After the hero goes crazy

The matter ended, everything was settled, and there was no room for Meng Songyun to resist.

His struggles and entanglements did not cause waves in the face of the progress of the matter.

As Ming Yangzi said, a person's character determines his destiny, and even gods cannot change it. Ming Yangzi was born generous and kind, so how can he go against his nature by intervening without authorization?

Meng Songyun's mind suddenly came up with a sentence that Liu Bingzhou had heard when the god descended on Yao Ruoyun that day: Even if the weather and location are favorable, if there is a lack of harmony, everything will eventually be like fishing for the moon in water.

At such a moment, for some reason, he turned his head to look at Yao Shouning again: Shouning.

His eyes were puzzled, like an ignorant child.

Ming Yangzi raised him very well and took good care of him. He raised a child who was born in a poor mountain village and was once called "a disaster star, an unknown person" with arrogance and rebelliousness all over his body.

But maybe his life after the catastrophe was too smooth. He had the high spirits of a teenager, and the smoothness of his youth.

At this moment, he was at a loss and couldn't think of an answer, so he subconsciously turned to a 16-year-old girl for help.

"Shouning, is this the power of harmony?" He opened his heart and asked Yao Shouning:

"You still said that history cannot be changed, and it is difficult for manpower to compete with heaven?"

Even though Yao Shouning knew that Meng Songyun was cruel by nature and had a sharp mouth, seeing him confused at this moment, he still sighed softly.

'well! She stretched out her hand and knocked on her forehead: I really can't bear the lesson, I can't learn Meng Songyun's cruelty.

After she knocked, she walked over to Meng Songyun and pulled his sleeve.

This time he stood without moving, but looked at her blankly, she paused, communicated with him with her 'heart', and said to him:

"Fifth brother, man can conquer nature."

She answered gently.

"But..." His heart wanted to refute, but Yao Shouning continued with his heart:
"It's just that your heart is not firm enough, and your master loves you far more than anything else, so he can overcome God's will and you who want to change history."

He loves you and loves you. This kind of firmness surpasses everything and overwhelms Meng Songyun's weak struggle, so everything is settled and cannot be changed.

History will still follow its original principles, even if he tries to intervene, even if he wants to correct this 'wrong' start.

"But, but this is 'wrong'..." Meng Songyun said in a daze.

The girl's gentle and sweet response:
"But Grandpa Meng didn't realize it was a 'mistake'. He thought that meeting you was fate, a gift from heaven, and a reward from gods—"

Meng Songyun was taken aback.

Yao Shouning's words inspired him from another aspect. For 700 years, he fell into despair and pain, surrounded by evil spirits, unable to escape, day after day.

It may be because the love he got at the beginning was too deep, so once he lost it, he was in so much pain that he was so crazy that he made a big mistake, and finally he couldn't face it, and cut his heart out.

For these years, he has been trapped outside the world, wandering between yin and yang, neither human nor ghost, all alone.

On the surface, he refused to think that he was wrong, but in fact, his behavior was torturing himself.

He kept yelling that he was cultivating the ruthless way, and he had cut off the mortal relationship long ago, and he wanted to become an immortal with all his heart, but his obsession to become an immortal still originated from Ming Yangzi.

"Shou Ning-"

He suddenly shouted in a low voice, and then said:

"I was wrong."

He shouted the first half of this sentence in his heart, and opened his mouth to say the second half, everyone was startled.

When he was talking, he turned his head to look at Ming Yangzi, and the old man Meng who was holding the child looked confused.

The "immortal" in front of him suddenly admitted his mistake, and looked at him and said, giving the old man a feeling: the "immortal" in front of him seemed to be confessing his mistake to him.

After Meng Songyun said this, his chest tightened suddenly, and he felt a little uneasy.

"..." Old man Meng couldn't figure it out, but after Meng Songyun finished speaking, he was still staring at him blankly, as if waiting for his response.

