After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 229 223. She can't get away today no matter what. (two in one)

The cold wind howled, flapping the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the courtyard was covered with a layer of hoarfrost at some point, fluffy and fluffy, like cream smeared on a soufflé.

It was already eight o'clock in the evening, and a variety show was playing on the TV in the living room. Qing Shui Yousha sat cross-legged on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, swaying back and forth, looking in a good mood.

Kazuto Mogami was making tea in the kitchen, and after bringing it over, he was about to sit down on the single sofa.

Qingshui Yousha moved and patted beside him with a smile. The emotion in his eyes was self-evident.

Mogami Kazuto, who was confessed again not long ago, dared to sit over and ignore Shimizu and Yousha's actions, in exchange for her dissatisfied expression with puffed face and pouting mouth.

Weirdly cute.

Kazuto Mogami silently peeled the oranges. He didn't have the habit of using a kotatsu, so he was complained by Yousha Shimizu for this, "Kazuto-san, are you really an islander?"

Mogami Kazuto just smiled indifferently and didn't reply.

There are still more than half a month before New Year's Day, but he can't feel the atmosphere of the New Year's approach. What is the family like in summer and winter?

That is to say, the cold air blown out by the air conditioner is replaced with hot air, and there is no difference other than that.

A person's life is monotonous, simple and not annoying.

No one will be with anyone forever, and even the shadow will be absent on rainy days. In this kind of life, Kazuto Mogami has long been used to daily life alone.

But when he turned his head and saw Qingshui Yousha's petite face that was still angry, it inexplicably made him experience a different daily life.

What is the difference between the daily life of one person and the daily life of two people?

Mogami Kazuto hasn't been able to find the answer yet, but just like he doesn't hate being alone, he doesn't hate the feeling of having someone by his side either.

"There is sand."

"Hmph, what are you doing?"

Sure enough, she was still angry.

"Why is Yousha always full of courage?"

"courage?"

Kazuto Mogami said "hmm", thought for a while, and said slowly: "I think it is a very remarkable thing to be able to convey your feelings to someone frankly.

I'm not good at words, I can't do this kind of thing, even if I like someone one day, I don't think I'm the kind of person who can express my heart in person. "

Shimizu Yousha blinked bright eyes, looked at Mogami Kazuto, and suddenly burst out laughing.

"Is there any sand?" Mogami Kazuto looked puzzled.

"He Rensang is serious, I thought you were going to say something."

"Is it strange?"

"I can't say it's strange, it's just that at this time, saying this kind of words will give me the illusion that you like me but don't know how to express it.

Kazuto-san probably didn't mean that. "

Shimizu Yousha looked slyly at Mogami Kazuto who was a little dazed.

Kazuto Mogami gradually recalled his words, and it seemed that it was true, so he scratched his eyebrows in embarrassment.

Shimizu Yousha coughed lightly, putting his hands on his hips: "Kazuto-san, let me tell you another secret about girls."

"All ears."

"Girls, when you meet a boy you like, you will only see that person.

That person's smile, that person's sorrow, will become the girl's courage to express her heart.

A girl has no courage herself, and her courage is given by every move of the person she likes. "

Kazuto Mogami stopped talking after listening and fell into thinking.

"I think what you said is very strange."

"What's weird?"

"Everyone has a different personality, not all girls are like what You Sha said.

There are girls who strike up a conversation when they meet for the first time, and there are girls who have been friends with the person they like for a lifetime but cannot express their love. "

"Well, what He Rensang said is right."

"That……"

Qing Shui Yousha smiled: "The girl I'm talking about only refers to myself.

My courage was given to me by Kazuto-san. "

"........."

Even Mogami Kazuto was caught off guard by this oblique confession, the hand holding the orange shook, and the orange rolled onto the floor in front of Shimizu Yousha with a gurgle.

He bent down to pick it up, and met her eyes when he looked up, the distance between the two was less than ten centimeters.

As if what she said was true, in the depths of the clear water and sandy eyes, there was only the reflection of Mogami Kazuto.

Shimizu and Yousha maintained the posture of bending over, and the breath exhaled from his nose caressed Mogami Kazuto's cheek.

The crimson like a burning flame, like the flame totem of the stone pillar of the altar, emerged on her snow-white neck, climbing up little by little, until it stained her cheeks and the roots of her ears red.

