang Yu knew that the female monarch hated historians, and it was only because the monarch captured and imprisoned the female monarch and caused the female monarch to ruin her appearance.

In fact, there was a way to rescue the queen from the palace at that time, but the queen refused. She stayed by Shi Yinqi's side and became the so-called favorite concubine today.

Seeing that she was about to be made queen again, Liang Nai didn't feel the slightest bit of joy.

This monarch is not trustworthy, and it seems that he will not end well.The female monarch has no love for him at all. It is good to become a queen and stand on the cusp of the storm.

Liangyu patted the back of her hand: "My lady, you can't be more soft-hearted, she is the one who is most willing to treat others kindly. Let the past be the past, don't soak yourself in hatred, don't let hatred blind you If you close your eyes, how can you feel the warmth in the world like that? If there is no warmth at all, no matter how beautiful this life is, wouldn't it be Coptis stewed gall?"

"I have my own calculations, don't worry about it for me..."

The good lady was very persistent, holding her hand tightly and refusing to let go: "Female, please listen to the old slave's last advice and leave with the fifth son! Leave this dragon pool and tiger's lair, stay away from disputes between right and wrong, go back to Zhongzhou, and live a good life... ...The Fifth Young Master treats you with sincerity, and you can't let him go, the road is bumpy and bumpy, so don't miss it."

Jiang Fosang knew that Liang Nai would definitely say this, and also knew what kind of promise Liang Lao wanted from her.

But she couldn't give it.

Because I can't go back, I can't go back from the beginning.

From the moment she woke up in Xu's West Garden with the memories of her previous life, it was doomed that she would not be able to live this life according to Liang Yu's wish.

What's more, she has gone through so much in the middle, and she has come so far.

Apart from what she said with Xiao Yuandu last night, she also has her own difficulties.

Little Liang doesn't know, she has already stepped into the arena, the power struggle is always a life-and-death struggle, and there is no one who can get out of the body.

The reason why Xiao Yuandu was able to get away was because the love between father and son and brotherhood still existed, and he was not deeply involved in the struggle for power with Xiao Yuanyin, so he stopped in time and left the Xiao family. No future troubles.

Then, with Xiao Yuanyin's benevolence, naturally this younger brother will not be driven to death, and those who once worked for Xiao Yuandu or wanted to support Xiao Yuandu may not be liquidated—it may not be necessary to change someone.

Jiang Fosang is different. She has been deeply involved in the layout for several years.

If you withdraw at this time, you will not be reconciled to the failure of success and put it aside, even if she and Xiao Yuandu can escape the chase and escape from Nanzhou smoothly, those who follow her, those who serve her, their loyalty, and what they expect What about the return and their lives?

Succeed or die - there is no third choice.

She doesn't want to go back to the past either.

It was hard for her to grow an indestructible heart, and it was hard for her to clear the fog in front of her eyes and see what she really wanted.

Why must she stand in the garden that someone else made for her?
She also wanted to go into that jungle, to fight, to rob... If she died, she would die, and she would die eventually.

If she chooses the path Liang Nai chose for her, will there be flowers all the way?

"... After a few years, maybe I will become the princess; if there is a great opportunity, maybe my husband will become the emperor, and then I will become his queen, and take care of the huge harem for him; if he walks ahead of me, the prince I'm still young, maybe I can still become the Queen Mother Regent... But it will be a long, long time later, and maybe I will be very old at that time, and there is not much left in my life. Even if I have power, I will be powerless. And, No matter how good I am, people will only praise me as a good wife and mother when they mention it, and then what? Where am I?"

And all of this must be based on the premise that she and Xiao Yuandu are lucky enough.

Squeeze Xiao Hu to death, inherit the Xiao family's foundation through the massacre of siblings, and then annex the entire territory of Dayan...

Even if she is lucky enough to achieve all of this and she becomes a queen, there is still another situation—for example, Queen Lian and Concubine Xu who disappeared quietly into the deep palace.

Isn't even the queen valuable?Once upon a time, crushing her to death was like crushing an ant.

Is Concubine Xu not to be favored?Also once monopolized the king's heart and made Liugong Fendai lose all color.

so what?After all, it is rootless duckweed.Once the house collapsed, there was not even a good end.

That being the case, why not be that towering tree, face the wind and rain, fight through the sky, even if one day it is uprooted by a bigger storm, there is no regret.

In the same way, if they are destined to end badly, then why not let her try another way?
She was willing to die that way.

Dividing the body into pieces by five horses, being burned at the last minute, and being scolded by all generations after death, all are fine.