After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 692 685. What makes people uncomfortable is not love, but life.

"Herenjun, the courage and determination in my body seem to be flowing out, along the gaps in my body, spreading out little by little. I am worried that when these things flow out, and then disappear from my body, they will is my love for you.

Can you understand what I'm talking about? "

Mogami Kazuto sighed and took her into his arms.

"clear and direct."

"I want to stay angry, like Ayane Sakura once did.

But I have changed, no matter how angry I am, as long as a period of time passes, most of the original emotions will gradually lighten up, and they will no longer be anger, and will basically drop to the level of "sorrow" or "regret", returning to calm.

Do you still like me like this? "

"What doesn't change is that you look at things from a different angle, and no matter where you stand, I still like you as always."

Sakura Ayane pressed her forehead against his broad shoulders, and gently closed her eyes: "I'm sorry... It's not that I want to back down, nor that I don't love you, but I can't help but think, why is it always me?"

"I always have to encounter such unfortunate things. Is love such an uncomfortable thing?"

Mogami Kazuto sighed: "It's not love that makes people uncomfortable, it's life."

"But I am always suffering from love, the eldest lady of the Sakura family has never been wronged like this, do you know how they slandered me on the Internet?

In fact, I didn't care at all, I just thought it was funny, but when I thought about it in my heart, my tears still flowed down.

Whether you say I'm stubborn or stubborn, I still don't think I did anything wrong. I hate other people interfering with my choices the most. Let them fight each other to the death. "

"Blame me."

She nodded, and hugged Mogami Kazuto tighter and tighter: "It's your fault."

Mogami Kazuto looked up at the sky, feeling as if his whole body was about to be swept up into the sky, submerged in this tranquility unconsciously.

"Caiyin, I... still decided to make it public."

Sakura Ayane raised her head in surprise, her eyes complicated: "In that case, I may still be talked about nonsense."

"I know."

"Do you want to see me sad and crying so much?"

"If I don't tell you, you will be even more sad."

Sakura Ayane pursed her lips slightly: "You still have a concert next month, so you won't be able to sell tickets."

"It's okay."

"The record company won't agree either."

"I, like you, hate others interfering with my choices."

"What do you choose?"

"Choose to make you shed fewer tears."

So, Ayane Sakura said nothing more.

half an hour.

"That person may be feeling sad about my affairs at this time."

"Hmm~" She shook her head.

"She should suffer as much as I do, much more sad than He Renjun."

Kazuto Mogami knew who she was talking about.

"Whether she or I have done many wrong things, but I know in my heart that we are not malicious people, but this cause was planted by me and her, but you have to pay for the result. It’s really heartbreaking.”

"That's what you said. It's not love, but life that makes people uncomfortable?"

"I don't know, it's just that I seem to have been walking on a road full of thorns. I rarely see beautiful flowers and plants. There are dark and damp things all around me. After walking for a long time, something sticky will hold me back. Steps. Until I met you, I was extremely envious of the beautiful scenery around you, the cherry blossom petals all over the sky, and the sparrows and white doves around your head. Seeing the happiness and beauty, I dragged you in unwillingly and told you to go and I'm the same way."

"Perhaps I jumped in because I saw you walking alone, and I couldn't stand it any longer."

"Come save me?" Mogami Kazuto asked.

"Or come to accompany you to be submerged."

"No, no."

"Also, when something like this happened, I should have hated her even more, but it's unbelievable that when she thinks that I can still have you by my side, she savors the night alone.

She and I were supposed to be good friends. "

Mogami Kazuto was speechless and thought for a long time.

"Please don't hurt her, we girls are miserable enough."

"……Um."

Sakura Ayane is still the kind girl who thinks about others. When she sheds her own tears, she also remembers the tears of others.

Only those who have experienced suffering can understand the suffering of others.

"To this day, I still can't forgive what she did, but this is between me and her. No one can blame me for what I did, and only I can blame her."

"Different in nature."

"I think it's the same," she said.

"I understand in my heart that He Renjun became resistant to her because of me, and I alienated her because of you.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this. If you gain something, you will lose something. I have seen this principle in Qi Zhizhu.

But even so, she just did something sorry for me, even I don't think she needs to bear so much, how can other people be qualified to preach to her. "

It seems that what happened today hit her hard, Mogami Kazuto could only touch her hair silently, and couldn't tell her that she didn't need qualifications to preach on the Internet.

"Caiyin, sometimes, not everyone will be kind to us."

"But I want to be kind to my friends."

friend……

"Indeed, I can no longer be friends with her. Maybe ten or 20 years later, Sakura Ayane will be able to look down on the current situation and face the past gracefully and calmly. But now, only 26 The year-old Sakura Ayane couldn't do it.

But this does not mean that I should ignore her pain, the current Sakura Ayane cannot do it, and the future Sakura Ayane will not be able to do it either.

If that were the case, I would no longer be me, just a shell that had been mutilated by love, a poor girl who was timid.

I don't want to be like that. "

"Heren-kun, let me tell you, don't turn me into a poor girl, this principle is also applicable to this point.

Because of fear and worry, I give up the most basic and important things in being a human being. That kind of me is pitiful. Do you like that kind of me?

Like Ayane Sakura who loses empathy and laughs wildly while pointing at a crying girl? "

This time, Kazuto Mogami was refuted by her.

He knew that even if a girl like Ayane Sakura changed something because of love, she would not lose the heart of a child in her bones.

On the contrary, it is himself, who has been wearing the most ruthless mask and the loneliest armor, hurting others righteously.

"Caiyin, thank you..."

　Damn, I haven't had any water for several days, why is it so slow for seven days! ! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)