After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 757 751. Does her anger come from a sense of justice, or from jealousy?
I forgot how I left Yousha's house.

Wandering back and forth in my mind, what I can't get rid of are all her last words.

Am I... the same as her?
Have I ever done such a hurtful thing?

I think there is a difference between the two. Between me and others, it is more about adapting to the occasion at that time.

At that time, Kazuto needed someone to accompany him and support him.

In fact, I only did that once with him, too.

So what about Yousha?

After breaking up with his lover, his closest friend immediately lay on the same bed with him.

Is this something that can be relieved by saying "we have already broken up"?
At that time, did I not consider Yousha's mood at all?

Perhaps this cannot be compared with what Yousha is doing now, but there is no doubt that my behavior at that time caused harm to Yousha.

She will become what she is now, can I really say with a clear conscience that it has nothing to do with me?
I don't understand.

I don't understand anything.

After all, is this really unforgivable?

I also read today's news.

In this country, it is very common for men to cheat. No one will blame anyone for this kind of private life. They will neither lose their jobs because of it, nor need to publicly apologize to anyone for it.

Whether it's a voice actor, an actor, or an office worker.

Linking private life with work is an incomprehensible thing in their eyes.

The leader of the company will not fire him just because his ace salesman is sleeping with a bartender without telling his wife.

It is unimaginable that any company would abandon a person with excellent business ability because of their private life.

And the masses have long been accustomed to it and think it is a matter of course.

To be honest, I thought so too.

Personal character should not be equated with business ability.

But... that's weird.

Who should apologize to Mr. Sakurai's wife?

Who should apologize to Caiyin?
Who should apologize to Yousha back then?

I can not understand.

I can understand, but still can't understand.

Even thinking became painful.

I know very well that I can't go on like this, and I'm going to broadcast with Caiyin later, what kind of eyes should I use to look at her?

Should he clarify everything, or greet her as if he didn't know anything?
The plum rain in May quietly fell from the sky, and I looked up at the sky in a daze.

"What the hell are you... doing, Kazuto."

……

……

When I came to the recording studio, I put away the transparent umbrella I bought at the convenience store and placed it on the umbrella stand at the door.

I greeted the staff and chanko, and walked into the lounge, but Caiyin hadn't arrived yet.

After sitting down on the chair, I silently scrolled through today's news, still talking about Mr. Sakurai.

Suddenly, I seemed to see the future of Kazuto.

If I made this matter public to the outside world, perhaps he would have severed ties with Yousha.

He won't lose his job because of this, at most he will be condemned by seiyuu fans, and he will definitely hate me and blame me for meddling in my own business.

But... I really don't want them to continue to make mistakes.

……Really?

I remembered the last words Yousha said to me when I left.

【Does your anger come from your ridiculous sense of justice, or from jealousy? 】

In the end, instead of convincing her, I was completely defeated by her.

I don't seem to know her at all, even though we've been together all the time, I don't know the girl Qingshui Yousha at all.

From now on, can I no longer be friends with her?

Unwilling, regretful, powerless.

All sorts of negativity were growing inside of me.

Maintaining this state, after an unknown period of time, the door of the lounge was pushed open.

Caiyin came in.

Because of the previous incident, she may be wary of me, and she has not completely forgiven me for kissing someone.

Although we greet each other with smiles on the radio, and there is no problem when we are in the same place with other female voice actors, but in this situation where it's just me and her, we rarely talk to each other.

Especially today, I don't know how to face her at all.

Caiyin also acted like she didn't know anything.

If she knew that kind of thing, she would be heartbroken, unlike me.

If, I mean if.

I didn't divorce Kazuren, but after that, I got to know each other more deeply and became a real heart-to-heart couple.

In that case, cheating with other women.

I think, no matter how sad and sad I am, as long as he apologizes to me seriously, I will still forgive him.

I was born with such a character, I can't seriously get angry with anyone, even if I am disgusted, as long as the other party apologizes to me seriously, I will forget about it in a short time.

But Caiyin is different, she hates evil like hatred, she can't rub the sand in her eyes, and she absolutely cannot tolerate betrayal.

Perhaps, what I did was just a sign of the weak compromising and retreating.

My anger is not enough to support me to move forward bravely, and I often lose my anger in the middle of it, and finally let it go.

I really can't compare to her.

"good evening."

When I was still thinking, Caiyin greeted me, but I didn't respond to her immediately, and I was still in a daze.

She sat down on the chair opposite me, and then kept fiddling with the new mobile phone she just bought some time ago.

"Good evening, Caiyin."

She raised her eyelids to glance at me, then looked back at her phone.

I'm cowardly, I've always been cowardly.

Whether it's the matter of marrying Heren, or the matter of me going to have sex with him after Yousha broke up with him, every time I just make do with convincing myself that this is impossible.

And now, I got a chance to take the initiative.

As long as I say it, maybe everyone will be hurt and no one will be happy, but if I don't say it, I can't forgive myself either.

It's not out of a ridiculous sense of justice, and it's not out of sandy jealousy, I just don't want them to continue hurting each other.

It's just that I don't want to see my friends cry, and I don't want to see the man I love make mistakes again and again.

I can forgive them for hurting me, but I cannot let them go.

"Caiyin..."

Surprisingly, the opening was easier than I expected, and the voice was not trembling, it was the ordinary voice of Saori Nishi.

Should I speak out?
put the truth...

[click]

I heard the phone's screen lock sound, Caiyin put the phone on the table, looked over the table, and stayed on me.

"Saori..."

I stared blankly at her.

"Yes."

"Although this is not a place where you can talk properly, can I ask you one thing?"

Her expression was very serious, and I even wondered if she already knew something.

"It's... what's the matter?"

　The things I didn't save are completely exposed xs
　　The old group exploded, the new group: 958684716
　　
　
(End of this chapter)