What's wrong?Is it because I said something wrong earlier and was afraid of making myself angry?
The old man Meng began to retort excitedly. At this moment, when he saw others apologizing, he immediately panicked. He looked at Yao Shouning uneasily, but he saw Yao Shouning nod to him with a smile, and the look in his eyes seemed to encourage him to say something.

"You... What's wrong with you?" As soon as he finished speaking, Yao Shouning shook his head.

The two had never known each other before, but now that they were looking at each other, old man Meng seemed to be able to feel the feeling conveyed by Yao Shouning's action strangely.

She was implying to him that the 'immortal' in front of her was indeed apologizing to him.

The old man hesitated for a moment, then said seriously:

"It's okay, you can correct your mistakes if you know your mistakes, there's nothing good about it—" He is kind by nature, never enmity with others, he is magnanimous when things happen, and always thinks more about others.

"You are an 'immortal'. You know the past and the future, the past and the present. It is a good intention to remind the old man. On the contrary, the old man is stubborn and impulsive. Don't be angry with me."

He scratched his head, afraid of offending Meng Songyun.

But old man Meng didn't know that his words meant a lot to Meng Songyun.

700 years ago, he was impulsive and made a big mistake.

Ming Yangzi died suddenly, and the master and apprentice failed to see each other for the last time. When he rushed back to the Taoist temple, all he saw were the clothes of his master and the paper figurines left by his brothers, who were going to make a tomb for him. .

After he slaughtered all the Taoist temples, he never had a chance to admit his mistakes to his master.

This matter has become a knot in his heart, making it difficult for him to get rid of it.

When he found the whereabouts of his heart and failed to get it back, he realized that he still had his wish unfulfilled, but he 'deceived' himself.

He always thought that his regret was Ming Yangzi's early death, and he felt that the reason for his big mistake was that he failed to rush back to Huanggang Village and save Master before the accident happened.

In Meng Songyun's view, if time goes against the flow and history changes, and he saves his master, perhaps there will be no incident of massacre later, and all misunderstandings will be corrected.

So he found Yao Shouning and formed a relationship with her. Originally, he wanted to ask her to take him back to the day before Ming Yangzi died 700 years ago——

Meng Songyun fantasized about such an outcome countless times, but was finally rejected by Yao Shouning.

The girl insisted on her point of view and was not influenced by him. She did take him back to 700 years ago, but not to the time when Master had an accident, but to the starting point of fate.

He was apprehensive at first, then angry and apprehensive.

He witnessed the death of his parents, the appearance of the demon wolf, and the old man Meng rushing forward desperately holding a pole. Everything was exactly the same as in his memory.

He tried to snuff out the source, but in the end he couldn't stop it.

He had no choice but to watch Ming Yangzi die at the mouth of the demon wolf, so he helped him; he wanted to stop the old man Meng from taking in the young "Meng Songyun" and then tell the future, but Ming Yangzi scolded him.

"I was wrong, Meng—Master!"

Apologizing was not as difficult as he imagined. The master was much younger than he remembered, but his temperament was the same as before, gentle, honest, and tolerant. Past memories came to his mind one by one, and his empty chest felt a faint sense of satisfaction.

"No, it's fine."

Old man Meng always felt that something was weird.

Since he entered the Taoist sect and served his master's funeral, the nearby villagers respectfully called him 'Master Meng', which is often heard.

But at this moment, the "Five Brother Meng" in front of me sounds different from when others call him. It seems that the "immortal" looks at him more specially, as if he is like a child who has left home or a wounded animal. Poor...

But this is a 'fairy'?Is something wrong?
Meng Songyun smiled, his heart was missing and his chest was still empty, but he somehow felt more at ease.

"Let me ask you again, you already know what will happen in the future, this child may bring disaster to you and Qingyun Temple, do you still want to save him?" He asked seriously.

In fact, when he said this, Meng Songyun already had the answer in his heart.

When old man Meng saw him asking, he looked serious:
"Rescue!"

"Even knowing the consequences?" the young Taoist asked again.

"Even if you know the consequences!" Old man Meng didn't hesitate.

"Don't you regret it?" Meng Songyun blinked.

