After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 615 609. The greatest pain of human beings is the inability to cross the gap between "knowing" and "doing".

It was approaching ten o'clock in the evening, and Saori Xiaonishi, who obviously deserved the most preferential treatment today, was in charge of sending the others into taxis.

Hidaka Rina is also not very good at drinking, but she is different from Sakura Ayane. She is very aware of her drinking capacity in her heart, and she will not drink too much like her. Take up the important task of sending them home.

"I'm so sorry."

"It doesn't matter. After all, I can't leave them alone. Is Saori okay? Ayaneru is quite drunk, so he can't move alone."

"Thank you, but it's okay, I will take her back."

"Well, let's go then, happy birthday."

"Thank you."

After watching the taxi leave, Konishi Saori returned to the private room in the izakaya. Ms. Sakura was lying on the tatami without any image, sleeping soundly. If she got closer, she could faintly hear Mogami Kazuto's name.

If this is heard by the other two voice actors, it will be more or less bad.

Silently sat down beside Ayane Sakura, Saori Konishi pushed her shoulder.

"Caiyin, Caiyin, it's time to wake up, the party is over, it's time to go home."

Her only answer was the slight sound of breathing.

No matter how you call, you can't wake her up.

Xiao Xi Sazhi sighed helplessly, feeling a little dazzled, she also drank a lot of wine today.

It's easy to go outside and call a taxi to take Sakura Ayane home, but she suffers from motion sickness, and Xiao Nishi Saori is not sober now, but no matter what, it is impossible to leave Sakura Ayane alone in the taxi .

She lowered her head silently, her eyes couldn't help but stay on the ring on Sakura Ayane's left hand.

Certainly, compared to the ring she had at that time, the ring on Sakura Ayane's hand was the one that really contained that person's thoughts.

For a person who is so clumsy in love, it turns out that he will fall in love with someone from the bottom of his heart.

Ok……

The subtle blockage in her heart, accompanied by the energy after drinking, made her feel uncomfortable.

envious?envy?
Isn't this something that should have been expected a long time ago? Now that things are going on, I am being hypocritical. As a bystander of the story, I just need to stand aside and watch.

Don't do unnecessary things.

She knows the truth, she understands it all.

Perhaps it was because of being far away from that man, Xiao Xi Saori hadn't had a choice for a long time, and the wound on her back had already healed, as white as new, without a trace of existence.

But some things happen, they happen, and they are a kind of irreversible things.

Whether it is love or friendship, she is powerless.

She was exhausted just by carefully maintaining the status quo.

I used to think about why this happened to me in the dead of night, but as I got older, I don't know when even this angry grievance disappeared.

It should be said that the edges and corners have been smoothed, or simply no longer have expectations for my life.

Maybe both.

Originally expecting Ayane Sakura to regain consciousness after a short rest, but the expectation was in vain, she showed no sign of waking up, and the air-conditioning in the izakaya was blowing heavily, Miss Sakura unconsciously curled up in her sleep.

Helpless, Saori Xiaoxi had no choice but to take out her mobile phone and dial the number.

……

……

I looked at the actual caller number on the phone, pondered for a while, and chose to answer it.

She explained the purpose of calling, I was a little surprised, said "I see", and interrupted the conversation with her.

He picked up a thin coat and went out with his wallet and keys.

Although the summer night in August is indeed sultry, the cold feeling that has always lingered on my body has not faded away.

I didn't choose the tram, so I went to the street and hired a taxi directly.

It was late and I didn't want to waste time on the tram.

When I arrived at the destination, I met Meibaolin who looked like she had finished her part-time job outside the door.

"Huh? Hesang, why are you here at this time?"

I couldn't tell her the truth, so I said that we would have supper together when Nobunaga got off work, and she laughed, saying that Caiyin was drunk inside.

I said there is such a thing?
After chatting for a while, she waved goodbye to me and left the place.

I walked into the izakaya, when it was still a busy time, I came to the door of a box and knocked on the sliding door.

"Please come in."

Hearing a familiar voice, I silently took off my shoes, opened the sliding door and walked in.

The first thing that comes into view is the scene where the girlfriend is drunk without any image, and the ex-wife who is full of alcohol is sitting next to her.

I always seem to encounter such strange scenes.

"How do you drink like this?" I asked.

"She doesn't listen to people's advice, what can we do?"

Saori shrugged helplessly at me.

I knelt down beside Caiyin and patted her on the shoulder, but as expected, I didn't wake up.

A similar plot seems to have happened once upon a time.

"I have already sent everyone else away before I contacted you, otherwise it would be troublesome for both of you."

"Thank you." I replied.

"You're welcome."

She still replied to me with an extremely gentle voice, with a slightly drunk posture, blurred eyes, and a faint smile in the corner of her mouth, which was particularly moving.

I think of the lingering relationship with her that night, her body temperature, her moans, and the tears that are more lovable than moonlight.

I tried my best to avoid seeing her. In my current state, just being approached by a woman would make me feel ready to move. I hated myself so much.

I think I should be afraid of something, afraid of seeing her eyes, afraid of seeing my own reflection in her eyes, to be precise, afraid of seeing my shaken expression.

My love for Caiyin is unquestionable, and I have always believed in it.

If this belief is shaken, how can I live on.

"and people."

"........."

She talked to me drunkenly, but I just sat beside Caiyin and tried to help her up.

For some reason, I desperately want to leave this wonderful space, this space with the only woman in the world who has ever had a physical relationship with me.

I lifted Caiyin's shoulders, and caught Saori's eyes inadvertently.

why.

Why is she suddenly so close to me.

The body is leaning towards me unnaturally, the eyelashes are blinking quickly, the thin lips are gently opened and closed, the smell of beer is mixed with a little lemon aroma.

"and people……"

The sound seemed to come from some distant world, farther and untouchable than any place I knew.But it baited my body to respond.

The cold feeling accumulated all day seemed to be catalyzed by heat at this moment, which once made my body burn.

I tried to resist, resisted resisted resisted resisted.

...then, let go of the resistance.

That kind of thing is definitely not allowed.

I know clearly.

The greatest pain of human beings is that they cannot bridge the gap between "knowing" and "doing".

The hand supporting Caiyin lost its strength, and without my support, her body fell back on the tatami mat. The sound was dull and annoying like falling into the cold Tokyo Bay.

In the cramped box, my girlfriend was lying unconscious between us.

And I was actually kissing my ex-wife.

Outright evil, probably nothing more than that.

Kazuto Mogami is just a poor bastard who lost to desire.

I feel this deeply again.

　There are stick figures xs in the comments, and I may find an artist to draw them in the future.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)