The same table is actually my sick reader

Chapter 117 116. Quan, why are you crying?

"Good night."

"Good night."

After saying goodnight to each other, the preoccupied two returned to each other's rooms.

It's 47:[-] p.m., the usual bedtime.

What was different from usual was that the atmosphere between the two had changed, and the usual good night kiss was gone.

Lying on the bed, Kurose Izumi was tossing and turning thinking about what happened today, and it was still difficult to fall asleep.

The abnormal gestures and attitudes of Hirasawa Shintake and Shiraishi Chirei made him feel strange.

In the dark and quiet room, Kurose Izumi took the mobile phone by the bed and turned on the screen. The glaring light made him squint his eyes slightly.

"have you slept?"

He sent a message to Hirasawa Shintake, and then waited anxiously.

ding dong~
After a while, the phone vibrated, and Shintake Hirasawa replied: "No, what's the matter? You are looking for me so late."

"Actually, it's okay, I just feel that you are a little strange today, as if you want to say something to me?"

"Is it wrong? I have nothing to say. I called you over after school this afternoon. I actually wanted to discuss things about Tsuda and me."

"yes……"

Kurose Izumi looked at Hirasawa Shintake's reply suspiciously, feeling weird.

In the afternoon, did Hirasawa Shintake really want to discuss Tsuda Jia with him?

Also, why did Chirei Shiraishi send a text message to Shintake Hirasawa when she was in the toilet in the morning?
Finally, why did Hirasawa Shintake so urgently want to show him the novel he wrote, but when he wanted to read it, accidents always happened?

The sense of strangeness became stronger and stronger in Kurose Izumi's heart.

The seeds of suspicion also germinated at this moment and gradually grew.

At this moment, Kurose Izumi would not know that the Hirasawa Makoto behind the screen is not really Hirasawa Makoto!
At the same time, on the opposite side of the master bedroom where he lived, Shiraishi Qianrei had just turned off the computer.

"alright……"

"Then sleep."

"Good night."

That night, Shiraishi Qianlian was also sleepless and preoccupied.

She was afraid that everything would be revealed, Kurose Izumi fell into despair, and cut off contact with her.

"You know? I only hate you, you make me feel sick, just like the pure white flower in my book."

"When we first met, I thought you were just a bit extreme in your thinking, but you are actually not a bad person, and you are also very gentle."

"But——your subsequent behavior completely exposed your true face, which is really disgusting."

Once, what Izumi Kurose said to "Toko Kuchiki" resounded in Chirei Shiraishi's mind.

It is like a curse, it keeps repeating, torturing Shiraishi Qianrei's mind and making her feel scared.

"Quan, I'm sorry, but I have no turning back..."

At this moment, Shiraishi Qianrei has removed all disguises, she is just a girl who is afraid of losing the person she cherishes.

She begged Kurose Izumi's forgiveness in her heart, but she couldn't be relieved no matter what.

What he did in the past is all retribution at this moment!
Those who fool others will be fooled back!
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"Quan, I'm sorry, I lied to you."

"I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong, please forgive me, okay?"

"I beg you...please don't go, don't leave me, I will make it up to you, I am willing to give everything to you, make it up to you..."

"I love you, I love you, I love you deeply, from the bottom of my heart, hopelessly..."

In a pure white scene, Kurose Izumi was in a trance, and saw Shiraishi Qianrei who was in tears and kept apologizing to him.

He looked at Shiraishi Qianrei puzzled and confused, moved his lips, wanted to say something, but seemed to lose his voice.

"why?"

Kurose Izumi murmured, opened his eyes, and felt a moist feeling on his face.

He reached out and touched his cheek, but found that he was crying without knowing when.

"Why, would I have such a dream?"

"Qian Lian, why are you apologizing to me?"

"Why, your figure overlapped with her..."

Kurose Izumi muttered to himself, suddenly felt his nose sore, and tears fell drop by drop like beads with a broken thread.

He couldn't help but bury his head in the quilt.

Since yesterday, Kurose Izumi knew that he and Shiraishi Qianrei couldn't go back.

They can never return to the state of intimacy, there is a gap between each other.

Kurose Izumi couldn't help but care about what Shiraishi Qianrei kept from him.

It was like a thorn, piercing deeply into his heart, making him restless in the dormitory and always caring about it.

After crying for a long time, Kurose Izumi poked his head out of the quilt.

He took a deep breath, wiped his eyes, got up and walked out of the master bedroom, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Kurose Izumi raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror—the gloomy hairstyle had been cut off, replaced by a stern face.

The corners of his eyes are red, and there are some dark circles under his eyes, which makes people look in a bad state.

'What am I doing here?Let Qian Lian see it, it will make her worry...'