"not regret!"

Old man Meng said firmly.

"Okay, I saved him!"

At this time, Meng Songyun seemed to have let go of a heavy weight in his heart. As soon as he finished speaking, Yao Shouning suddenly felt his body relax.

The karma between her and him was released because his wish was fulfilled.

The firm attitude of the old man Meng made Meng Songyun feel wrapped in love. He got "Master's Forgiveness" and knew that his life was not a mistake. He was also expected and supported by others. For him, It is already a great happiness.

He took a step forward and looked at the young Meng Songyun.

The child was dying and was unconscious at this time.

The wound on the back looked more and more terrifying, and the black evil spirit tightly bound every part of his heart, greedily sucking the child's vitality, and harvesting his life.

Meng Songyun made seals with both hands and said in his mouth:

"Heaven and earth are boundless, and the universe is governed by the law. Against yin and yang, and karma—" When he was chanting the mantra, a pair of white and slender hands reached for the child's back, and those hands turned into light and shadow, and went straight into the child's chest.

Then a weak beating heart was pulled out by him, the surface of the heart was covered with criss-crossing black air, when he held it in his palm, countless black air turned into faces of resentful ghosts and rushed towards him.

He sneered, opened his mouth and swallowed these ghosts one by one.

Meng Songyun was harmless to humans and animals in front of the old man Meng, but his real body was probably the most terrifying devil in the world. His poor life experience and rough fate only temporarily covered up his ruthless indifference.

His real body is a skeleton, and his ghost looks eerie.

He once massacred Qingyun Temple, and created numerous killings over the years, with serious consequences.

All evil spirits are nothing in front of him, he is the biggest evil in this world!
Yao Shouning was vigilant again.

Meng Songyun inhaled the evil energy into his abdomen one by one, and the heart that was glowing with purple black evil energy gradually became clean.

'Boom, boom, boom. '

The young heart was clean and pure, lost the influence of evil spirits, and slowly regained its vitality.

Meng Songyun looked at the heart and held it in his palm as if bewitched.

His chest has been empty for hundreds of years, and when he heard that heartbeat, greed was born in his mind.

What a good heart this isIt has not been stained with dirt, nor has it been stained with murder, how clean it is.

He could sense the desire of his own body. What a wonderful thing it would be if he could not send this heart back to the young 'Meng Songyun' but put it into his own chest cavity?
——This was originally his own, but he obtained it in advance...

Meng Songyun didn't notice, black air began to surge in his eyes, and a chill began to spread from his body.

At this time, the old man Meng was not aware of the change. Like all the survivors in Huangtuba Village, he was stunned by Meng Songyun's actions.

Everyone witnessed with his own eyes that he took the heart out of the young 'Meng Songyun' with his bare hands and sucked the evil energy from the heart. After the heart was taken out, the person not only did not die, but the heart seemed to be full of vitality.

This kind of action is no different from that of an immortal, and everyone admires it endlessly. They dare not look directly at the 'immortal'. Naturally, they did not notice Meng Songyun's hesitation at this moment.

Only Yao Shouning, who was alerted by Meng Songyun's behavior of absorbing evil spirits, realized that today's "National Teacher" is not just a person with a traumatized heart, and if she sympathizes with him just because of what happened to him, she may suffer a big loss .

Therefore, she was always on tenterhooks, and immediately discovered Meng Songyun's strangeness.

She knew Meng Songyun's true nature and his situation, and knew that his appearance was nothing but a disguise. At this time, his chest was empty, and he was holding his own heart in his childhood.

The demonic energy in the heart has been removed, and all the ghosts entangled in the evil energy have also disappeared.

Meng Songyun held onto the heart for a long time, and Yao Shouning yelled inwardly: Could it be that he saw the heart and felt malicious?
As soon as she thought of this, she took a closer look and saw that Meng Songyun's hair was flowing, and it seemed to be surrounded by a layer of hazy black air.

The black air squirmed, looking like it was about to lose control.

