After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 838 832. The roof is not a good place, especially the hospital roof.

After I hung up the phone, I was stunned for a long time. I couldn't tell what kind of mood I was in at this time, but if the emotions were generally divided into happiness and sadness, it must be the sad part.

I would have expected this ending early on, but I didn't expect the process of passing the ending.

Yousha's voice sounded unrepentant, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her. Obviously she is also Caiyin's friend, why can she be so resolute.

Rather than anger, I am more sad and pity for Cai Yin.

In addition, I actually have a little bit of relaxation, which is extremely despicable.

——Finally, I no longer have to pretend that I don’t know anything.

I thought for a long time about whether I should call Caiyin.

I'm still waiting.

Waiting for her to contact me.

This method is extremely hateful, because I don't want to reveal that I knew this early, and I want to be the one who is told by her.

So when you know that your friend is in pain, do nothing?
...In that case, what kind of friend am I?

I can't accept myself like that, I can't continue to stay beside her as a bystander, I want to be her strength.

But I am very clear that no matter how high-sounding my behavior is, deep in my heart, there is always a voice reminding me all the time.

Now I do this kind of thing, in the final analysis, for myself.

Because of my hesitation, because I sat idly by, and because I promised not to interfere in her love, I pushed the sad fact to a more cruel ending.

What I did was just to be selfish and to alleviate my guilt.

Whether it is selfishness or anything else, there is only one thing I should do at this time.

And when I couldn't get through to her phone no matter what, I couldn't hold back my worry, I put on my coat and was about to go to Caiyin's house to find out, when I opened the door suddenly.

She, Sakura Ayane.

Silently, like a piece of wood without emotion, it stood in front of my house.

She, who was originally full of vitality, slowly raised her drooping head. In those eyes, I saw something darker than despair.

……

……

"Let's drink some water first."

I put the brewed hot tea on the coffee table, leaned over and sat down beside her.

Caiyin hasn't looked at me since entering the door, she just sat on the floor blankly, her empty eyes don't know where to look.

"What happened? Caiyin."

I hate myself for asking this question knowingly.

But she still didn't give me an answer, I just stared at her like this, and hugged her in my arms wordlessly.

In normal times, she might struggle and resist, she always felt that I would attack her mountains.

But now the Caiyin in front of me is just like a piece of wood, without saying a word.

Even, today is her birthday.

As time passed, I could feel that her body was no longer stiff, and her body temperature, which had been blown cold by the cold wind, was quietly rising.

I can't help but feel uncomfortable.

And when I thought that it was the man I loved deeply who turned that Sakura Ayane into what she is now, I felt lost and sad.

This is not the future I want to see.

I put my hand on her back and pat her like a sleeping baby, trying to make her feel my presence, to tell her she wasn't alone.

Gradually, her body loosened a bit, and her shoulders began to tremble slightly.

Suddenly, I heard her slight and weak words.

"...Hey, Saori."

"I'm here."

"Can I borrow your shoulder for a little while?"

"...Ah, yes."

After about ten seconds, Caiyin choked up softly, and gradually turned into a heart-piercing beast.

I deeply realized that the stronger Sakura Ayane was completely heartbroken.

For some reason, even I felt the urge to burst into tears.

After a long time, her crying gradually weakened, and I didn't ask her what happened. I had already learned the whole story from Youshana, and asking her now would cause her even more pain.

After she gradually calmed down, I looked at the corners of her eyes that were red from crying, and felt a sense of sadness in my heart. Even so, I still squeezed out a kind smile.

If, if I let her know that I actually knew about the relationship between the two people early on, but kept it hidden from her for so long, it would undoubtedly be a kind of betrayal.

I can't accuse those two people like this. From Caiyin's standpoint, the three of us are hateful betrayers.

"Sorry, Saori... for making you worry, I'm fine now."

This is a lie, and without thinking, I can conclude that she is lying.

How could it be okay? She was just trying to be brave.

"Did something happen?"

She was silent again for a while.

"I don't know how to say it now, I'm in a mess, and all this makes me feel a little unreal.

So don't ask anything for now, okay? "

"...Well, I know, I won't ask anything."

"Ah."

"In contrast, if Caiyin wanted to talk to someone, she tried to tell me. Some things must be more comfortable to say than to keep in your heart.

Although I can't share your pain, at least I can be with you when you are sad. "

"...Thank you, Saori."

Caiyin stayed at my house that night.

I'm really worried about letting her go back like this. At least tonight, she needs someone to accompany her.

After dawn, Caiyin went to the recording studio early. She was almost sleepless last night, and her mental state was worrying.

But if it's in a crowded place like the set, there shouldn't be any serious problems for the time being. After I finished washing, I thought about how to appease Caiyin.

After thinking it over and over again, I decided to go to the hospital first and find someone to explain it to me.

I asked Yousha for the address. I thought it would take a lot of work, but she gave it to me easily.

For the girl Yousha, my feelings are naturally extremely complicated. I can say without hesitation that Qingshui Yousha has completely become a girl I don’t know. What she did is undoubtedly wrong. But I can't stop it.

This is not a kind of sadness.

After arriving at the hospital, I found the ward where Kazuto was, but there was no one in the ward. I reconfirmed that the nameplate outside the ward did indeed have Kazuto's name on it.

Just as I was extremely puzzled, I saw a tall and thin figure who looked like Kazuto at the end of the corridor. After a little hesitation, I followed him with small steps.

He seemed to be completely immersed in his own world, and he didn't notice me at all. He kept walking up, all the way to the roof of the hospital.

Faintly, I had a bad premonition.

When I climbed onto the roof with some breathlessness, the white sheets swaying in the wind kept flying, and through the gap, I could clearly see Kazuto standing on the edge of the roof.

There was a bandage on his forehead, his hair was messed up by the cold wind, and his supposedly handsome face looked bloodless.

In him, I saw a lifeless spirit that has no nostalgia for the world.

At this moment, my heart seemed to stop beating, and the great fear and sorrow swallowed me violently.

Can't……

and people.

(End of this chapter)