girl riding a horse

Chapter 659
Shen Liuzhen hesitated for a moment, looked at Xie Yuan with some fear, and said in a low voice for a while:
"I didn't think that much at the time, I just didn't want to see you unhappy. If I knew, I would encourage you to run away from home..."

Xie Yuan turned his face and asked, "What's the matter? If you knew I would run away from home, wouldn't you say so?"

Shen Liuzhen moved his lips, looked at Xie Yuan's face and his pupils flickered, looked away for a while, and said softly and helplessly:
"I still have to say it... just to persuade you not to do such a dangerous thing. In this world, bones that die unjustly on the side of the road can pave the way. You don't know, when I learned that you were missing, I was so scared, I thought I'd never see you again."

Xie Yuan saw that Shen Liuzhen's eyes were lowered, and the sadness and fear left over from him so obviously emanated from his body, he couldn't help feeling warm in his heart.

Xie Yuan looked at his good-looking and quiet side face, and at the same time rejoiced for his luck, for being able to get Shen Liuzhen's unconditional support and admiration, but at the same time was puzzled about his own luck.

She tilted her head slightly and asked:

"Liu Zhen, why are you different from other people? You also read sage books, and you like books very much. According to sage books, women should never be like me. But I never heard you say I'm not good enough.

Even my biological parents who love me always say that I can't do anything... Don't you believe what the book says? "

Shen Liuzhen turned his face away, poked his chin lightly with a fan bone, and said:

"I believe what the book says, but in my heart, A Yuan, you are an exception. As for why you are like this..."

Shen Liuzhen showed a pensive look, and the shadow of his drooping eyelashes under the light was extremely clear. As he moved, they kept changing the length of his face, like delicate and soft velvet, scratching Xie Yuan's heart .

Xie Yuan looked down, and because of the pointing of his fan bone, it fell on his plump and rosy lips...

It's so beautiful... Xie Yuan couldn't help thinking in his heart.

"Maybe it's because...in my heart, you are more important than anything else." Shen Liuzhen said.

When he said this, he didn't pretend to be affectionate, but said it casually, as if it was a matter of course to eat and drink.

But it was precisely because of this casualness that it hit Xie Yuan's heart.Let her footsteps stop, and the whole person is in a trance.

"What's wrong?" Shen Liuzhen asked when she saw her frozen there.

"It's okay, it's getting late, let's rest." Xie Yuan said calmly, turned around and opened the door to enter the room.

Only then did Shen Liuzhen realize that before he knew it, he had followed Xie Yuan to her door.

The moonlight is cold, and the lanterns on the corridor emit a warm light.He looked at the closed door, stared blankly for a while, then walked back in frustration, and went into his room.

If there is anything that can comfort him, it is that the two of them live in the same courtyard now, which is much happier than the situation where the two countries are separated from the north and the south, and they may not see each other for a year.

But Xie Yuan looked at Shen Liuzhen's leaving figure outside the window, and suddenly felt a great sense of guilt and guilt in his heart.

She never dared to say that Shen Liuzhen came first in her heart, even at this moment, she dared not say so.

She thinks too much, and only when she is weak and lonely, will she think of Shen Liuzhen's goodness, and feel that he is precious.Normally, it seems... She didn't pay much attention to him.

Xie Yuan felt a pain in his heart when he thought of this.It turned out that she and Shen Liuzhen did not pay equally.

It seems that I have never done anything for Shen Liuzhen, how can I get his favor and feel at ease?
Xie Yuan frowned, and became more and more sad... Is he so hateful?Bullying someone who loves him wholeheartedly?

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In the middle of the night, Xie Yuan leaned on the head of the bed, staring at the moonlight outside the window in a daze, recalling every bit about Shen Liuzhen in his mind, unable to fall asleep.

When she thought of Shen Liuzhen standing on the bow of the boat crying and complaining bitterly when he escaped from the capital of Song Dynasty, she finally understood why he was so sad at that time.

So involuntarily, Shen Liuzhen's expression at that time, his tears and hatred, those words he said at that time, and him standing on the bow of the boat, wearing a loose shirt with big sleeves, seemed to have lost his soul and moved further and further away. The figure replayed in her heart over and over again.

He was really sad and resentful at the time, but a few months later, he still sent her a portrait of himself, and the person in the painting smiled softly, as if nothing had happened.

Xie Yuan felt even more guilty... How could she not know Shen Liuzhen's temperament? It's never good to offend him.

Not to mention the one that made him sad like that, I guess apart from her, there has never been another...

But he is so tolerant towards her, really like what he said, he is an exception to him, an extreme exception...

Suddenly, Xie Yuan's thoughts were pulled back.Because the silhouette of a person appeared outside the window.

It's Shen Liuzhen...

Shen Liuzhen was born good-looking, not only his face, but also his slim and well-proportioned figure, coupled with his demeanor raised since he was a child, and his beautiful profile, so even a silhouette reflected on the window is like a carefully retouched It's as seductive as a past painting.

Xie Yuan watched Shen Liuzhen's silhouette moving in front of her door, approached for a while, turned around and walked away for a while, stood at the door again, staring blankly with his chin up.

But from the beginning to the end, his steps were light, as if he didn't really want to find her.

Xie Yuan just watched it for a while, seeing that he was still hesitating, he finally couldn't help asking:
"Liuzhen, what's wrong?"

As soon as the sound came out, the shadow outside the window was visibly startled, turned around to look into the door, and froze there.After a long while, he replied apologetically:

"A Yuan...you haven't slept yet?"

Xie Yuan lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked over and opened the door, and met Shen Liuzhen's eyes.

Shen Liuzhen seemed a little nervous. Under the bright moonlight, his eyes were like spring water reflecting the moonlight, shaking with silver light. He looked at Xie Yuan but didn't speak.

Xie Yuan stepped out of the threshold and took another step closer to him, as if wanting to see his expression clearly, then asked again softly:
"what happened?"

Shen Liuzhen looked at Xie Yuan, and said in a low and hoarse voice:

"I remembered something, and I was so angry that I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night..."

Xie Yuan's Danfeng eyes twitched, his heart sank, and he thought: Could it be that he also thought of that incident, and still remembered that she shot an arrow at him, so he was so angry that he couldn't sleep?
"What... what is it?" Xie Yuan asked guiltily.

Under the moonlight, Shen Liuzhen turned his back to the light, as if with great resentment, said:
"Today you touched Lingxiu's head and Ke Sande's shoulder, but you didn't touch me. I went to sit with you, but you drove me away. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I couldn't sleep. A Yuan, you have to replenish me, touch me and pat me on the shoulder, and I will go back to sleep."

(End of this chapter)