Yao Shouning had seen him show his ghostly appearance, if he showed up at this time, he might scare the villagers of Huangtuba Village to death, and even cause bad things.

Thinking of this, she immediately stepped forward decisively, stretched out her hands, and hugged Meng Songyun's palms holding her heart.

Sensing her approach and realizing that she wanted to pick up the heart, Meng Songyun vigilantly wanted to move away.

But at the next moment, Yao Shouning didn't touch 'his' heart, but embraced his hands, making his palms merge, and that wrapped his beating heart in his palm.

"Fifth brother, clean it up."

She endured the panic and apprehension in her heart, pretended to be calm, and raised her head to smile at Meng Songyun.

The girl's eyes were calm, with a faint innocence, as if she was a little curious about why he hadn't moved.

"..."

Meng Songyun's body froze, feeling a slight force in her palms, and wanted to hug his palms and lean towards the young child.

He resisted in his heart, rooting on the soles of his feet, allowing Yao Shouning to pull him, but he remained motionless, with no intention of returning his heart.

This movement of his is already very obvious. Most importantly, Yao Shouning noticed that the long sword pinned to his waist began to bleed again. The black energy in the blood light stirred, and from time to time there would be painful faces refracted from the sword. Appeared in the light and shadow, and let out a wailing sound.

"Fifth brother, he is still waiting for you."

This is not the time for her to be in a panic. If there is an accident, no one can save her. Under such circumstances, she is even more complacent, not to lose her footing and be influenced by Meng Songyun, which makes the trip fall short.

The girl's eyelashes blinked, her lips turned white, and she was obviously a little flustered, but she quickly adjusted her mood, summoned up her courage, and smiled at Meng Songyun.

When she said this, she didn't point out who the "he" who was waiting was, but she looked at old man Meng, and Meng Songyun naturally knew what she meant.

The two returned to 700 years ago, and he had the opportunity to talk to Ming Yangzi again, and had the opportunity to admit his mistakes to the master, and ended the regrets of 700 years.

Why bother to make a fuss at this time and do something to force the heart of the young Meng Songyun?

Meng Songyun was taken aback.

He looked at old man Meng. Old man Meng had great trust in him, but he also seemed to be extremely worried about the child in his arms. From time to time, he reached out to touch the child's face, anxious in his heart, but he didn't dare to rush him.

The strength in the young Taoist's arm gradually slackened, but the temptation of this heart to him was extraordinary.

If he wants to become a fairy, he needs this crucial link.

After Zhu Shizhen passed away that year, he entrusted his descendants to leave clues to him, showing that if he could settle the cause and effect, he could recover his heart completely and restore the consummation of his physical body.

But, but what if Zhu Shizhen lied to him?

He gouged out his heart, and after practicing the Ruthless Dao, he became emotionally paralyzed. He still remembers the time when he got along with Zhu Shizhen and others, and he also remembered that when the brothers were sworn brothers, they swore not to be born in the same year and the same month, but to die in the same year and the same month.

But later things changed and people changed, time changed, he had changed a long time ago, who knew if Zhu Shizhen had any conspiracy or not?
He is indifferent, suspicious, and no longer trusts people easily. There is a deep gap between him and human beings, and he only trusts himself in everything-this is the sequelae after practicing the Dao.

If Zhu Shizhen lied to him, even if he settled the karma with Yao Shouning, he would still not be able to get his heart back, or after getting his heart back, the heart would no longer belong to him, then his plan to become a god would be in vain.

The pursuit of 700 years is just a flower in the mirror, just a moon in the water. Can he accept such consequences?
The heart in front of him is his only chance, and no one here can stop him. If he puts it in his chest, his body will be complete immediately, and he will soon be able to try to ascend.

Thinking of this, Meng Songyun's slackened arms tightened again, and even his eyes showed vigilance.

"Fifth brother, Grandpa Meng's words are right. If you know your mistakes, you can correct them. There is nothing good about it."

Yao Shouning took several deep breaths.

