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Chapter 121 120. A Night of Missing Each Other

Behind a large Japanese room surrounded by bamboo rafts, there is a bath with steaming white mist.

Kurose Izumi soaked in it, leaned his head against the edge of the pool, looked up at the dark night sky, and sighed vaguely.

I don't know what Shiraishi Qianrei is doing now.

Are you taking a shower, eating, or packing up your clothes, ready to move out?
Forget it, let her go.

If Baishi Qianlian doesn't move out, then he will.

"Qianlian... Is this the end for us?"

Kurose Izumi murmured, uncontrollable sadness appeared on his face, and his heart began to feel uncomfortable as if it was being tightly clenched.

Since the afternoon, the emotions that have been suppressed are gushing out like a fountain at this moment.

After realizing that he couldn't explain it, Kurose Izumi inevitably began to think about the future without Chirei Shiraishi.

But he couldn't imagine what kind of future that would be.

There is nothingness, another blankness, nothing exists.

Without Kuroseizumi's knowledge, Shiraishi Qianrei has completely restrained his mind, making it impossible for him to imagine a future without Shiraishi Qianrei!

'Qian Lian, you are really, really... so despicable and cruel. '

Kurose Izumi closed his eyes, raised his head suddenly, and panted violently, as if the pain in his heart had climbed to the extreme.

He kept taking deep breaths, trying to suppress the rioting emotions, but he couldn't do it.

He could only let the corners of his eyes become wet, let the tears slide down his cheeks, and melt into the bath water drop by drop.

After a long time, this sadness was relieved a little, and was forcibly suppressed by Kurose Izumi.

Tears are useless, no more.

Even if he cried a few more times, Kurose Izumi still couldn't forgive and couldn't let go.

He will always be caught in an endless loop, unable to believe in Shiraishi Qianrei's love.

After taking a bath, Kurose Izumi put on his bathrobe, and followed his retainers back to the main room.

Pingze Mansion is too big, if there is no one to guide the way, maybe you will really get lost.

After entering the main room, Shintake Hirasawa, who had his back turned to him, immediately turned around, stepped forward and said, "Quan, the bedroom I arranged for you is here, see if you are satisfied."

After finishing speaking, he led Kurose Izumi to the right side of the main room.

Pushing open the sliding door, the two stepped into a bedroom as spacious as Kurose Izumi's living room and fully furnished.

On the right wall of the bedroom, there is a row of bookshelves, on which various books are stacked in an orderly manner.

Among them are some books, even original manuscripts of some famous authors, whose value is around hundreds of thousands of yen!

And on the wall, there are several paintings, some people also have scenes, the author is unknown, but the paintings are very beautiful and artistic.

As for other furniture, they are all made of classical mahogany, and the overall tone is more antique, which makes the occupants feel relaxed and happy.

"Quan, this will be your bedroom from now on, you can live there for as long as you want."

"Well, thank you." Kurose Izumi nodded, looking around the room, "I won't trouble you for too long, just these two days."

"Haha, why are you being polite to me? You can live wherever you want."

"I'm not being polite to you. I'll go back and live after Qian Lian moves out."

"Okay, if there is anything, you can come to me at any time..."

After chatting for a while, Hirasawa Shintake wisely left the bedroom, leaving time and space to Kurose Izumi.

Now, what Kurose Izumi needs more is to be alone.

"Ugh……"

After watching Hirasawa Shintake leave, Kurose Izumi sighed faintly, and his mood became subtle again.

He came to the window, pushed it open, and looked at the rockery, water, flowers and plants in the courtyard under the quiet moonlight, his eyes became lofty and deep.

Kurose Izumi just watched quietly.

Occasionally, his eyes would fluctuate, but soon became calm again.

Perhaps, at a certain moment, there was a tsunami in Kurose Izumi's heart.

But he was quiet, no one knew about it, and he never showed it.

……

Meanwhile, at 08:30 p.m., Jimbocho Apartments.

Chirei Shiraishi just walked out of the bathroom, wearing a black bathrobe.

She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, looking at the night of Jimbocho, the high-rise buildings, and the bright neon lights.

On the street below, pedestrians are in a hurry, traffic is shuttling, and the two sides are coming and going.

"Quan, what are you doing now?"

Baishi Qianlian murmured softly, those cold and penetrating eyes were stained with the sadness called missing.

Since Kurose Izumi left, she also thought a lot.

But no matter how I thought about it, I didn't think about how to get Kurose Izumi's forgiveness, and how to keep him.

no way.

Shiraishi Qianren understood that Kurose Izumi would not believe even a single word of her.

