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Chapter 113 112. Qian Lian——Please give me your life!

Near 05:30 in the afternoon, the four people who were separated happened to meet in the queue for riding the Ferris wheel.

Kurose Izumi looked at Hirasawa Shintake and Tsuda Yoshi who were holding hands together, and smiled meaningfully.

In this regard, both of them lowered their heads and looked at each other, looking very embarrassed.

Kurose Izumi nodded in relief, and shut his mouth wisely, lest they let go of their hands because of embarrassment.

At this time, the staff of the Ferris wheel also shouted at the long queue: "Attention, the passengers in front of the queue, please get on the bus!"

"It's our time, let's go."

So, Kurose Izumi pulled Shiraishi Qianrei who was interlocking with him, walked into a carriage and sat down side by side.

When the other passengers are seated, the Ferris wheel starts slowly and rises towards the highest point.

It was almost dusk at this time, and the afterglow of the setting sun dyed the clouds into red clouds, and the distant Mount Fuji was also dyed red.

The fiery red clouds are churning, drifting aimlessly, not knowing where they are going or what the future will be.

"I really enjoyed playing today." Kurose Izumi said suddenly, looking at the scenery outside the window.

"Well, very happy." Chirei Shiraishi nodded, leaning on Kurose Izumi's shoulder, closing her eyes as if tired, "I saw a lot of interesting reactions from Izumi."

"This……"

Kuroseizumi smiled wryly, sighed lightly, and said helplessly, "Well, if this makes Qian Lian happy, I don't care."

"Hmph, do you think I'm troublesome? Have you found out that the real me is not as perfect as you imagined?"

This sentence, Shiraishi Qianrei said half-jokingly, half-sincerely.

Occasionally, she also wants to get along with Kurose Izumi with a real attitude.

But gradually, she didn't know what her real side was like.

Do not……

Actually know.

She doesn't have a side that can really get along with Kurose Izumi.

Whether it's the hated "Kuchiki Toko" or the beloved "Shiraishi Chire".

These two faces were carefully disguised and presented to Kurose Izumi.

As long as the truth is not known by Kurose Izumi, she will always be false.

But Shiraishi Qianlian is willing to do this, because her love for Kurose Izumi is undoubtedly a real thing!
"Qian Lian, no matter what kind of you you are, I like you."

Kurose Izumi looked away from the scene outside the window, and turned to look at the girl who was leaning on his shoulder, making him feel so tender and tender in his heart.

He stretched out his hand and caressed the girl's tender little face, and said softly, "Sometimes he is coquettish, sometimes he is troublesome, and occasionally he is jealous and quarrelsome because of small things...I think these are cute and I like them very much."

"yes……"

Shiraishi Qianrei opened her eyes, raised her head slightly to look up at Kurose Izumi, and suddenly felt an impulse in her heart.

But this impulse was suppressed in an instant, and then disappeared.

'What am I thinking, I still want to reveal everything...'

Kurose Izumi likes "Shiraishi Chirei", not "Kuchiki Toko". If he is exposed, it will only make him despair.

"Qianlian." Kurose Izumi looked at Shiraishi Qianrei with gentle eyes, and called softly.

Shiraishi Qianlian pursed her cherry lips, looked at him quietly, and waited for the next article.

But in her heart, she was a little uneasy, vaguely uneasy about Kurose Izumi's next words.

"Please give your life..."

As soon as Kurose Izumi opened his mouth, he gave a sudden pause, as if he was not mentally prepared yet.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, stabilized his trembling heart, and slowly opened his eyes again.

At this moment, Kurose Izumi's eyes were full of firmness and conviction, and he was full of confidence in what he was going to say next.

"In the past two days, I actually thought a lot about Qian Lian."

"About Qian Lian's family, there are also yours and mine, there are many, many."

"Before, I was always concerned about why Qian Lian separated from her parents and lived alone for another five years."

"But at that time, I knew that I was not worthy to know your family. Even after we dated, I didn't want to mention it. I was afraid that you would be unhappy because of it."

"But—I'm going to face this matter sooner or later, because I want to understand Qian Lian, whatever it is."

"I want to know how Qian Lian came here all this time, and I also want to know what she thinks of her parents."

"Do you hate them, or are you dissatisfied, have a grudge, or are you relieved..."

"In short—Qian Lian, please entrust your life to me, let me be responsible, and let me know everything about you!"

At the end of the conversation, Kurose Izumi lowered his head and made a pleading gesture.

The reason why he said these words was because he felt that Baishi Qianlian would be lonely if he didn't get along with his parents.

You can't go on alone - Shiraishi Chirei can't be alone with Kurose Izumi.

She also needs more interpersonal relationships and emotions to get out of a state of indifference and indifference to everything.

After these few weeks of getting along, Izumi Kurose understands that Chirei Shiraishi is not perfect, and she still has many flaws.

This defect cannot be made up by him alone, and more people are needed to make up for it.

That's why Kurose Izumi wanted to know everything about Shiraishi Chirei, and slowly filled his empty heart.

"spring……"

Chirei Shiraishi looked at Izumi Kurose, who lowered her head and begged, with complicated eyes.

Shiraishi Qianrei is very happy that he has this intention.

But Kurose Izumi still didn't understand her.

It was she who abandoned everything, not by others.

parental concern and appreciation;
the kindness of others;
Who's love...

Shiraishi Qianrei found these things boring and dismissed them.

"I know that I'm very arrogant when I say these words, and I'm also a sophomore. I'm just a high school student, but I have to be responsible for your life."

"But I still want to prove my heart and let Qian Lian know that I am serious about you!"

"Qian Lian, please give me this opportunity, let me intervene in your life!"

On the highest peak of the Ferris wheel, Kurose Izumi, who was not good at words and had been withdrawn since childhood, was desperately trying to get Shiraishi Chirei's approval.

But what he didn't know was that this kind of intention would only embarrass Shiraishi Qianlian even more.

Because without Kurose Izumi's knowledge, Shiraishi Chirei lied to him.

But Kurose Izumi treats her wholeheartedly and thinks of her, just to make her happy.

guilty?
Guilty.

Regret?
A little too.

But that didn't help.

Things have come to this point, Baishi Qianlian has no way to turn back, and can only follow her own paranoia.

Kurose Izumi's words made her embarrassed, and at the same time made her firm in her belief that she should not reveal it.

Otherwise, this beautiful relationship will be shattered.

……

"...Okay." Baishi Qianlian nodded slightly, her face was so gentle.

In Kurose Izumi's eyes, Shiraishi Chirei was very happy at this time.

Therefore, he also smiled.

"Chiren, I heard that if you kiss on the highest peak of the ferris wheel, you will get happiness."

"Um……"

Izumi Kurose bent down naturally, Chirei Shiraishi raised her head, and they kissed together like this.

A feeling of happiness and indescribable spread from the lips connected to each other, flowing in the heart, lingering slowly.

This scene looked so beautiful and dreamlike.

But inside, it is vain, ugly, and disgusting.

'Sorry, Izumi, for lying to you all this time...'

After the kiss, Shiraishi Qianrei half-opened her eyes, looking at Izumi Kurose with a smile on her face and longing for the future and happiness in her heart, her heart was unspeakably depressed.

After that, she will always be with him with this feeling of guilt and guilt, right?

　The last chapter, the next one is exposed~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)