Dealing with Meng Songyun, who is so unpredictable, capricious and unpredictable, is very tiring. It's like walking a tightrope on a cliff, and if you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss.

She clenched her icy hands into fists, pierced her palms with her nails, and forced herself to be calm, not to vibrate when she spoke.

"A person's life is not afraid of making mistakes, but afraid of making mistakes again and again, and there is no room for turning back."

"Is there any room for me to turn back?" Meng Songyun asked in his heart.

When she heard his response, she couldn't help biting her lower lip.

At this time, she was not afraid of Meng Songyun's words, but she was afraid that he would close his senses, ignore her, and go his own way.

"I..." Yao Shouning wanted to follow his words, but Meng Songyun was not an idiot. He had lived for many years and had deep thoughts. Whether what he said was true or false could not escape his eyes.

"I don't know, and I have no way to answer your question." She shook her head, choosing to trust her heart and treat others with sincerity:
"But I know that this heart is clean and young. It grew up in the young body of 'you'. It is a time of uneasiness after experiencing changes." She said in her heart:

"It hasn't experienced too much darkness yet, it's still very young, and it can't stand the twists and turns. In the future, it's waiting for your master to take care of it with love. In the future, 'it' will meet Zhu Shizhen and the others with high spirits."

"..."

Meng Songyun pursed his lips lightly.

Following Yao Shouning's words, the memories that had been sealed emerged one by one in his mind.

In the hard days of being dependent on Ming Yangzi, he was proud of his young self-cultivation and success, and after meeting his brothers, he was happy to his heart's content, killing evil spirits, eliminating harm for the people, drinking and eating monster meat...

Those happy days came to his mind one by one.

It's a pity that he lost his heart and emotion, and these memories seemed to fade away from their vivid colors, becoming heavy and dark, unable to stir up any waves in his heart.

"Shouning, I, I can't imagine such happiness." He told his feelings truthfully:

"I still have these memories. The memory tells me that these days are happy, but what is the feeling of happiness? I don't know—"

"Shouning, I want to find happiness and my feelings, so I..."

Speaking of this, he subconsciously put his hands holding the heart together, and the heart was closer to his chest, and there seemed to be a strong attraction between them.

The faded memories in his mind seemed to revive in color the moment his heart approached, and countless colorful brilliance filled the memories again. The sense of joy made him unable to love himself, and he let out a satisfied sigh.

"But it doesn't belong to you now."

Yao Shouning's gentle voice stopped his movement, and her soft little hands grabbed his palm.

He opened his eyes, and there was evil spirit in his eyes.

As he knew, Yao Shouning did not have the cultivation of force value. As a member of the Bianji clan, she had just accepted the inheritance. Although her strength was strong, her physical strength was unimaginably weak. In front of him, she was like a weak ant. He would die if he rolled over lightly.

But she also has advantages. She is smart and resolute, and knows the current affairs. If you look at her yourself, she will know how to measure.

But beyond Meng Songyun's expectation, Yao Shouning did not give up after being stared at by him. She looked at him with a very stubborn expression and told him:
"Fifth brother, you have your own experience."

"Whether it's good or bad, that's what belongs to you."

"This heart is too small. It hasn't experienced wind and rain. Even if it is clean and spotless, it doesn't belong to you. Zhu Shizhen said that your heart is stored in the royal family. You should complete the task and get it back."

When she said this, she looked up at Meng Songyun, and said softly:

"You threw it away with your own hands once, you can't hurt yourself like this a second time."

Only now did Meng Songyun realize the horror of words.

Yao Shouning doesn't know knives or swords, but she has a tough temperament and a firm will.

Sometimes she is lively, cute, quirky, and irritating when she speaks, and sometimes she is gentle and tolerant. She looks at the problem directly to the center, and can comfort him, persuade him, and make him shake unceasingly.

"I……"

"You give it a chance to grow, and one day in the future, it will still be yours, but not at this time." She shook her head, "The heart that belongs to you is still waiting for you in Emperor Shen Qi's chest."

Those good and bad memories really belong to him. No matter how good and pure the young Meng Songyun's heart is, it is not part of his body at this time.