Kurose Izumi couldn't understand her love, nor her behavior - she understood this deeply.

Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world, and what has happened cannot be erased.

In the days to come, Shiraishi Qianrei could only do her best to make up for Kurose Izumi, begging for his forgiveness.

"Quan, now you, are you thinking about me again and feeling sad?"

"I'm really sorry that I hurt you and made you sad."

"Please forgive me for loving you clumsily..."

That night, Shiraishi Qianrei was thinking about Kurose Izumi, and couldn't fall asleep, tossing and turning all the time.

Similarly, Izumi Kurose, who was in the Imperial Residence in Hirasawa Prefecture, was also thinking about Chirei Shiraishi and stayed up all night.

This is a night of missing each other.

But this longing is mixed with many worries and sorrows.

And when both of them fell asleep in a daze, a crystal clear tear involuntarily flowed from the corner of their eyes.

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The next morning, six fifty.

Knock, knock.

"Quan, are you awake?"

While Kurose Izumi was asleep, Hirasawa Shintake knocked on the door, but there was no response.

So, he sighed, turned and left, and returned to the main room to start eating breakfast.

Beside him was a woman in a kimono with a beautiful appearance and a dignified temperament.

This is the royal family who took care of Hirasawa Masamune since he was a child - Hirasawa Fengzi.

Her status in Pingze Mansion is quite special, she can be regarded as the leader of a group of retainers, and she also manages the big and small things in the mansion.

After taking a sip of the soup, Hirasawa Shinwu said, "Fengzi, when my friend wakes up, I will trouble you to take care of him for me."

"Well, good young master." Fengzi nodded slightly.

"If he wants to do something, just let him go and satisfy him as much as possible."

"Ah."

"If he says he wants to go to school, you can drive him for a while. Or if you are tired of staying here and want to go out, you can also see if you can send him. It is best to follow."

Hirasawa Makoto didn't want to monitor Kurose Izumi and not let him leave, but he was afraid that something unexpected would happen to his abnormal posture.

"Don't worry, young master, I know what to do." Feng Zi said softly, with a smile on his face.

"Well, then I'll trouble you."

Afterwards, after breakfast, Shintake Hirasawa changed into his school uniform, adjusted his appearance, and left from Hirasawa Mansion.

He didn't ask his retainers to drive him to school, he always went there by tram.

It's not that I pretend to be low-key on purpose, it's just that I don't like being sent away.

When he came to the school and walked to the teaching building, he ran into a familiar person head-on but did not surprise him.

Shiraishi Qianrei stood at the entrance of the teaching building, looked at Hirasawa Shintake and asked, "Where is the spring? Are you okay?"

"Ha ha……"

After Hirasawa Shintake sneered, he said, "You don't know what to do? If you don't do those unnecessary things, will Quan become like this?"

To be honest, he couldn't understand what Shiraishi Qianren was thinking.

Obviously, it is normal to meet and get acquainted with Kurose Izumi and then fall in love, but he has to pretend to be "Toko Kuchiki" and do a series of things that he can't accept.

If it's just the imprisonment, Kurose Izumi might be able to forgive her soon.

But what happened afterwards became more and more sick and distorted, which is why Kurose Izumi became so painful after knowing that Shiraishi Chirei was Kuchiki Toko.

"I have my own reasons for what I do." Baishi Qianlian frowned lightly, and said in a cold tone.

"Then if you do it, don't blame Quan for being angry and not forgiving you!"

"I just want to ask you, how is Quan? Remember, you broke the contract, and you are ashamed of me!" Baishi Qianlian's face suddenly darkened.

Originally they agreed to keep it secret, but Hirasawa Shintake repeatedly played tricks, making Kurose Izumi aware of the truth!
Although it is true that Hirasawa Zhenwu leaked the secret, it is still an attempt.

"Quan is fine, you don't have to worry."

After Hirasawa Shintake finished speaking coldly, he walked past Shiraishi Chirei, not wanting to waste any more time with her.

"Is Quan good..."

Shiraishi Qianlian murmured these words, but suddenly smiled.

Kurose Izumi is good?
how can that be possible.

"Quan, others don't understand you, you are hiding your emotions..."

At this moment, Chirei Shiraishi desperately wanted to see Kurose Izumi and ask him how he was doing—but he just wanted to.

She has lost the right to do so.

Going to Kurose Izumi now is just embarrassing him.

　The dubbing chapter...may not be very good.

　　The dubbing review is a system, the system can't understand Japanese, so it can't pass the review, I let the cv record the audio, and then put it on the v group.

　　
　
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