After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 636 629. Don't cry where I can't see.

"Do you want to know, when you fell asleep, you read...whose name is it?"

……

Sakura Ayone's words made Mogami Kazuto suddenly not know what kind of expression to show, and he was full of hesitation.

Are you talking in your sleep?
Who else's name was called unconsciously, that kind of thing... No matter how I think about it, it should be Ayane Sakura.

Kazuto Mogami tried to see clues from his lover's face, but he failed.

He felt a trace of panic for no reason, deeply afraid that the self in his dream said something he shouldn't have said.

If...if he called Saori Konishi's name, he couldn't imagine how sad Ayane Sakura would be at that time.

Seeing the sadness on Kazuto Mogami's face, Ayane Sakura suddenly laughed out loud and raised her hand to caress his eyebrows.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, don't worry, you said my name, many times."

Kazuto Mogami didn't dare to relax his vigilance, but squeezed Sakura Ayane's hand uneasily.

"Hey, Heren-kun."

"Ah."

"Can you tell me why you are afraid?"

"........."

"I'm your lover. It's only natural to take care of you when you're drunk, and it's only natural that you whisper my name in your dreams because you love me." .

But... why?

The expression you had just now seems to be telling me: What should I do if I pronounce other girls' names. "

"........."

"Could you tell me the name of that other girl that you were thinking just now?"

Kazuto Mogami dared to say something, but he couldn't say nothing.

"Caiyin, you have an unquestionable position in my heart. I am very painful for your thoughts. Pain itself cannot give you more sense of security."

"No, it's not that He Renjun can't give me a sense of security. I know how much you like me and how much you love me. During the past few months when you were estranged from you, I often couldn't sleep because you weren't lying beside me .

I always imagine your voice in the middle of the night, imagine your body, imagine the touch of you touching my body, and become a strange girl.

But... you know, Ayane Sakura is a stubborn mess.

You have a girl other than me in your heart, no matter how much you love me and how kind you are to me, as long as I realize this, I will be so sad that I can’t help myself, wishing to leave you and hide from you . "

Sakura Ayane pulled out her hand, firmly and slowly, not allowing the slightest refusal, with such will, she broke away from Mogami Kazuto's shackles.

"He Renjun once said that I was not confident, and I vetoed such a statement at the time, but now that I think about it, maybe... what you said is not completely wrong.

When I learned that there is another person in your heart, even if that person occupies a small position, but she enjoys the right that I can't completely erase her no matter how hard I try, I seem to see a path that I will never forget The untouchable ravine.

That is the crack in your heart, which deeply separates me from her. I occupy most of your heart, while she shrinks timidly in the corner, watching me indifferently.

But I know that if one day your heart breaks, it must be the side where I stand that breaks first, and you will protect her seemingly miserable corner and give her an aura of immortality.

I saw that future. "

"Caiyin..."

Mogami Kazuto couldn't describe his heart with words, he desperately wanted to find words to comfort Sakura Ayane, but the girl's eyes were whispering softly.

[No matter what you say, it cannot change this fact. 】This sentence.

"He Renjun is a very bad person. He loves flowers and grass, doesn't think sadly, is self-righteous, always thinks that he has a unique loneliness, and makes people unable to see what is going on in his heart. He is such a boring man.

But I just like such a boring man. I fell in love with you in a daze, and slept with you in a daze. I really don't look at men.

However, it's too strange that I'm not the only woman with no vision like me. "

Sakura Ayane was very calm, Kazuto Mogami only noticed at this moment that there were faint tears in the corners of her eyes.

Mogami Kazuto felt that his heart was entangled, and he felt the pain pouring from his chest to his whole body.

Uncontrollably raising her hand, she gently touched the corner of her eyes, Sakura Ayane didn't dodge, just looked at her longing lover, her eyes were full of heartbreak.

"Don't cry where I can't see you."

"You saw it, so what?"

"At least, I can hug you."

"I don't want your hug, I want you to love me only."

"I only love you."

"You liar, I don't believe you."

Mogami Kazuto closed his eyes and hugged her into his arms.

"not lying to you."

"You can say such things now because she doesn't want to get close to you, and you can say that you only love me because she doesn't want to say that she loves you.

If one day, she changes her mind, steps forward from the corner of your heart, gradually erodes your whole heart, and throws herself into your arms, can you still assert like today?
Do you assert that Kazuto Mogami only loves Ayane Sakura in this life? "

"........."

What Sakura Ayane is struggling with is a more complicated emotion than Kazuto Mogami imagined, which stems from the strong possessive desire of deep love.

Kazuto Mogami understands such emotions very well, and he treats Ayane Sakura in the same way. When Ayane Sakura said at that time that she was going to fall in love with another man and marry him, Kazuto Mogami's inner feelings must be the same as that of Ayane Sakura at this moment. Good color sound, better than worse.

So Kazuto Mogami couldn't say words to persuade her, and he couldn't be tolerant himself, so how could he ask Sakura Ayane.

The only thing he can do is to show a sense of distance from Saori Konishi.

"Caiyin, it's impossible between me and her."

"I think...it's her who judges this matter, not you.

I understand you very well, even though I can't even say that I fully understand my own thoughts, but I can say that I understand you frankly, that's how much I love you.

Once she does something, like me... no, even if it's only half of me, I will worry that you will leave me aside and go to her side, can you understand my trepidation? "

"Why... you would assert like that, I obviously only love Ayane Sakura, why... would you say such a thing."

I am also fighting hard. In the past few months when you were away, in the late nights when I couldn't sleep, I fought against the cold every day.

I paralyze myself with work during the day, and accompany with cold loneliness at night.

Why……

Just don't want to believe me once.

Caiyin.

(End of this chapter)