His greedy will was shaken, and he was gradually persuaded by the power of her words.

Yao Shouning relaxed a little, and finally got to the point:
"Fifth brother, we are in the time 700 years ago. To the people and things here, we are just passers-by."

He cannot reverse history.

If the heart of the young Meng Songyun is taken, the young Meng Songyun will die.

Once the young Meng Songyun is gone, where will the adult Taoist leader come from?And Chen Taiwei, the national teacher who later stirred up Daqing's foundation?

Without Chen Taiwei, there would be no karma between Yao Shouning and him, let alone the two of them returning to 700 years ago.

"And if we haven't gone back to 700 years ago, how can you save your master and the former you and get this complete heart?"

She asked in a gentle voice, but Meng Songyun was speechless.

"One thought is true, and one thought is false, Fifth Brother, this is just a seductive illusion, it tempts you to make big mistakes and makes you make unwise choices."

Yao Shouning said:

"As you said, human beings may also have greed and selfishness in their nature, but it is precisely because we can restrain and overcome them and not be controlled by greed and desire that we are fundamentally different from the sky demons."

That's all she said.

Meng Songyun is not a fool, he should clearly know how to choose at this time.

Everything was as Yao Shouning expected, Meng Songyun's stiff arms gradually softened, he was still holding his heart, but he was not as stiff as before.

Yao Shouning tried his best to shake his palms lightly.

She was overjoyed in her heart, quickly held his palms tightly, and led him to the front of old man Meng.

The young Meng Songyun lay on the old man's lap, ignorant of the crisis he almost encountered.

Yao Shouning took Meng Songyun's palms, holding that pure heart, and slowly approached the child's chest.

"and many more."

The heart approached its owner, jumped out of Meng Songyun's palm, and before it fell into the child's chest, Meng Songyun suddenly yelled.

Under his command, his heart was floating in mid-air as if bound by invisible restraints. Yao Shouning's heart tightened before he returned to the original place, and his eyes darkened. Before he could speak, Meng Songyun said again:

"I have a predestined relationship with this child. I will help people to the end and send Buddha to the west. Since I have already made a move, I might as well give him another chance."

When he said this, he smiled, formed seals with both hands, and punched several talismans into the heart one after another.

The talisman light gathered with spiritual power, and the moment it touched the heart, it turned into a reddish halo, wrapping the heart inside.

After doing all this, Meng Songyun glanced at Yao Shouning who was frightened:
"You're right, but I'm used to the ugliness of human nature, so I have to guard against it."

"What did you do?" Yao Shouning turned pale with shock when he saw this scene.

Meng Songyun smiled, and returned to his usual calm look, saying:
"If you want to settle the cause and effect and complete the task, you naturally don't want history to change, but I also have to prevent things from changing."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Yao Shouning's flustered expression, and couldn't help laughing:

"Don't worry, I just cast a spell on my heart to make it strong, make it immortal, and bless its lifespan. Even if it falls into Zhu Shizhen's hands in the future, he will not be able to do anything bad to my heart..."

"I also added some of my experience of Taoism to it and turned it into a seed of Taoist power. Once I grow up and practice Taoism in the future, I will learn it without a teacher—"

When he said this, he was taken aback.

A strong heart makes it immortal outside the body, and blesses its lifespan...

All these situations sounded as if he was preparing for it later.

Yao Shouning couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief when she heard that, she didn't care if Meng Songyun's actions were judging the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, but these words he said coincided with the fact that he survived the death of his heart and lived an endless life. It's not like changing history.

"As for the Taoism seed you mentioned, isn't that what you already possessed? According to the historical biography, you are amazingly gifted, you are self-taught in Taoism, and you became a talent after practicing at a young age..."

As she was talking, she suddenly thought of something and was speechless. After a while, she suddenly screamed in a low voice:

"Oh it's you!"

While the two were talking, Meng Songyun let go of his hand, and his heart fell into his chest cavity, and the seams were tightly closed.