"Hey, Kazuto-san."

Soft-spoken, so gentle.

"What... what?"

"If you don't get up again, maybe I...can't help but kiss."

Mogami Kazuto immediately moved back when he heard the words, his toes bumped against the corner of the coffee table, making the sound of porcelain colliding, a few drops of tea spilled on the table, Mogami Kazuto took out a paper towel in some panic, and wiped the coffee table carelessly.

Seeing this, Yousha in the clear water on the side burst out laughing, and the whole person was rocked back and forth in laughter.

Mogami Kazuto couldn't tell whether she was joking or serious, so he could only quietly rubbed his toes that hit the corner of the table, while weakly reprimanding her not to say such things.

Shimizu Yousha kept saying yes, but as for whether she listened to Mogami Kazuto's words, only God knows.

The two chatted until nine o'clock in the evening. Ever since Mogami Kazuto divorced Xiao Nishi Saori, Shimizu Yousa had never stayed so late at Mogami Kazuto.

Kazuto Mogami hinted many times that it was getting late, all of which were subtly blocked by clear water and sand.

When it got to the back, Mogami Kazuto simply didn't bother to talk about it.

Qingshui Yousha is not a person who has no sense of propriety, and he will certainly not take the initiative to say that he will live here today. On this point, Mogami Kazuto still believes her.

"Speaking of which, Kazuto-san, regarding the Christmas broadcast of King Records, Kazuto-san will also participate?"

"Ah."

"Do you want to show your face?"

"Eh?"

Faced with Mogami Kazuto's astonishment, Shimizu Yusa said: "The live broadcast is not a broadcast. It's not just the sound, people are also being photographed. Is it alright?"

It seems so.

Mogami Kazuto couldn't help but frowned slightly: "Should...not need it?"

"What, Kazuto-san, you're not even sure yourself."

"I want to ask Ms. Dai about this. I should have said that I will not participate in the show where I will show my face."

"I still don't understand, why does Kazuren-sang have to hide his face?" Qingshui Yousha asked the question in his heart.

Mogami Kazuto thought for a while: "It should be... a lack of courage."

"courage?"

"I haven't made up my mind to let go of my current life. I'm worried that it will change my daily life, and I don't have the courage to meet my new self."

"New Kazuto-san?"

"Ah."

It really is incomprehensible between people, at least Shimizu Yousha can't understand the thoughts of Mogami and people, so they need to use language, writing, music and other media to convey their hearts and communicate with each other.

"I think it's very strange, whether you show your face or not, it won't change, will it?"

"Eh?"

"Even for someone like me who works as a voice actor and a singer at the same time, almost no one will recognize me even if I walk on the road.

Although I was recognized occasionally, and I had the experience of being approached and asked, "Is this Mizase-san?", but the impact on life was minimal.

Did Kazuto imagine too much of a singer? "

Kazuto Mogami was speechless. Although it cannot be said that there was no such thing, Kazuto Mogami did imagine such a scene. He just didn't like eye-catching characters.

"Probably, the changes I'm talking about are not related to this aspect."

"Ok?"

"If I have to say it, it's like a 'ritual' thing. Once I do that kind of thing, I will worry that I will not be like myself, and I will never return to my original self."

"Heren-sang is Heren-sang, and he will not become someone else just because of something he has done."

"........."

"I knew it a long time ago. There are things I don't know hidden in Herensang's heart. It's like a blind box of donuts. Before I bite into it, I don't even know what the sandwich is."

"Are even metaphors food?"

"Will Heren-sang let me take a bite?"

"Thank you for the invitation, you don't have to."

Shimizu Yousha smiled sweetly, with slightly sunken cute dimples, like a sliced ​​chocolate roll, and the center of the roll pattern makes people wonder how delicious it is.

"I'm not as talented as He Rensang. I can only think of such words. What I want to say is that people will not become other people just because of some decision."

"Even this decision, will it change my heart?"

"I think it's not because of the choice that I change, because I have more thoughts, I will make a decision that is completely different from my past self.

It was hard for me to imagine that Heren-sang would choose to debut as a singer, but Heren-sang did so.

But whether it is Kazuto-san as a light novelist or Kazuto-san as a singer, they are all Kazuto-san, and they are all people I like.

