After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 44 42. Her lies.

I can't remember the scene when I met Kazuto for the first time. I heard from my parents that it was when I was a few months old.

It's just that I don't have that kind of memory. The longest memory of Yu Heren was in kindergarten, and I can't remember it any further.

He always likes to hide behind me timidly, tugging at the hem of my clothes.

When the teacher asked the students to play games together, he always liked to sit by himself under the tree, do nothing, and stare blankly at the sky.

He didn't show a silly smile until I ran over to hold his hand.

To this day, I still don't understand what's on the sky that he often looks at.

Kazuto is very smart, but has little physical strength. He always gets tired and out of breath after running a few steps.

In comparison, I, who is so energetic that I have nowhere to vent, may be more like a boy.

"Heren-jun, just like a girl."

"Girls?"

"Well! So, I will protect you."

"But... Sha Jiang is also a girl, right?"

"I'm a powerful girl, so it's okay."

"It's amazing! Sauce, just like a prince."

"Hee hee... It doesn't matter if you praise me more!"

In retrospect, the adults and classmates around me would always say that I was a bit boyish. At that time, I thought it was a compliment.

After hearing such words, he told them triumphantly: "Yes! I am a boy!"

The grown-ups laughed. I naively thought they were praising me for being great. It was not until later that I realized that it was an arrogant laugh catering to children, saying that I was so cute.

Childhood sweethearts, no guesses.

Kazuto and I grew up day by day, he is like my younger brother, he is very small, his face is also very fair, as beautiful as a porcelain doll, I always like to touch his head.

I don't listen to the adults, I will secretly use my mother's cosmetics, and graffiti on Kazuto's face. It looks like a kabuki, but it is far less beautiful than the one in the book.

When he was discovered in the end, Kazuto would say sorry with tears in his eyes, it was all his fault.

But I was stubborn and unwilling to admit my mistake, even if my eyes were red, I didn't want to let tears fall.

My lord, you cannot cry.

When I was down, Kazumi, who has always been weak, would run over to comfort me and give me my favorite rice cracker candy from Grandma Kimura's house.

The taste of rice cracker candy at that time was really delicious.

Even if mixed with the salty taste of tears, I don't think there is anything more delicious than it in the world.

A child's world is so small.

He had obviously never been anywhere, but he seemed to have seen the whole world.

However, I am just a girl after all, the most ordinary and ordinary girl.

Not a boy, not even a prince.

He grows taller and runs faster day by day.

I don't know since when, I need to raise my neck to see his eyes.

However, even if he grows taller and runs faster, Heren is still Heren, an existence like my younger brother, and my family.

He has become more and more excellent and handsome, and he is still as smart as ever. He always ranks at the top of his grades in exams, his physical strength has also increased, and he has also participated in sports clubs.

I have seen the scenes when he played football, and many female classmates cheered for him.

Presumably, those who shine on the court are the real boys.

At that time, I was not lost, on the contrary, I was very happy for him.

The person who has always been taken care of as a younger brother has finally become a handsome boy. As an older sister, it is only natural that he will be happy for him.

However, others don't seem to think so.

Gradually, I began to hear some wonderful rumors in school.

Mogami-kun and Nishi-san are not only childhood sweethearts, they seem to be still dating.

Now it sounds like this is something that will make people smile, but for the elementary school students who are only in the fourth grade, there is no kindness in these words.

"Xiao Nishi-san is so nice, to be called by Mogami-kun's nickname"

"And we go to and from school together every day. I heard that we even meet on weekends."

"Hey... just because she is a childhood sweetheart, it's too cunning."

"That is to say, it's just that she looks a little bit good-looking, so I thought I could monopolize Supreme Lord."

why?

Kazuto is just a worrying younger brother.

Why do people say such strange things?

"Because, I like salsa."

Of course, when I complained to him in a joking tone, he smiled and said this.

like?

Well, I also like being with people, because it is the most important family.

But Kazuto didn't seem to see me that way.

That was the first time I realized what people thought about me.

Kazuto, who used to be soft and weak, who would shed tears at every turn, is already the outstanding boy I need to look up at him.

is the opposite sex.

When he touches the palm of my hand, I can't help but want to withdraw my hand.

"It's okay, I will always wait for you, Saori."

For the first time, I was called by my full name.

His smile is very handsome and very gentle, it is a smile that will make girls blush and heartbeat.

But I can't feel anything.

No heartbeat, no blush.

This is normal, right?

Because they grew up together, it was the crybaby and Renjun.

How could I, who was always strong, give in to him?

I pretended to be amused, and wanted to hit his shoulder, but he grabbed his wrist and tried so hard that I couldn't move.

Like a chain that binds my life.

It was then that I really realized:
This is male.

As long as he wants to, he can easily pick me up like a kitten and throw me at his mercy.

"Saori, I like you."

"Good morning, Saori, I like you very much today too."

"Hey, Saori, I like you, let's go home together."

"Saori..."

"Saori..."

"like."

"I like you the most!"

don't want…

don't want……!
Don't come near me anymore!

……

"Hey, Saori, you haven't been home with me recently."

"Ah."

"why?"

"..."

"Speaking of which, you seem to have quit the club, aren't you happy with club activities?"

"It's nothing."

"Well... Then our time will not match after school, or I will quit the club too, and I am tired of football, so we can go home after school together."

"……why?"

"Eh?"

"Why, do you want to do this?"

"That kind of thing, isn't it obvious, of course it's because I like you."

"……………………"

Once a child's emotions have accumulated past the peak, they will explode completely.

Some children choose to cry.

But I, Saori Nishi, have understood a truth since I was a child.

Crying won't fix anything.

Even if I declined him time and time again, he would still keep saying he likes me over and over again.

Then, from a deeper place, reject him.

Not only rejecting him as a man, but even the entire male group would be fine.

This is, the lie that belongs to Nishi Saori.

……

……

"Sorry, Kazuto, I don't like boys."

　Although many people think that No.1 is strange to read, this is actually my personal habit.

　　I prefer, and I think I am better at, using this perspective to tell a person's story.

　　So in some chapters, I will still write in my own way, I hope you like it.

　　Thank you.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)