After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 533 527. I have indeed become a beautiful empty shell.

After the alarm clock rang, after five or six minutes, I slowly got up from the bed, took out the pork chop bento I bought last night from the refrigerator, and put it in the microwave.

While listening to the sound of the microwave oven running, he stared blankly at the gloomy sky outside the window.

It didn't look very happy, with a gloomy face, as if it would cry in the next second.

Just like me.

Maybe instead of looking up at the sky, I should look inside of me.

I try to look inside myself, like peering into the bottom of a deep well.

When you go out later, take an umbrella with you.

If it cries, it won't affect me.

I didn't like listening to the sound of the microwave oven before, it always reminds me that I am a fool who can't cook.

I don't like it now either.

It reminds me that no one will cook for me.

Maybe it would be strange to eat pork chop bento early in the morning, but if I don't eat enough, I won't have the energy to work.

The time of 3 minutes is very fast, and it is a happy thing to wait for 3 minutes to eat a steaming pork chop bento.

The time of 3 minutes is very slow. For me, who is worried and unwilling to calm down, it seems a bit long.

When taking out the bento, he accidentally burned his fingers, squeezed his ears in a panic, and stomped his feet involuntarily.

Maybe I was spoiled by that person, and I felt more and more clumsy.

Well, it's better not to think about him for now.

Thinking about it, maybe I will cry faster than the sky.

I really hope today is a sunny day.

The work in the morning is not complicated. Only when I devote myself to dubbing animations can I find my short-lived self and not be affected by my own negative emotions.

At noon, my manager treated me to a very delicious curry rice, but compared to that person's craftsmanship, it seemed a little ordinary.

I silently changed my evaluation to that it was delicious.

It turns out that what everyone said, after breaking up in love, nothing will taste delicious, it is true.

I obviously love food so much, but when I think about the fact that I will never experience the word "delicious" in my future life, I am still a little sad and sad.

I'm only in my 20s and probably have another four or fifty years to endure.

but it does not matter.

I can bear it.

In the afternoon, I went to the recording studio for an audition.

The sky is still a gloomy look, in comparison, I think my situation should be better than it.

perhaps.

I am very confident about this audition, and I have prepared for a long time. I think it is a great thing to become a voice actor. It is really great that I chose this industry at the beginning.

If I hadn't become a seiyuu, I wouldn't have been able to understand the emotions of so many characters, and I wouldn't have been able to experience their lives.

I will not meet that person either.

Sitting in the recording studio, I watched the script quietly without making a sound, causing trouble to the people around me.

Maybe it was infected by that person, and I started to sit silently in the corner like him.

At such moments, I heard a familiar voice.

Tender and distant, a voice I've heard countless times.

He is greeting the staff.

I don't know if he saw me, he didn't come to me, but sat in another corner.

He is still so quiet, he looks cold and handsome.

But I do know.

He wasn't pretending to be cool on purpose, it's just that he was not good at talking to people, presumably when dealing with others, he was also counting how many people were left to finish.

I know all of these, and I, who have been in contact with him, can say so.

I watched him secretly, and he never looked up at me, or at anyone else.

It wasn't until Shimada-san walked in and took the initiative to sit beside him that he raised his head and said a few words to Shimada-san.

A little relieved, but a little envious.

The number of voice actors in the room gradually increased, and Neru-san and Taneda-san also came.

I still don't know how to face Neru-san.

Although they hadn't asked personally, there was no doubt that the two were dating.

As for the evidence.

My intuition as an ex-girlfriend is the proof.

Neru-san seemed to have seen me, she hesitated for a long time, but did not come to me.

Mostly dare not, do not know how to face me, this feeling is the same as mine.

Because we are good friends.

The friendship between women can easily fall apart because of men, and it is extremely fragile.

I've had this happen once, and I have no complaints.

Moreover, I also felt that I was very sorry for her back then, so I didn't think there was anything wrong with Neru-san.

She didn't come to take the initiative to show off to me, and she issued a declaration aggressively, which is enough to prove that she is much better than me.

It's just that it will be a little sad.

There should be no going back... us.

After losing Saori, I lost Neru-san.

I originally thought that as long as I have him by my side, it doesn't matter even if I become an empty shell.

But now, I have become exactly a beautiful empty shell, surrounded by bones and blood-stained flowers, and no one is around.

He's not there either.

If this is the retribution of a bad woman, it would be a bit too appropriate.

Suddenly, I felt his eyes fall on me, I can't describe what kind of eyes it was.

It's like walking on the side of the road and seeing a small stone, you won't kick it deliberately, and you won't bend down to pick it up.

Simply because it's there.

Maybe I was the pebble in his eyes.

I subconsciously looked at Neru-san, she had a nice smile, she was also a woman, I always envied her handsome aura like a boy.

And now Neru-san exudes a vivacious girlish temperament that I can't match.

Elegant and beautiful, the corners of the eyes and brows reveal the calmness that only mature women can have, as well as the fascination that seems to be there.

She has become very different from before.

Maybe it's because I'm in love, maybe it's because in love, I did something with him that I can't touch.

I'm envious, I can't look straight at it.

As her friend, as his ex-girlfriend, I know exactly what to do and what not to do.

Neru-san did this, because she is a real girl who looks the same.

She does not allow the friends around her to be hurt, nor does she allow herself to destroy the feelings of others.

That's why so many people like her.

but me……

Well, Qing Shui You Sha is a selfish bad girl.

The courage and perseverance in the body are all fake, those are just words with beautification elements that exist to achieve their goals.

If I were really a gentle and kind girl, I wouldn't stand up at this moment, and wouldn't walk towards him.

Neru-san is looking at me, I know it without turning around.

When I stood in front of him and he looked up at me, his eyes were calmer than I imagined.

"What's the matter? Ms. Minase."

　I'm going to go hiking tomorrow, depending on the situation, I may ask for leave, or I may not.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)