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Chapter 112 Which is more painful
Hearing what he said, the suspicious look in Ulay's eyes finally dissipated, and he said, "Hey! When they tell you what to do, what's the matter, I can tell you... You just watched it for so long, did you understand?"

Only then did Shen Liuzhen remember what he had just seen, so he rolled his eyes, and couldn't help the curiosity in his heart, so he stepped up to Wu Lei's side to observe... When Wu Lei heard this, he smiled and said, "It's not you As you think, I'll call someone over, and I'll show you if you take it off naked." As she said that, she was about to call out at the top of her voice.

Shen Liuzhen was so frightened that his face turned green, and he didn't care about the distinction between superiority and inferiority. He rushed over quickly and covered Wu Lei's mouth.said anxiously:

"My grandson, please forgive me! Do not see or listen to indecent insults! This is against the rules!"

Wu Lei smiled clearly with his deep eyebrows. Looking at the panicked Shen Liuzhen, his laughter was choked in his stomach, his chest heaved, and he almost fell down laughing. He pulled Shen Liuzhen's hand off, clutched his stomach and fell on the ground aside, say:
"Look at the way you are scared. Is it for you to see, not really tell you to do something?...Hahahaha... Besides, you can't do anything now. Hahahaha..."

Shen Liuzhen's face turned from green to red, and he stood on the edge of the bed with his hands hanging down and stopped talking, and couldn't help but quickly rolled his eyes.

Ulay didn't resume his cross-legged sitting posture until he had laughed enough, wiped his tears, and said:
"It's okay... wait until one day, when you wake up in the morning and can raise the flag, tell me, I'll reward you with a woman, try it once, and you'll know what's going on."

Shen Liuzhen only felt that the picture of the two embracing each other in the painting was extremely indecent, and he couldn't realize how interesting this "secret drama" was, so he said:
"I don't want it, I'm not interested."

Ulay smiled and said, "You'll know it's interesting when you try it. You can't see this thing."

He is obviously still a child like himself, but what he said already has the taste of an adult talking to a child.

Shen Liuzhen pursed his lower lips, suddenly looked up at Shi Yu Wulei alertly, and asked tentatively:
"The first emperor's grandson...have you tried it?...how does it feel?"

When Ulay heard that, the smile on his face went out, as if he remembered something unhappy, his expression was a little dignified.

He cleared out all the people in the dormitory, and now there are only the two of them.

Shi Yu Wulei looked at Shen Liuzhen and hesitated for a while, and finally said: "...I'll tell you something, don't tell anyone outside, can you guarantee it?"

Shen Liuzhen's curious eyes stopped for a moment, and his thoughts turned back and forth: Since ancient times, if he can share a secret with a superior, that is a well-deserved close confidant, which will definitely become his capital in the future.

But in other words, a secret is a secret, and the reason why it can become a secret is naturally that people don't want others to know.

In case one day, people feel that you have leaked the secret, or directly regret letting you know.Then killing you is also a matter of one thought.

This is a double-edged sword... Will he pick it up or not...

Shen Liuzhen was at war with heaven and man in his heart, and he was embarrassed for a long time without saying a word.Ulay frowned, and suddenly said angrily:

"You can't even guarantee this?!"

"No, no, no... no." Shen Liuzhen waved his hands quickly, and said, "The emperor's grandson, after all, walls have ears. If it's really important, don't talk about it. After all, if you say it once, there is a risk of leakage. Use it."

Shen Liuzhen's expression was very helpless.

Ulay breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that, looked in the direction outside the main hall, and said, "Actually, it's not a big deal, so I'll just tell you. I'm holding back these words, and I have nothing to say."

Shen Liuzhen heard the loneliness in Wu Lei's tone, and his heart was touched for a moment, and the secretive thoughts in his heart suddenly became quiet.

Ulay leaned his hands on his crossed legs, pinched his fingers unconsciously, looked up at the sky and said, "...they found me a woman and asked me to try to learn it. But I didn't work. Because I remembered something Something bad is coming."

Wu Lei paused for a while, Shen Liuzhen listened quietly without answering.

After a while, I heard Ulay go on to say:
"When my father was 12 years old, there was my son. I was tested when he became an adult for the first time. My mother and concubine are said to be a court lady who is six years older than him...

Our Xianbei imperial court has learned a rule of the Han people, setting up sons to kill their mothers. Ulay narrowed his eyes, and continued:
"At that time, the Xianbei people were in the midst of years of melee, which was very dangerous. The ancestors of the emperors did not reign long, and most of them succeeded to the throne when they were young. Therefore, in order to prevent the mother clan from decentralizing power, I learned this lesson. rule.

When my grandfather was also 15 years old, as soon as he was established as the crown prince, his mother and concubine were executed.People are put to death, and they are rewarded with mourning...

My grandfather felt that it was too cruel to watch as a young man the mother who raised him was executed.

So the order was changed, and all male heirs born in the harem, regardless of whether they established a heir or not, would be executed when the child did not remember anything. "

When Shen Liuzhen heard this, his heart shook, he bit his cheek and moved his ears.

He also heard Ulay say: "There may be some reason for this order. Anyway, I have never seen what my mother looks like, and I don't have any feelings. She was executed, and I can't be very sad. But... there is Sometimes I would still be curious, what does it feel like to have a mother?... I thought it would definitely be better than now. Because I have seen how my younger sisters get along with their own mothers...It is still different from a nanny... Really different."

Wu Lei's tone was very sighing, and it also aroused Shen Liuzhen's sadness.

He also lost his mother since he was a child. On this point, he couldn't empathize with Ulay any more.

So I thought about it and said:
"Caomin understands the feelings of the emperor's grandson. My mother died in childbirth when I was born... This kind of remorse that caused the death of my own mother because of her own birth, people who have not experienced it personally will not understand.

My dad is not at home all the time.I was always brought up by the nanny, but the nanny also broke up because of the war, so the people around me were replaced one by one... I was always bullied by the servants because I was young and there was no adult in the family.At this time, I can't help but think, if my own mother is still there, what kind of situation it will be..."

Shen Liuzhen stopped talking, and seemed to be caught in all kinds of beautiful imaginations.

In the dormitory, two teenagers, one sitting and the other standing, were immersed in their own thoughts and did not speak for a long time.

There seemed to be a sense of sadness and regret spreading.

Ulay didn't allow himself to stay in such emotions for too long, so he sighed first and said:

"I really don't know, is it more painful to remember my mother but see her die, or is it more painful to never see my mother..."

Shen Liuzhen thought for a while, and said, "Cao Min doesn't know either...but since this is the case, let's treat it as a more painful one."

(End of this chapter)