After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 798 792. That's why everyone thinks light novel writers are disgusting.

"mental illness?"

"Simply put, that's pretty much what it means."

For some reason, I didn't use other lies to fool her. Although I didn't specify the symptoms that happened to me, such as I couldn't see women's faces clearly, she should have understood the meaning of what I wanted to express.

"That is to say... Totsuka-kun's mental instability is caused by too much work pressure, what do you mean?"

"I don't know whether it's the work pressure or something else."

"For example, the retribution of stepping on two boats?"

I smiled bitterly: "Maybe it really is."

"That's really a gratifying thing."

I wasn't offended by her schadenfreude, she was talking to me more in a relaxed tone than seeing me as a psychopath.

Although there is no basis, I can just hear these things in her voice.

Is it because I can't see their expressions clearly? Now I am extremely sensitive to voices, and I may be able to figure out a thing or two about the emotions and moods of the speakers.

Isn’t it often done like this in TV dramas, the hearing or sense of smell of blind characters is always much more sensitive than that of ordinary people, maybe it’s the same reason as that.

"Miss Hidaka is willing to believe me?"

"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. If you have such a beautiful and excellent girlfriend and want to cheat, no matter how you think about it, there is something wrong with your head."

Is it because of this reason?

Although it made me dumbfounded, I couldn't think of any words to refute.

"But is it really okay to tell me this kind of thing? Maybe I will be exposed."

"If I thought Miss Hidaka was that kind of person, I wouldn't have told you."

"Tch, it's really boring."

I don't know if it's my fantasy, but I always feel that Miss Hidaka at this time should have a slightly upturned expression on her mouth, which is really unbelievable.

"Anone, Totsuka-kun."

"Yes."

"Although this is a bit rude, I don't think mental illness can be used as an excuse to hurt women."

"Well, I know."

"Do you really know?"

Her distrustful tone revealed strong suspicion of me.

"I am very clear that my behavior is the result of my own will, and I have no intention of sophistry or evasion. Taking a step back, if the things I did were caused by mental illness, then I Can it still be me?
Is it the real me who is sitting in front of Ms. Hidaka at this moment and talking to you? "

This is a question I have been hiding in my heart, and I have never told anyone this kind of thing. Miss Hidaka is the first person I confide.

I can't tell Caiyin about my mental illness, tell my girlfriends, it will do nothing but cause them grief.

But Miss Hidaka is different.

I always feel that if it was the girl in front of me, she would neither sympathize with me nor treat me as a different kind.

As if I just had a little cold and it wasn't a big deal at all.

"Don't make the topic so complicated! All in all, what Totsuka-kun wants to say is that it's your own will, it's completely your own choice, isn't that the case?"

"Yes."

"Bah! Scumbag!"

Ah... scolded.

"In the same way, I like Miss Rigao now, and I want to pursue you out of my own will."

"Ku——! Don't say such disgusting things openly! I won't fall in love with a man who has been divorced and cheated!"

"Hahaha."

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★From the perspective of Hidakali Cuisine★
The reason why I followed Totsuka-kun back to the store was actually quite simple. It was just that I had nothing to do, not because I wanted to talk to him, which was full of flowers in my head.

Well, absolutely not.

After I sat down, Totsuka-kun kept staring at me, his eyes basically only rolling around my neck, which made me a little vigilant, and I couldn't help but put my hands on the table to cover my chest.

I don't have huge busts or revealing clothes, but I just don't like being scrutinized like that.

No, it's not so much that I don't like it, it's better to say that I'm a little angry.

Because no matter how much I glared at him, he still looked like he was completely ignoring me. Logically speaking, shouldn't he be caught peeking and be embarrassed?
To be aggressive at this level makes me shy, which is really annoying.

After that, I even declared that I was in love with those two people at the same time. Because of professional reasons, of course I know that is what many light novel protagonists would say, but this is the first time I see them in real life. people who talk.

I began to wonder if there was something wrong with this man's head, and finally I couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion.

Yeah, that's why everyone thinks that light novel writers are disgusting.

However, my idea came true.

Totsuka-kun does have a problem with his head. If what he told me is true, then he is really suffering from mental illness.

I am a little curious about this aspect, but even if he is a somewhat annoying guy, I shouldn't ask him what the disease is in person. No one in the world would be happy because of a disease, and I don't want to poke his scar.

Moreover, I might have been faintly aware of it a long time ago.

That night at the hotel, Totsuka-kun showed a very unusual state, like a dying beast that lost its temperature, trying to ask for something from the outside world, as if to convey "help me", "I don't want to die" and so on signal.

Perhaps it was because I felt these things that I was still held in his arms that night, comforting him with my own body temperature.

After all, I did have a crush on him then, and even wanted to develop a further relationship with him.

He should have completely forgotten about it.

What a cunning guy, I was taken advantage of, but he acted like he didn't care at all, and even talked about how much he liked other girls in front of me.

Is this the attitude of pursuing girls?
If it were any other girl, she would have thrown coffee all over his face and left.

The more I talk, the more angry I get.

Phew... normal mind, normal mind.

"Hey, have you told Ayaneru and Ki-chan about Totsuka-kun's illness?"

"No."

"oh, I see."

After I answered that plainly, I stopped talking.

Inexplicably, there was a weird sense of joy in my heart, which seemed to say that only I was special.

I don't like myself with this feeling.

Like a fool.

Really annoying.

(End of this chapter)