The reborn general girl is the emperor

Chapter 231
"If it is said that coming to Xijiang with you is a temporary intention, then the five years of thoughts are absolutely planned for a long time."

The light and slow words and sentences, mixed in the wind piercing the ears, clearly fell on the ears and fell into the heart, which made Yan Qing stunned on the spot, his mind was blank, but his heart was clamoring hurriedly, sifting through each piece. past.

Those feelings that she ignored or avoided intentionally or unintentionally, all surged in at this moment, like a stormy wave crashing on the shore, shaking the whole atrium and throbbing endlessly.

Unknown emotions clogged her heart, making her at a loss.

Looking at Meng Shulan's burning eyes, Yan Qing subconsciously wanted to hide.

But in those clear eyes, her panic was clearly reflected, making her unable to hide.

Those scorching gazes pinned her down like a nail, making her unable to move her feet or move her eyes.

She seemed to have something to say, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only twist her sleeves helplessly and stare at him stupidly.

Meng Shulan, who hadn't received an answer for a long time, felt uneasy, her heart beating like a drum, and she stared closely at the panic-stricken eyes of the opposite person, her palms were full of sweat, and her fingertips were almost pinched into the flesh.

But the person on the opposite side was still unwilling to give him a good time. With those clear and deep eyes, he looked at him helplessly, as if asking himself, what should she do?
Just like the little girl I met back when I was lost, like the little girl who got into trouble and dared not go back to the barracks, like...

just now.

She always trusted herself, just like her elder brother.

He didn't know if she was just like a brother to him.

But at this moment, he wanted to use this trust shamelessly, to trap her in his heart and lock her by his side.

Just like what he had thought about countless times, he would do anything to keep her by his side, even if he broke her wings and locked her in a cage.

Even if she rejected him, he would always have a reason to rely on her that she couldn't refuse.

She can't get rid of herself after all.

He has nothing to fear, does he?

What's more, she hasn't rejected herself yet.

What's more, she trusted herself so much.

Does it mean that as long as she says it, she will believe it, and she also has herself in her heart?

Meng Shulan looked at Yan Qing gravely, her hands were loosened and tightened, sweaty and dry, only the roaring heartbeat could be heard, and only the panicked person opposite was in her eyes.

She walked away without turning around.

She is looking to herself for answers.

she……

Perhaps, there is a place for myself in my heart?
Meng Shulan's eyes darkened, her mind was buzzing, her throat kept rolling, her trembling fingertips slowly protruded, and gently, stiffly, she pinned her wind-swept temple hair behind her ears, breathing So slow down, tighten up.

The warm touch from the fingertips seemed to carry a scalding fire, falling into the heart, igniting the boiling blood, the whole body became hot, and the breathing became rapid and heavy.

A nameless impulse was clamoring in his heart, but his fingertips became more and more cautious, tracing her outline lightly, not daring to relax at all, for fear of shocking the already at a loss.

But once the desire is released, it is like an evil beast out of the cage. If it is not satisfied, it will become more ferocious, and it is difficult to suppress it back in the heart.

Those eyes were too hot, like fire, burning her heart hot.

The fingertips with a thin layer of calluses gently wiped the cheeks, causing a numb itching, wrapped in the heart, and mixed with the heat in the bottom of the heart, making people feel different feelings for no reason.

Can't tell, don't know.

The wet fingertips were slightly cool, but the scorching heat that could not be blown away by the night wind remained in the place where they touched.

His fingertips brushed against his red lips.

Those slender lips seem to have magical power, making people unable to take their eyes off them, making them hard to hold back, and they can't help but want to touch them.

Breathing and smelling each other, the scalding temperature penetrated through the skin, and even a slight distance away, it was also shockingly hot.

The close distance made Yan Qing uneasy.

The gloomy eyes of the person on the other side were as deep as the night, making her deeply immersed in it, but panicked and nervous for no reason.

The upright body is stiff, the sweat in the palms of the hands is tightly clenched, the throat is rolling, and the rushing heart seems to stop beating at this moment, but its noise is all around the ears.

The tip of the nose touched lightly, it was slightly cool, but it became hot instantly.

The eyebrows and eyes of the person in front of him were all blurred at this moment, only the flames dancing in the eyes made people startled.

Almost instantly, Yan Qing's breathing stopped suddenly, and he finally came back to his senses, lowered his head hastily, and the tip of his nose brushed against his moist and hot lips.

Meng Shulan's heart stopped for a moment, her mind went blank, her whole body was stiff, the scalding blood cooled down suddenly, and she seemed to have no feeling in her hands and feet.

Staring at the top of her hair obsessively, the pupils of Meng Shulan's wide-open eyes shrank slightly, and the eyelashes trembled uncontrollably.

Strings of pain spread from the chest cavity to the limbs, fine and dense, like ants biting bones.

Slowly, Meng Shulan's fingertips trembled, and she slowly let go of her face, slowly straightened her stiff back, and slowly opened the distance from her, but her eyes were always glued to her body, expecting something that might or might not happen. possible.

But gradually, after the blood receded, the brain, after being blank, finally understood one thing.

She rejected herself.

Maybe he did too much.

He tried to lie to himself.

Maybe things are not as bad as I thought.

Maybe she was just intimidated by her own excesses.

perhaps……

Looking at Yan Qing who was standing stiffly with his head down, Meng Shulan finally lowered his eyes slowly.

Maybe, not at all.

Even though he thought about countless reasons for relying on her after being rejected.

He just used his usual tricks of cheating, and told her freely that he was just joking, and that his happiness was just like an elder brother's love for his little sister.

With her slowness, she will definitely believe it.

Might as well cut myself.

But no matter what, he could stay by her side after all.

As long as I am still her most trusted elder brother, as long as I stay by her side, as long as she never promises to others.

He still has a chance after all.

Or, use some means to force her to be tied to him.

It doesn't matter whether she is granted a marriage by imperial decree, or the order of her parents, or even binds her with human affection and morality...

In short, it's good to keep her by your side.

During countless tossing and turning sleepless nights, he had imagined this countless times.

But when he was really at this moment, he realized that he was far less free and easy than he thought.

She didn't speak, but she didn't have the courage to stay by her side anymore, let alone imprison her by her side?
He still lied to her.

Even if Yan Shuai didn't make an agreement with him for three chapters, he would never have dared to speak out.

He can be free and easy towards everyone, and can be dismissive of everyone, but it is difficult for him to be calm in front of her.

She is so dazzling and decent, which makes her small and mundane.

He was born to be the proud son of heaven, and he never underestimated himself because of anyone.

But when facing her, he always felt humbled.

(End of this chapter)