One or two branches of plum outside the bamboo

Chapter 456 Who is the conflict

The night was getting darker. On the top of the garden pavilion in Mei Heng's house, a person was sitting on her knees. She was wearing a water-pink dress, and the hem of the blue shirt was scattered around her. The sharp corners of the gazebo behind her accompany her.

The night wind in Sword Casting City was full of warmth, which made her feel tight, and she couldn't help but want to lose her temper.

Just when her anxious fingers were about to leak the hem of her clothes, a clear male voice suddenly sounded under the gazebo.

"Miss Meng? How did you get to the top?"

Meng Yushang headed out to look at Guan Shao, who was standing not far below the pavilion. The anger in her heart suddenly dissipated a lot, and it turned into a little annoyance and grievance, but with sharp words, she still blurted out.

"You are so idle! Do you care about everything?"

Guan Shao shook his head speechlessly, took a few steps back, jumped up, and sat not far from Meng Yushang.

Seeing this, Meng Yushang seemed to want to say something, with a displeased expression on her face, but before she could speak, Guan Shao interrupted her.

"This is not your intention, why say that!"

Meng Yushang pulled her face and looked around Guan Shao in disgust.

"You're wrong! That's what I meant!"

Guan Shao sighed and didn't want to tell her apart, but just followed her line of sight to the sky in the distance.

In fact, he is in a very similar situation to Meng Yushang here. It seems that he has to be restrained in everything he does, and he takes off his disguise. In fact, his inner soul is not as pure as Meng Yushang!
Seeing that Guan Shao was not talking, Meng Yushang's gaze stayed on his face for a while.

There were no distracting thoughts in her mind, and she simply used her eyes to outline the outline of the other party, and her noisy heart suddenly emptied, and the irritability that was difficult to suppress also disappeared with this state.

After a long time, Guan Shao spoke lightly.

"Actually, I envy you very much. Although the focus of your unhappiness is different from others, it seems to outsiders that you are always unhappy, but I understand that you are the most sensitive person!"

Meng Yushang was shocked by Guan Shao's voice, but she felt that she didn't hear what he just said. She only felt that the other party's voice was as quiet as water, bringing a cool breeze on such a hot night.

She felt that she began to like Guan Shao's voice a little bit!
"What did you say?"

Guan Shao recovered from her question, turned to look at her, did not repeat his feelings, but just asked her a little puzzled.

"You don't seem to like Miss Yan every day, but why do you care so much about being hated by her?"

Meng Yushang snorted coldly when she heard this, and wanted to say a few words directly to Guan Shao, but she couldn't say it when she got to her mouth.

Meng Yushang can unscrupulously express her malice like others, and she can look down on anyone around her, but she disdains lying!

At the moment when Yan Qingzhi said who she hated, Meng Yushang really panicked for a moment. She always thought she didn't care, but she was discovered!

In fact, Meng Yushang didn't like Yan Qingzhi back then, because she didn't like her toughness when she was down, she didn't like her unyielding across the class, and she didn't like her disobedience of showing her teeth and claws to herself even though she didn't have anything...

At that time, there was an offended feeling that she first stood in a privileged position and looked down at each other.

But as time passed, Meng Yushang was still uncomfortable when she saw Yan Qingzhi now, but in addition to being uncomfortable, she also felt a lot of envy in her heart. She envied the other party for so many years, and she could still be the same as before.

"You are so wide!"

Guan Shao was scolded again, and the expression on his face didn't change much. Before, this was something he didn't dare to think about, just like before, he would never find out, Meng Yushang Such a person looks silly and stupid, but has a heart of pure child that no one else can understand.

"I really envy you, living so freely!"

Meng Yushang liked Guan Shao's words when he said these words. She felt an emotion that she had never experienced before. For the first time in her life, she had an urge to please the other party.

After hesitating for a while, she tried to speak in a softer tone.

"I know you like her, but I don't think you need to!"

Guan Shao turned to look at Meng Yushang and asked amusingly.

"No need for anything? No need to invest in a relationship, or no need to live like this?"

Meng Yushang frowned, and she was a little irritable again, because she didn't know how to explain the meaning of this sentence to Guan Shao. After frowning and deforming the corners of her skirt, she moved and turned around. Talked to Guan Shao about a past story.

"My senior brother once had a girl he liked very much, and she was my senior sister!"

Guan Shao didn't follow Meng Yushang's thoughts for a while, but his good quality made him calm down at the first time, and patiently listened to the other party's words.

"My senior sister... It is said to be pretty, that's the kind... that is the kind that many men like. Many senior brothers in the sect like her, and there are also her admirers in other sects, but what is she really? I haven't done it, and those people caused her a lot of trouble just because they liked it!"

"The big brother did a lot of things for her back then, and the two of them admired each other."

"I didn't look down on her at the time. I lowered my eyebrows every day, and it was annoying to look at it! I don't know what the big brother likes about her!"

Speaking of this, Meng Yushang's emotions were still a little excited, but in an instant, it fell down again.

"Later she died... I heard that she met a group of gangsters when she went out. Anyway, when the body was brought back, she was hit with a dozen knives, and the blood was drained."

"Senior brother was crying so sad! It was the first time I knew at that time that I might not hate her as much as I imagined..."

Guan Shaoan listened quietly, and seemed to feel the helplessness in Meng Yushang's heart. She has a soul that is no different from others, but she lacks a door to open it correctly.

"Later, in less than a year, my senior brother got married. I got Feng Wan, the daughter of a sect elder more than 400 miles away from Huayue City. Feng Wan is actually pretty good!"

"But I'm just angry, I get angry when I see her!"

"The better they do, the angrier I get!"

Guan Shao looked at the faint tears in her eyes, and suddenly understood the meaning of her 'no need'.

"Since you have emphasized that Madam Meng is the daughter of the elders of other sects, you understand in your heart that your brother's actions are not all for himself. He also shoulders the responsibility of the future leader, and many of his actions are out of his own hands, so it is unfair for you to blame them for this."

When Meng Yushang heard this, her shoulders dropped instantly. She was not sad because of her incompetence, but only because Guan Shao didn't understand her meaning.

Seeing her like this, Guan Shao chuckled helplessly.

"People have a lot of constraints and choices in this life. You don't need such a contradictory life."

"Look, you look forward to the love between men and women, but you are afraid that the other party is not pure enough, you want to be free and easy, but you are afraid that you will be incapable of yourself, burden your parents and aunts, and you can't understand some things, but you can't change it... Up to now , not only want others to understand you, but also afraid that others will understand you..."

"Actually... you think that I am like your senior brother, and will be like him sooner or later, because of the various changes in my mind, but have you ever thought about it, your senior brother obviously has many ways to solve it, why should he condone you so far? !"

Meng Yushang looked at Guan Shao's turned face, the moonlight was hazy, and she saw her figure in those clear eyes.

That figure is lonely and helpless!

But she understood what Guan Shao meant, and stood up angrily.

"You people are always like this! You also say that I live in contradictions, and you are the most contradictory! Those who are sad and live are uncomfortable!"

"Like is like, disgust is disgust, if it's not pure! Then I'd rather die!"

Saying that, she stood up, jumped down from the pavilion, and ran to her yard angrily, scolding Guan Shao as she ran!

　Thanks to the book friend Lan Xiaoxiaolan for the monthly pass. Because this book is my first long novel, I have many questions, but I can still have your support when I write it here, which makes me really grateful!I don't know how to repay this gratitude, so I can only express my heartfelt thanks.

　　
　
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