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Chapter 159 Don't plan for your future?

Xie Yuan looked at him, seeing how cute he looked, he wanted to laugh unconsciously, but who is she?

In the past few years in the military camp, because of her young age, she wanted to show the majesty of a superior, and she was afraid of being seen as a girl, so she usually didn't want to laugh.

So she developed a stern facial paralysis face, no matter how funny she was, she could still look stern.

Xie Yuan withdrew his cold eyes, stood up from the ground, patted the dust on his clothes and said:
"I don't believe it...I'm going to pay my respects to my parents." After saying that, he left gracefully.

Shen Liuzhen stood up in a panic, and hurriedly chased after him, saying eagerly while chasing:

"Ayuan...Ayuan!...I'm telling the truth! I never lie to you..."

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After the two invited Ann together, Shen Liuzhen was dragged away by Father Xie to have a good chat.

Mrs. Xie held Xie Yuan's hand and spoke.

"When are you leaving?" Mrs. Xie asked, looking at her daughter's face.

"Mother, tomorrow morning." Xie Yuan saw heartache and reluctance in Mrs. Xie's eyes, so he quickly added, "...I will leave when you wake up."

Madam Xie's complexion didn't change much, her lips trembled slightly because of sadness, and finally she lowered her head holding back her tears, tightly clutching her hand, and said in a low voice:

"A Yuan, mother is not trying to stop you from doing anything, but parents always hope that their children will live better. I don't say some things, but I always feel uneasy and can't sleep..."

Xie Yuan looked at Mrs. Xie's lowered head, a few silver strands that had grown out of her bun at some point, felt a pain in her heart, and said:
"Mother, I understand, you go ahead and I'll listen."

Mrs. Xie didn't look up, just grabbed her daughter's hand, rubbing the temperature on her hand, and said: "...What if you are found out to be a girl? My mother feels distressed when she thinks about it, being attacked by everyone's gossip, Ridiculous, when the time comes, how will you live under the strange eyes of everyone?"

Xie Yuan wanted to say that he was not afraid and didn't care, but his lips moved and he didn't speak in the end.

Mrs. Xie continued: "...Liu Zhen is a good boy. Maybe it's your childhood sweetheart. We have a deep friendship together, which is a blessing in misfortune. Anyone who changes people in this world will not think like him... Listen Your father said that he was unexpectedly supportive of your affairs..."

Mrs. Xie suddenly paused, as if thinking of something, and said: "...It's also possible that he is young and doesn't understand these things."

Mrs. Xie looked up at Xie Yuan, looked earnestly into her eyes, and said: "A Yuan... In two years, you will be 16 years old. No matter what the situation is then, you can go home and talk to me." Liu Zhen is married, and the two of them live in peace and stability. Mother is not stopping you, you have a long time ahead, before anyone else finds out, you will take the initiative to resign and go home and become a girl again..."

Xie Yuangang was about to speak.Madam Xie was afraid that she would get angry, so she quickly explained:
"You heard my mother tell you that what you want to do has already been done, and you have proved yourself, right? Since you have done it, you should have no regrets. People always have to live in reality, you Don't you plan for your future?"

Xie Yuan tried his best to suppress the unwillingness in his heart, but what he said was still like a knife:
"I didn't intend to be like a mother, trapped in the four walls of the backyard all my life, and in the end I felt guilty because I couldn't give birth to a son, and gave my husband Zhang Luo a concubine against my will."

Mrs. Xie trembled, her eyes hurt, she let go of Xie Yuan's hand suddenly, and looked into Xie Yuan's eyes in surprise, tears were about to come out of her eyes.

Xie Yuan immediately regretted it. She closed her eyes and said guiltily, "Mom... I'm sorry, I said something out of my mouth, so don't take it to heart."

Madam Xie burst into tears, and hurriedly lifted the handkerchief to wipe it off. After a while, she forced a smile and said:

"It's okay, it's okay... In fact, it's all my mother's fault. I'm not in good health, and your father and I are spoiling you. When you grow up, you don't realize that you are a girl... If you were young, we would strictly discipline you , telling you that a woman should be meek and humble, you wouldn't be like this... If you were a man, then what you think is right now, but it's a pity that you are a girl."

"I don't think it's a big difference to be a girl. I can do what other people can do. It's just that you don't let me do it. Mom... Have you ever thought that maybe you are wrong, because the convention is customary , was blindfolded, and took the unreasonable things as reasonable?"

Mrs. Xie became excited when she heard that, she looked at Xie Yuan and said, "A Yuan...well, even if your parents and we are all wrong, we admit that we were wrong, and we are the ones who shackled you. But you can make everyone Do you admit you were wrong?"

Xie Yuan pursed his lips stubbornly, turned his face away, and remained silent.

Madam Xie frowned, followed her eyes, and said:
"Do you know that when a woman becomes an adult, she will have menstruation, and then you will know how inconvenient it is to be a woman. You can't compare yourself with a man if you want to. How can you hide it?...Do you have to wait After all the eyes of the world, the ridicule, and the accusation of thousands of people, can you recognize the reality and come back?"

Xie Yuan finally felt bored and unbearable, even though she felt sorry for her mother, she still couldn't bear this kind of argument.So he stood up and said:
"I'll talk about these things later, mother, I haven't been back for a long time, I want to visit all the places I used to be familiar with, so I left first."

"Stop!" Mrs. Xie looked at her daughter's back and said urgently.She was helpless and anxious, but there was nothing she could do.

The little dumpling that I held in my arms in the past has grown to almost the same level as me now, and is an adult, and I can't control it anymore.

Xie Yuan stood where he was, then turned around again, with his lips pursed tightly, Danfeng's eyes were cold, and he looked at Mrs. Xie without saying a word.

Mrs. Xie seemed to give up, and said dejectedly: "Come here, let me measure your body, my mother will cooperate with the embroiderer at home, and make you two clothes for you to take away."

Xie Yuan's heart was suddenly sour and astringent, his mood was complicated and difficult to distinguish, and he said softly: "Don't bother mother, there is no time. I have clothes to wear."

"You have some, can it be the same as what mother made? Besides, what good is the material of the clothes issued in the military camp? Mother will make you two inner clothes with the best material to wear inside. If you can suffer less, you will have less Eat some hardship." Madam Xie walked to the side, picked up the dustpan that had been prepared earlier and came over.

Xie Yuan had no choice but to walk back and obediently stretched out his arms.

Mrs. Xie wrapped a tape ruler around Xie Yuan's waist, touched the hard wooden armor she was wearing under her clothes, and asked:
"What are you doing wearing this shit at home?...Take it off."

(End of this chapter)