After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 189 184. Terashima Aimi (3)

At the cultural festival of the second year of high school, our light music department performed on stage in the school auditorium.

I have never sung in front of so many people.

But surprisingly, I didn't have any stage fright.

I'm Aimi Terashima, and I'm not alone, I can do it.

With everyone by my side, even standing in the center of the stage, I can feel the eyes of hundreds of people in the audience focusing on me.

I have no fear either.

Instead, I'm enjoying it.

This may be the first time I really feel what music brings me.

The cultural festival was a success, and the students off the stage gave us warm applause.

However, compared to their applause, the beating of the heart from the chest was clearer.

I became obsessed with this feeling.

After the cultural festival ended, I practiced harder than before, whether it was singing or guitar, I was unwilling to give up.

I want to work hard to become the rhythm guitarist in the team, to better support Xiaoxing, in order to make myself a person who is qualified to stand beside them.

On the second Christmas we spent together, the four of them secretly worked after school and on weekends without telling me, and saved money to buy me a brand new guitar as my birthday present.

It's not such an expensive guitar, but to me, it's priceless.

Compared with the value of the guitar itself, the meaning of the time when my partners worked for me is my eternal treasure.

As long as I can meet them, in the past ten years, even if I have suffered a little more and been bullied by others, I think I am willing to endure it.

This is the youth story of me, Aimi Terashima.

……

Happy moments are always fleeting.

Every day is extremely fulfilling, and every day is extremely joyful.

I have thought more than once that it would be great if I could stay in the present moment for such a time.

But after thinking about it, when we got to college, we could still be together like this, talking about dreams and music, and I was full of longing for the future.

If that hadn't happened.

……

……

In the spring break of the second year of high school, we went to the camp together for special training, and my guitar skills improved day by day.

In just one year, I was able to play difficult pieces that even Xiaoxing couldn't play.

Xiao Xing said with a smile that it is almost time to hand over the responsibility of the lead guitar to me. I said that I prefer to walk behind her and look at her shining guitar.

She smiled and said nothing, if I could notice the haze in her eyes at that time, it would be fine.

I'm still the same as before, I can't read words, I can't read people's hearts, I'm a piece of trash who hasn't made any progress.

Only then will the same thing happen a second time.

Terashima Aimi, what a hopeless super-dumb.

……

The cause of the incident originated from the girl band live jointly organized by many local schools.

Regardless of ranking or popularity, they communicate with each other purely through music and convey the feelings they want to convey.

However, on the day of the live, Xiao Xing was not present.

On the stage, the host repeated the name of our school again. From the corner of my eyes anxiously, I secretly glanced at us standing in the background. I clenched my fists and trembled all over my body.

I can't hold back here.

So, at that time, I made a decision that I regret for the rest of my life.

"Everyone, cheer up, it's okay, I'm here.

Xiaoxing's lead vocals are all played by me. "

It doesn't matter, I have been practicing all the time, no matter what kind of song it is, I can pour all my emotions and pass it on to everyone present.

This is what Xiaoxing taught me.

Even if she is not standing by my side at this time, I can still feel the strength she gives me, continuously gathering at my fingertips.

The live was very successful.

The audience in the audience kept shouting the name of the school, my name.

I was panting and sweating profusely on the stage, and the light on my face was so dazzling that I couldn't keep my eyes open.

I had to look away.

So, I saw the girl in the audience wearing a baseball cap.

It's Xiaoxing.

Just like I used to sit on the edge of the roof and watch her play quietly.

This time, she leaned back and watched me play the part that was supposed to be hers.

At that moment, I was extremely angry.

……

After the live ended, I met Xiaoxing backstage. I restrained my emotions and questioned her in a calm tone as much as possible.

This is one more thing I regret.

If I didn't have that kind of attitude at the time, maybe there is still room for redemption.

It's just that at that time, my mind was full of live matters, and I didn't want to let the efforts of my partners so far be in vain.

That's why I'm so angry.

Teenage girls are always so reckless when doing things.

I'm.

So is Xiaoxing.

"Congratulations."

"Congratulations?"

"Live, it went well."

Her smile is still so gentle, but in my opinion, it is extremely dazzling.

I couldn't control my emotions and asked her why she was in the audience, why she didn't reply to the message, why she didn't come.

At that time, Xiaoxing showed a sad smile, which I will never forget in my life.

"Amy, you must not understand."

Yeah, I don't understand.

How can I understand if you don't say anything?
What about your words?What about your music?
Use yours to tell me!

Saying nothing, doing nothing, how on earth am I supposed to understand?
"Xiao Xing, gradually becoming a look I don't know."

"Aimei is the one, I... still like the old one, you who don't know anything, just quietly listen to me playing the piano.

Why do you have to be so good? "

Language is warm.

Xiao Xing's words took away all the hotness in my heart, leaving only the endless coldness, and even my eyes became full of lifelessness.

Everything is fake.

Partners, music, youth.

Everything so far suddenly became meaningless. I thought that I would chase her back and stand with her, which would give us a better understanding of each other.

However, I didn't notice Xiaoxing's sincerity at all.

She thought that I had replaced her, that her position was no longer important, and she was worried that she would be excluded from the team like I used to be.

Obviously no one would do such a thing, but we still made her think like this.

It really is incomprehensible between people.

……

Xiaoxing retired.

The Light Music Club has become four people, and if new members cannot be found within a week, the club will be abolished.

Everyone, including me, was overwhelmed by the blow.

At that time, did anyone say it?

I can't remember.

Looking back now, it is more likely to be a fantasy in my heart.

Imagine that the guilt in my heart can become a reality.

That voice made it difficult for me to tell if it was my heart or my partner sitting next to me.

Whisper in my ear like a devil's whisper:

"It's all... your fault."

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(End of this chapter)