Kurose Izumi smiled wryly, turned and walked out of the bathroom, and ran into Shiraishi Chirei who had just woken up.

Her complexion didn't look very good either, it looked a little gloomy.

"...Morning, Qian Lian."

Kurose Izumi stood face to face with her, and after looking at each other for a while, he just opened his mouth and said hello.

Shiraishi Chirei looked at Kurose Izumi's expression blankly, and did not answer his words.

It wasn't until a while later that she stretched out her hand unconsciously, stroked Kurose Izumi's face, and asked softly, "Izumi, are you crying?"

"Why... are you crying?"

She asked in a murmur, gently rubbing Kurose Izumi's face with her palm, with uncontrollable sadness in her eyes.

"I made you sad?"

Kurose Izumi pursed his thin lips, and replied in a low voice: "...I just had an annoying dream."

"What dream?" Shiraishi Qianlian asked uneasily.

She seemed to have noticed something, and her heart trembled.

"... an annoying dream." Kurose Izumi slowly closed his eyes, his tone was low and sad, "I dreamed of Qian Lian apologizing to me, but he didn't say the reason, he was just apologizing."

"..."

Baishi Qianlian's hands trembled uncontrollably, and the eyes that should have been cold and clear were also stained with sadness.

Kurose Izumi clearly sensed this trembling.

So, he plucked up his courage, as if he wanted to squeeze out all the air in his lungs, and asked word by word: "Qian Lian, tell me, why do I have such a dream?"

"...Dreams are all the opposite." Shiraishi Qianlian could only deny it flatly, giving such a despicable answer.

She didn't dare to say the reason, because that would make everything go bad at the beginning, and it would also bring their relationship to an end.

The only thing Shiraishi Qianren dare not gamble on is whether Kurose Izumi will forgive her and understand her after revealing everything.

Kurose Izumi hates Kuchiki Toko so much, and loves Shiraishi Chirei so deeply.

This extreme contrast will drive him to collapse!

"Then what is the reality like?" Kurose Izumi asked disappointedly.

At this moment, he understood something.

Although I don't know what Baishi Qianlian is hiding, but it will definitely not be a good thing!

That is something that is not forgiven, that is not understood.

Therefore, Shiraishi Qianrei dare not speak out!

"Qianlian, why don't you speak?" Kurose Izumi looked at Shiraishi Qianrei who pursed her cherry lips until they turned white, and asked again.

It's a pity that Baishi Qianlian just kept silent, maintaining this unbearable silence.

"...Okay, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you."

After finishing speaking, Kurose Izumi took a deep breath, walked past her, and entered the master bedroom to change clothes, his expression hard to hide his loneliness.

As for Baishi Qianlian, standing there quietly like this, her figure looked lonely and helpless.

Her lowered head made it difficult to see her expression and thoughts clearly.

She didn't react until Kurose Izumi walked out and found that Shiraishi Qianrei was still standing motionless and stepped forward to hug her gently.

"spring……?"

Kuroseizumi closed his eyes, buried his head on Shiraishi Qianlian's shoulder, sniffed her hair, and said in a low voice, "Qianlian, aren't you going to school today? Let's stay at home."

"...Okay." Baishi Qianlian nodded lightly, her heart was full of confusion.

She didn't know how long such a false and on the verge of collapse daily life could last.

Maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, or even - the next moment!
From the moment the rift was formed, it was doomed to be revealed.

This morning's conversation confirmed this well.

Shiraishi Qianrei gave up struggling.

At this moment, she also finally understood—false is always illusory.

'You won, Hirasawa Shintake...'

Shiraishi Qianrei's eyes suddenly became gray and lifeless.

Dead chess.

Kurose Izumi had sensed that she was hiding something.

For this, she couldn't explain, make up reasons, and continue to deceive him.

Because of that, it will only deepen the sin of self.

From the very beginning, when Hirasawa Makoto got involved in this scam, it was only a matter of time before he was exposed!
It is also impossible for her to really kill Hirasawa Makoto, or to blackmail him with Tsuda Jia.

That way, maybe it will push Hirasawa Shintake into a hurry and end up with a BE ending!

Kurose Izumi fell into despair, Shiraishi Chirei was punished by law, Hirasawa Shintake was full of regret and hatred...

Therefore, no matter how hard you struggle, it will not help.

Afterwards, she had no choice but to try her best to beg Kurose Izumi's forgiveness.

"Quan, forgive me for loving you clumsily, this is the last time..."

Afterwards, Kurose Izumi called the school and asked for a day off for him and Shiraishi Chirei.

On this day, the atmosphere of the two of them was very depressed and stalemate, and they were like duckweeds living in no fixed place.

(End of this chapter)