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Chapter 635 I Didn't Mean That

Xie Yuan was stunned. This was the first time she felt that her mother was proud of her in her mother's words. Although she didn't say it directly, it still made Xie Yuan almost cry.

From childhood to adulthood, what mother faced her most was regret and helplessness, didn't she?

She said that it would be great if she was a son, if she could be more peaceful, if she could stay at home well and be a noble daughter of an ordinary family...

Xie Yuan's eyes were red, and he lowered his head like a disguise, pursed his lips and lowered his eyes to look at the new dishes on the table, calming down the grievance and emotion in his heart.

She didn't want to cry in front of her family because of such a trivial matter, but she couldn't help it in her heart. The tears finally fell down with a "click" and landed on the back of her hand. She quickly raised her hand to wipe it away.

Shen Liuzhen noticed her strangeness, his eyes flickered, and he turned to Xie Mu and said:

"Teacher's wife, what am I, I'm just a little clever, and it's easier to memorize. There are many people like me in the world. ... The teacher is a hundred times stronger than me, and I just got to this position because of luck. The teacher is not willing to be an official, if he is willing, he will definitely be famous forever."

Father Xie laughed happily when he heard about it, and Mother Xie couldn't help laughing, pointing to a plate of dishes on the table and saying:
"Move this to Liu Zhen, he likes to eat."

Upon hearing this, Auntie quickly went around in a big circle, took the plate from the servant girl graciously, and put it in front of Shen Liuzhen.

I heard Mother Xie say:
"It's your sweet mouth. Look at how successful your teacher is in coaxing you."

Father Xie said from the side: "Liu Zhen is right. I don't want to be an official. Don't you know that?"

"Yes yes yes..." Mother Xie replied with a smile.

Taking advantage of the harmonious atmosphere, Shen Liuzhen went on to say:

"Ah Yuan is really not easy. When has there ever been a female general in this world? Women are naturally weak and have no predecessors to set an example. A Yuan relied on his own strength to achieve the position of general all the way. Teacher, teacher's wife, you should praise her more."

When Father Xie and Mother Xie heard about it, they turned their gazes to Xie Yuan together.Xie Yuanquan could only conceal his bewilderment by relying on the cold face honed in the military camp for many years.

She hopes to be affirmed and valued by her parents, and she hopes that they will admit that she is no worse than a real son.

But after going through so much, she already understood that the so-called secular concept is so easy to change?She had accepted the fact and didn't hold out much hope.

Sure enough, Father Xie sighed and said:

"Ah Yuan, of course she's a good person, but it's a pity that she made a mistake. After all, her words are terrifying. After her identity was exposed, many aristocratic families in the vicinity came to ask whether it was true or not, and then politely accused your father and me. a meal.

The general meaning is nothing more than your father and I, eager for quick success and quick profit, don't even want face for the benefit, but have the heart to send your daughter to the military camp to ruin the reputation, and even corrupt the ethics, and drag down the status of other aristocratic families..."

Father Xie paused, seemed very distressed, and said:
"What can I say? I just say that I didn't know. The child ran away by himself. I lost my discipline... Fortunately, there is Liu Zhen. Otherwise, with this reputation, you really won't be able to get married and die alone. It's been a lifetime. Hey... After suffering this time, suffering and suffering, the grievances should be calmed down now, so let's live a good life with Liuzhen in the future."

Mother Xie also shed tears when she heard that, looked at Xie Yuan and said:
"At home, we have been subjected to so many gossips. We don't dare to think about what you will be pointed at in the capital. Your father and I are very worried, thinking that you are so strong. If you can't take it anymore, find someone What should I do if I have short-sightedness? I wanted to write to your master to ask, but your master was also in a difficult situation at the time. We were in the state of Wei, and we were afraid of causing trouble to him, so we didn’t dare to write anymore, so we stayed at home in fear.

Fortunately, during that period of time, your news was an anecdote, and news came from time to time, so we knew about your recent situation, and we were relieved when we knew that you were fine. "

Listening to what they said, Xie Yuan's expectant eyes gradually dimmed, because she had expected it a long time ago, and she was not too sad. She comforted them and said:
"Father, mother... Actually, it's not what you think. There are indeed many people in the capital pointing fingers at me, but they only dare to gossip behind my back and make trouble. Few people dare to say to me directly." What, you guys are so easy to talk... If someone comes to me again in the future, just let them come to me to reason."

Xie's father and Xie's mother were stunned... After all, they had no real contact with Xie Yuan's living environment outside, and many scenes were based on their own guesses.

Hearing that Xie Yuan was so confident at this time, and he didn't seem to be troubled or hurt at all, was beyond their imagination.

Suddenly it felt...as if Xie Yuan was really a son who stood upright and could make them rest assured.

Xie's father and Xie's mother looked at each other, and they both saw surprise in each other's eyes. Then Xie's mother thought of something, and asked Xie Yuan stammeringly:
"A Yuan...you, what are your plans in the future? Don't you leave in the future? Didn't you agree that you will marry Liu Zhen after the filial piety period is over?"

Shen Liuzhen also set his eyes on Xie Yuan, looking at her intently, wondering what she was thinking.

This time Xie Yuan didn't answer right away, she lowered her eyes and thought about it seriously, and said:

"Marriage is marriage. I'm still young, and I don't want to stay in the back house. I've worked so hard for so many years, and I don't think there's room for my martial arts. As for what to do, I haven't thought about it. Anyway, it's not what you think..."

Xie Mu took a look at her husband, finally got a little anxious, and said:
"A Yuan, do you mean that your mother and I have been idle in the back house? Do the women in the back house have nothing to do? If I am idle, how can the population of this big family have rules? You don't even have meals. It's not safe to eat!"

"Mother, I didn't mean that." Xie Yuan quickly said with a wooden face.

"Aren't you?... I used to think that you were confused and couldn't tell whether you were a man or a woman. Now I understand that you have been a man for a few days, and you have been an official in the court for a few days. Just look down on us girls from the backyard. But you are obviously a girl yourself, no matter how much you pretend to be a man, you are still a girl! A Yuan! You have been hiding the truth from the world, and no one can keep it from now Are you trying to hide it from yourself? What's the use of that?...Is it so difficult for you to be a girl in peace?"

Xie Yuan looked at his own mother with red eyes, and said again firmly and solemnly:
"Mother...that's not what I meant. I have never looked down on you or girls from backyards. What I hate is why people in the world, including you, think that the only way for girls is to be in backyards!"

　My shoulders and neck are very tired, and I can't support the head on my neck. I'm sorry family members. Today's chapter, Chapter 2 can only be seen tomorrow...

　　
　
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