After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 826 820. His fourth girlfriend, probably.

Haruki Murakami said that falling in love with someone is a rare good thing. If the love is sincere, no one will be thrown into the maze.

And what my love lacks the most is sincerity, it treats Caiyin like this, Yousha like this, and it treats everyone like this.

I don't know when it started, when I realized that I couldn't be a sincere man, I walked alone on a road that led to nowhere.

On this road, I met many people, homeless people, homeless people, people with purpose, people without purpose, people who are trying to block the pace of time, intending to push forward the time people who do.

I also met many girls, each of them glowed with a unique cuteness, I was attracted by this fatal cuteness, and gave birth to the desire to take it as my own, and then gave them fatal pain .

What is the meaning of my birth in this world, what am I looking for, what do I get from them, and what do they want to learn from me.

I had no choice but to have such a desire to find out how girls see me, and to know what they really think in their hearts.

After I sincerely express my love, will I be moved or shaken, or happy or disgusted.

sincere……?
Well, my love is twisted, dirty, and cheap.

After all, I can say "I like you" to many girls, but I still think unilaterally that my love is sincere. In this muddy love, there is only the word "true". It is absolutely true and cannot be faked.

But if the word "love" is added with the condition of "special affection", then I have no doubt that I don't love anyone.

For a guy who doesn't love anyone to talk about his sincerity here, it's indeed something that makes people despair of the world.

Even so, I still said it with a clear conscience, saying that sentence.

"I like you, can you please date me?"

So, my memory was lost again.

……

……

When I came back to my senses, I was standing on the platform with Ms. Hidaka, waiting for the train to arrive. This should be a very ordinary scene, but I had a subtle sense of unreality.

This subtle feeling comes from my right hand. I exactly hold Miss Hidaka's left hand in the palm of my hand. It is soft and small, and I won't get tired of it no matter how I play it.

I want to take a look at her expression, and see the appearance of a girl in love, but what falls into my eyes is only the unchanging fog.

"Why... why are you looking at me like that?"

Miss Rigao said suddenly.

The voice was coy, with a hint of shame and displeasure. I tried to imagine her expression in my mind, but nothing came out, and I couldn't help feeling sorry for it.

Maybe one day, I will completely forget their faces, which is really a sad thing.

I shook my head, showing a slight smile.

"I want to see my girlfriend's cute face, but unfortunately I can't see anything."

Miss Hidaka fell silent, and I could feel her holding my hand a little tighter.

She didn't contradict the word "girlfriend", which was a bit of a surprise to me. I thought she would reject me, at least for a while.

But I calmed down and thought about it carefully. Ms. Rigao is indeed a girl with extraordinary actions. She chose to believe in me, a man she knew had a history of cheating, and thought that I would change my mind in the future. Be loyal to her.

I really can't find the words to describe my state of mind. While I am delighted, I am naturally moved.

Added to this is a tinge of exaltation in telling a lie so perfectly.

Surprisingly, no guilt whatsoever.

Instead, I feel as comfortable as wearing new underwear to welcome the new year's morning. I can't help but be immersed in this unparalleled beauty.

"Totsuka-kun, I think... you'd better go to the hospital again."

"I know."

"It doesn't matter if you don't resume work so early, what are you in a hurry for?"

"Because I don't want to be a squat at home."

"There is no one in the world who squats at home and pesters girls in cafes every day."

"Indeed."

I thought for a while and asked, "Miss Hidaka, can I ask you something?"

"what?"

"Is it really okay to associate with someone like me?"

"……Well."

She seemed a little hesitant, and I was a little worried if I said something unnecessary. If she backed down, I would be the biggest fool in the world.

"Totsuka-kun talked about that...and I'm not a hard-hearted girl. Besides, didn't I promise you back then that I would give you a chance."

"That's it."

"What do you mean by 'this way'? The reaction is too flat. Can you imagine how much pressure I have to agree with you?"

There was dissatisfaction in her voice.

"Yes, sorry..."

"What good is an apology?"

"Uh...then, thank you?"

"........."

The hand was thrown away by her.

When the tram arrived, Miss Hidaka walked straight into the carriage, and I quickly followed.

The carriage was relatively empty. After Miss Hidaka sat down, I sat down next to her. She didn't respond and let my arm stick to her shoulder.

The tram was swaying, and I enjoyed this rare peace.

We dropped off at the station near her house, as we did every day, and escorted her back to her apartment.

The difference is that at that time we always talked about various things, but after she accepted my confession, the road that had been traveled many times suddenly became uneasy.

Suddenly, Miss Rigao suddenly stopped in her tracks, and I turned around to look at her after being slightly taken aback.

"Totsuka-kun, why didn't you talk to me about anything along the way?"

"Forehead……"

"Is it possible that Totsuka-kun is really sorry?"

I don't know how to answer. I know exactly what kind of pressure she is under to agree to associate with me. It is difficult for me to ignore this lightly.

"Totsuka-kun, I am looking at you with a very serious and dissatisfied expression right now, please try to imagine this in your mind."

"Well……"

It was the first time for me to be said in this tone by a girl, and at the same time I felt a little bit of inexplicable feeling of novelty.

"What I want to say is that I didn't agree to you because Totsuka-kun showed his liking for me, his passionate pursuit, and that inexplicable illness.

I hope Totsuka-kun can understand this point. "

"Yes."

I replied subconsciously like a naughty high school student being scolded by a teacher.

"I don't like Totsuka-kun saying I'm sorry, and of course I don't like hearing your thank you. It's another matter if there is a reason for the incident, but without knowing it, whether it's sorry or thank you, it will give people a perfunctory feeling. I really hate."

"Yes, right...I see."

She really is a very demanding, meticulous girl.

"Then, I will ask Totsuka-kun here, and I hope Totsuka-kun will answer me seriously."

"Yes."

"Totsuka-kun thinks, why did I agree to associate with you?"

(End of this chapter)