Chapter 751 745. So, they fought.

I still remember clearly what happened that night.

Because of doubts about their relationship, I followed Yousha to her apartment after work.

I hesitated to go upstairs to confront her, for fear of finding that person in her apartment.

I could only stand downstairs silently, leaning against the drink vending machine on the side of the road, and it took me two hours to stand there.

Even I can't figure out what I'm doing.

Should I say that this has nothing to do with me?
Maybe yes.

I am neither his wife nor his lover.

Even so, I came anyway.

I want to ask clearly, I want to hear with my ears, I want to see clearly with these eyes, I want to know what she really thinks.

So, when I worked up the courage to go upstairs and have a heart-to-heart conversation with her, they came out.

yes they are.

Yousha held his arm affectionately, appearing in my field of vision like a lover in love.

At that moment, my heart seemed to be touched by something.

I suddenly understood why Yousha said that to me in the studio lounge that day.

My surprise, my anger, my sadness.

These things came to me naturally.

This is a very normal thing, right?
Because Caiyin is also my important friend, she was betrayed by the two people closest to her.

Then my anger is justified.

The premise is... these emotions of mine are really just words for Caiyin.

……

……

I have been in a lot of pain these days. From a rational point of view, I should tell Caiyin about this and keep her away from such a man as much as possible.

But I can't do it.

A man who betrayed once will betray a second time and a third time.

I couldn't believe that Kazuto would be such a man, and I couldn't believe that Yusa would betray Caiyin.

But when the facts were in front of me, I didn't know what to do.

Turn a blind eye?Or expose their deeds in front of Caiyin?
I even had a thought that it would be better if I didn't follow Yousha back then.

Be an outsider who doesn't know anything, and after Dongchuang's incident, go to comfort Caiyin and scold them.

ah~ah~~
I wanted again……

Did you choose to escape?

It's like this every time, and every time I encounter a dilemma, I will subconsciously avoid it.

In this way, I am not making any progress.

I already... don't want to continue to be the little Nishi Saori I used to be.

So, I decided to have a showdown with Yousha.

It wasn't Caiyin or Kazuto, but Yusa was chosen first.

Even if I don't know why she chooses to do this, in my heart, she is still the one who understands right and wrong.

If she is willing to withdraw in time, even if she will feel very sorry for Cai Yin, maybe I will still keep this matter a secret.

However, I was wrong.

……

"Hey...Saori, come back with me.

Back to that...time that belonged to the three of us. "

I looked at Yousha in front of me with unbelievable eyes, and I thought she was crazy.

There was no confusion in her eyes.

Firmness, courage, awareness, there are many things in those eyes that I have never had.

But why use it like this, why use it in such a wrong place?
Before I knew it, my eyes were filled with tears.

What are these tears?
There is the madness of sand, the inferiority of people, and the sorrow of color sound.

And... the scene of me being hugged by someone appeared in my mind for a moment, Saori Konishi.

Too bad.

Still, I know what I can and cannot do.

Maybe I've done something like this before, and I'm not qualified to say such things, and I really shouldn't have kissed him at that time. Even so, I knew it clearly.

What kind of harm will the two of them do to Caiyin.

I took a deep breath and told myself not to compromise with her here.

As for what Yousha said, I didn't listen to a word at all.

The only thing I have to do is to wake Yousha up.

If this continues, everyone will become unhappy.

I took a deep breath and tried to make my voice sound calm: "Yousha, do you really understand your behavior?"

"Of course, as I said, a man like me is only fit to live as someone's mistress."

Why do you say such ridiculous things with a smile on your face?

The intense anger made my body tremble, and all the strength in my whole body seemed to be drained, and I couldn't do anything except tremble.

"I don't want to hurt Neru-san either. If she finds out about this kind of thing, she will definitely cry and make a fuss, so I keep it from her like this."

Her fluttering attitude made me unable to obey, and I couldn't understand why the gentle and pleasant clear water with sand became what it is today.

"Since you know she will be sad, don't do this kind of thing! Caiyin is your friend! No matter how much you like Kasumi, you shouldn't do this kind of thing!" I suppressed the flame in my heart, trying to make her wide awake.

"That won't do."

"Why!" I couldn't help asking loudly.

"Back then... Caiyin didn't do anything when she found out that you were dating him!
She left on her own initiative!

Even if you said too much, she didn't intervene between you at all! "

I tried to use the past to redeem her, but Yousha just looked at me quietly, as if I was talking about something wrong.

A deep sense of powerlessness swept over me.

I've been patient, patient!Be patient!Be patient!

No matter how much I like him, I also clearly know that I shouldn't get involved in his life.

I know that if I am by his side, I may hurt him one day in the future, so I feel that if it is Yousha or Caiyin, it will definitely give him happiness.

If I have the right to choose, why don't I want to stay by his side forever and ever!
But I restrained it!

Desperately restrained help!
When all of you didn't know, one person clenched his teeth desperately and persisted!
But Yousha, why did you do such a sad thing?
"Well, I know it all, so I really think Neru-san is a good person."

"So!" I stared at her with red eyes.

But she still smiled unmoved, as if she was mocking me who had endured so far and acted like a clown.

"Besides, neru-san is really a...

kind and gentle...

……

……

What a fool. "

I stared blankly at the girl in front of me, she looked so strange, so strange that I began to wonder if I was dreaming.

If it was a dream, the anger burning in my chest might not be too hot.

The tense strings in my mind snapped.

I lowered my head deeply, stood up trembling, and a hoarse voice leaked from my mouth.

"What are you kidding..."

"What a joke!"

The right hand that gathered all my strength swung towards her smiling face that made me uncomfortable.

For the first time, I hit her with my hands.

(End of this chapter)

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