After the heroine's halo was taken away, I was reborn

Chapter 296 Extravagant Hope
"What's the matter with you?"

Gu Jinyao's tone was very flat, as if she really didn't know the person in front of her.

When she spoke, Bai Xian trembled even more.

Several times, she almost collapsed and cried loudly.

But in the end she held back.

"I, I came here to thank you for your help and pay back the money."

With trembling hands, she handed out the rolled change, which she had counted earlier.

Gu Jinyao glanced at it and accepted it.

"I will pass on the money and your words to the manager of our store," she said.

Bai Xian smiled, then took a quick look at her, and said, "Then, thank you again, me, I'm leaving."

What should be said has been said, and the money that should be repaid has been repaid.

She has no reason to stay here any longer.

"I, I'm leaving."

Bai Xian repeated again softly.

Seeing her extremely disappointed and dejected look, the little girl Yingbin was a little inexplicable.

What's wrong with this auntie, she looks like she wants to cry, as if she didn't come to thank you and pay back the money, but came to beg when she was desperate.

Isn't Bai Xian just begging now, begging Gu Jinyao to talk to her more, to get along with her more, and to look at her more.

Bai Xian went to the countryside at the age of 19 and gave birth to Gu Jinyao at the age of 21.

In fact, she is only in her early forties at this time, but she looks like she is almost 50 years old. The white hair around the two buns has come out, and the fine lines at the corners of the eyes are very deep.

Her life is not good, anyone can see.

"and many more."

Gu Jinyao called out to stop him.

Bai Xian's back was startled, and she immediately turned her head, looking at Gu Jinyao with a look of anticipation.

Gu Jin Yao said, "Why did you faint here last night?"

Gu Jinyao wanted to ask clearly, she wanted to know what was going on with this person.

From her clothes, Gu Jinyao knew that she committed suicide just recently.

Maybe tonight, maybe last night.

Her dreams and hallucinations are true reflections of another world.

In another world the man died, but not here.

Because of Gu Liuying and herself, as well as the traction of the plot in the book, many things have become different.

In another world, I and Lu Zhen divorced because he was admitted to university and wanted to pursue a better future, so he abandoned himself and divorced.

He and Ji Shaobei got married and had children because they knew each other and fell in love.

Judging from the illusion when she gave birth, she was still in Dayang Village, and Ji Shaobei rushed back from outside to see her. At that time, the man was still working in the machinery factory in the city, and she was still in the village, perhaps doing business. But they didn't go to Nancheng at all, not even Jiangcheng.

So in another world, her business started later than here, at least a year later.

No, it was more than a year at all, because here she has the help of fairy water, and all the business is advancing at a fast pace.

If the normal schedule is followed, it will be at least two years later, or more.

Perhaps the family history of the heroine in the book can be a clue. According to the progress of the book, the heroine is learning cooking with Guo Kun at this time, and it will be three years before she opens a hotel and goes to the south of the city.

According to the timeline in the book, Bai Xian was already dead when she came to Nancheng, and they would never run into each other, without any intersection.

But now, because of her early arrival, everything has changed.

Knowing that she will jump into the river, knowing that her daughter will kill and then commit suicide.

Gu Jinyao couldn't be so indifferent as if nothing happened.

She thought, even if she is a stranger, if she knows that someone is going to commit suicide, she will give some advice, instead of standing by and asking her why she still doesn't dance, so don't waste my time watching the excitement.

Gu Jinyao hated Bai Xian, hated her for abandoning her father and herself, hated her for missing her own growth.

Especially when someone said to her, your mother ran away, you have no mother, and a child without a mother is like a grass, her hatred will reach its peak.

But that's what happened when I was a kid.

When she grows up slowly, those voices will be less, because everyone has almost forgotten that there was such a person as Bai Xian, and they all accepted everything they have now, leaving the word Bai Xian behind.

Just like Gu Jinyao now, when this woman actually appeared in front of her eyes, she couldn't arouse any mood swings.

She didn't want to recognize her, didn't want to call her name, and didn't want to ask why you abandoned our father and daughter back then.

Because there is no emotion.

This feeling is as if she is a strange aunt, a stranger who has a difficult life.

It's just that she knows that this person is going to commit suicide, and she knows her next fate.

That's it.

Why did you faint here last night?
Bai Xian can't tell, it's too complicated, she can't tell her that she misses her, wants to come and see, and feel the place where you are.

She didn't come here to meet relatives.

She can't say that.

So Bai Xian smiled, and she said: "I accidentally lost my way, tired and thirsty, and I saw a light here, so I came here."

She was right, last night, she was just confused.

Gu Jinyao: "Then do you know the way home now?"

Bai Xian: "Got it. I know where this is, and I remember everything."

She really knows, and she won't do stupid things anymore.

Even if the two parties become strangers, it is also a kind of watch to come over occasionally.

Gu Jinyao: "Okay then, you can go back, and don't wander around outside in the future. The family will be worried."

Gu Jinyao mainly wanted to remind her, don't you still have a daughter, think about her, if you die, your daughter will also be desperate and kill someone.

Otherwise, she has no deeper meaning.

But Bai Xian doesn't think so, because she is eager to get attention, every word of Gu Jinyao will be magnified in her mind, and then she will keep wishing for things that she dare not think about.

"I, I see. I won't be wandering outside anymore." Bai Xian said.

Gu Jinyao nodded, turned and left.

Bai Xian watched her go away, and when she was out of sight, she smiled brightly at the little waiter who welcomed the guests, and left the village guest house.

The welcome girl was dumbfounded, she thought this aunt was so strange.

At the beginning, she began to be very cautious, and the boss said a few words, and she seemed to come alive, and she was still smiling like that...

Pretty.

Yes, her smile just now was very pretty.

It seems that this aunt was also very beautiful when she was young.

At the bus stop on the side of the road, Bai Xian didn't wait for a while, and the car came.

Because it is not the rush hour, there are seats in the car.

Bai Xian went to the corner of the last row, but there was no one here.

The sunlight outside the car window shone in, flickering, shining on her face, and shining into the cracked and moldy heart wall.

Bai Xian felt that he hadn't enjoyed such a good daylight for a long time. It turned out that the sun can make people so comfortable, instead of not burning, sweating, and burning the skin.

She covered her face and wanted to laugh, she was really, really happy in her heart.

But the tears couldn't stop, they flowed like a splash.

(End of this chapter)