Heren-san, right here. "

Kazuto Mogami couldn't do anything except look at her, and the things he was worried about seemed to be nothing at all from the perspective of clear water and sand.

So far, Kazuto Mogami has been thinking about how to change himself.

Because he didn't want to continue to be bound by the chains of the past, he divorced and became the new Mogami Kazuto.

Because he wanted to become more integrated into the world, he made a series of changes, abandoning his pessimistic attitude and treating every day positively.

He thought that as long as he made those decisions, he was growing.

I thought that if I didn’t make a decision, I would be able to maintain my current self and life forever.

But from the perspective of clear water and sand, it doesn't seem to be the case.

Who is right? It is meaningless to ask such things. Try to imagine what you will change because of this incident?
It seems that... nothing will change.

He is still Kazuto Mogami, a writer of light novels, a singer, and Kazuto Totsuka.

"There is sand..."

"Ok?"

"Am I, a little awkward?"

"Yes, and more than a little."

"It's really an instant answer." Mogami Kazuto couldn't laugh or cry.

"No one is not awkward, like I will stand at the counter of the dessert shop for 10 minutes, hesitating whether to choose strawberry cake or chocolate donuts."

"A metaphor again?" Mogami Kazuto asked.

"No, it's experience."

"What about the last?"

Kazuto Mogami wanted to know what kind of countermeasures this magical girl named Shimizu Yusa would take when faced with a choice.

"I bought them all and took them home."

Kazuto Mogami was taken aback for a moment, then laughed out loud, "You really have your style."

Qingshuiyousha also smiled, her beautiful eyes bent into half moons: "Because I am Qingshuiyousha."

Indeed, Qingshui Yousha is such a girl, and Mogami Kazuto has learned it a long time ago, so it is not surprising at all.

Sincerely face your own heart, this is not something that everyone can do.

Kazuto Mogami discovered that the girls who appeared around him always had something that he never had.

It seems that he is the only one who is vacillating. I have to say that Mogami Kazuto himself feels a little inferior.

"Sentimentality is Heren-san's strengths and weaknesses. Heren-sang is very kind and friendly to everyone. Even if he has been done too much, he can't really hate a person.

You are obviously such a gentle person, yet you refuse to share this tenderness and tolerance with yourself. "

Kazuto Mogami was silent.

"Give tolerance to yourself..."

"Yes."

Mogami Kazuto raised his head, met Shang Qingshui's gritty gaze, and opened his mouth, wanting to ask, and want to get an answer from his mouth about what choice he should make.

However, Kazuto Mogami was unable to speak in the end.

He thought of what he had said to Aimi Terashima, and he said all the nice things to others, but when it was his turn, he seemed to rely on others involuntarily.

So he didn't say it.

But this is not a bad thing. In his subconscious mind, he has the idea of ​​wanting to rely on others.

The previous Mogami Kazuto had no one he could rely on, and he was more like a person than his previous self.

"Thank you, Yousha, I may, know what I should do."

Qing Shui You Sha raised a sweet smile: "You're welcome."

Mogami Kazuto looked up at the time, and before he knew it, it was almost ten o'clock. There seemed to be endless conversation between him and Qingshui Yousha, and time always slipped away without him noticing.

"It's late, let me take you to the station."

Qingshui Yousha didn't hide his small thoughts, and sighed heavily: "That's right, if it's later, you should worry that there will be no trams."

Her expression is the exact opposite of her lines.

Kazuto Mogami glanced out the French window, the wind was howling, the snow was falling more and more, and it had already covered the ground with a thick layer, and he had a bad premonition in his heart.

Kazuto Mogami stood up and walked towards the entrance: "Yousha, let's go quickly, I'll get the umbrella."

There was sand in the clear water sitting on the sofa, and suddenly exclaimed joyfully at this moment: "Heren-sang! Heren-sang! Come and see!"

Kazuto Mogami turned around in doubt.

Shimizu Yousha came over bouncingly, took out his phone and shook it in front of Mogami Kazuto.

"It seems that because of the heavy snow, the trams in Tsukishima are temporarily suspended."

Her smile is bright, like the rising sun on a calm winter day:
"Wooooow~~ I can't go away!"

"........."

(End of this chapter)