The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 434

No matter how good she said outside the door, Xiao Jiang still couldn't control her tears after seeing Pei Qingyuan like this.

She was crying, standing on the edge of the bed, and didn't dare to touch Pei Qingyuan. She was really at a loss, her eyes were full of distress, and her voice was trembling. It sounded like she was blaming the poor man.

Jiang Shi sighed in her heart, and stepped forward to hold her: "Don't be like this, the child just doesn't want to talk, she knows everything in her heart, seeing you like this, wouldn't she be more..."

"Auntie."

Pei Qingyuan's voice was very low, and she hadn't spoken for a long time, and when she uttered a hoarse voice, it was no longer clear and soft as before.

It's more like going through wind and frost, full of vicissitudes.

Both Gu Shi and Jiang Shi thought they heard it wrong, their pupils trembled, and they looked over to the bed.

Pei Qingyuan turned his face slowly, and looked up at Xiao Jiang: "Aniang, I'm fine, don't cry."

Her complexion was still pale and bloodless, but there was no change in her expression.

Not sad, nor painful.

That's it.

Gu and the others have been watching for half a month.

It had been like this from the day she woke up.

She didn't even cry.

Instead, they hope that Pei Qingyuan can cry bitterly, crying out all the grievances in his heart and the pain in his body.

The more silent she is, the scarier she is.

Xiao Jiang also came back to her senses in a daze: "Yuanniang... Yuanniang, where is your pain? The imperial doctor is at home, and Aye is here too. The officials are sympathetic and asked him to come to Beijing to report on his duties. Gongmian Sheng replied, and will come to see you when I leave the palace later.

Your uncle...your uncle, aunt, and uncle are all worried about you.

The imperial doctor said that you need to recuperate from this injury, why do you still feel uncomfortable and unhappy, Yuan Niang, can you tell A Niang? "

She carefully sat down beside Pei Qingyuan's bed and tried to hold Pei Qingyuan's hand.

Fortunately, although Pei Qingyuan moved his fingertips, he didn't dodge.

After all, they are mother and daughter.

Seeing this, Gu and Jiang finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Okay, just be willing to talk." Jiang patted her chest and made a relaxed gesture, "Qing Yuan, I have been raised in Daxiangguo Temple these days, and I haven't eaten anything well. What do you want to eat? Ask someone to go out and give it to you." Will you buy it?"

Pei Qingyuan shook his head.

Facing Jiang's concern, she fell silent again.

Jiang's throat tightened, and her heart felt unspeakably sore.

This child pushes the concern of the elders away and doesn't want it at all. This is not a good thing.

The corner of her mouth twitched, but Mrs. Gu pressed her wrist: "Let's go out first, their mother and daughter finally met, ask A-mei to accompany Qing Yuan, let's come back later, let's go."

She was dragged out by someone.

Fortunately, Jiang Shi was not particularly persistent, and let her push her out of the house.

In the room, Xiao Jiang pulled the corner of the quilt to tuck Pei Qingyuan, her eyes were still red, and she kept sniffling: "How thin is this little face, and there is no blood at all, what if you don't mend it well?" Okay, Yuan Niang, your aunt..."

"Auntie."

Pei Qingyuan's eyelids twitched twice: "I can't see people with this face in the first place, whether it's good or bad, it doesn't make any difference.

These days, my aunt and aunt are taking care of me, and even my cousins ​​often come and go. I know that they have all seen the scar on my face.

The ugliest appearance has been seen by others, but it is nothing but a little thinner because of a serious illness. "

There was pain in Xiao Jiang's eyes: "Yuanniang, imperial doctor..."

"No way." Pei Qingyuan took a deep breath, "Auntie was afraid that my heart would not work, so she kept comforting me, saying that there would be a way, and the imperial doctors had been preparing ointments for removing scars, but when I was drowsy before , When I was half awake, I heard what the imperial doctor said.

This kind of scar, especially on the face, has been like this for a lifetime, and there is no way around it.

My aunt thought I didn't know, and I kept pretending not to know. "

"But Yuan Niang, isn't it the greatest hope to be alive? You are A Niang's daughter, as long as you are still alive, it is A Niang's greatest wish. People say that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have future blessings. Falling off the cliff, saved one's life, and did not lose an arm or a leg, Yuan Niang, we have to think about it, don't we?"

It's just that she finds it difficult to say these words, let alone someone who has personally experienced them.

But Xiao Jiang couldn't help it.

She had to release the child.

The eldest sister said that Yuanniang had been silent for half a month, and she was unwilling to say a word even though many people tried their best to coax her.

She also knew that the big sister and sister-in-law must have persuaded them to say these words, and they repeated them, that's all.

But as a mother, she always hoped that the child would get better.

Is it possible to live like this forever?
She held Pei Qingyuan's hand tightly: "My good boy, you are the eldest daughter of the Pei family in Hedong, and the cousin girl of Pei Guogong's mansion and Changping County's mansion. No one dares to underestimate you, and no one can underestimate you.

Even if there is a scar on the face, you have to know that no one is perfect, and some people are born with disabilities. Are they not alive?

Yuan Niang, A Niang knows that you won't be able to accept it for a while, and it would be difficult for anyone else to accept it.

But life goes on, doesn't it?
You feel uncomfortable, even if you cry, no one will say anything.

Everyone loves you so much because you are always bored in your heart, carrying everything by yourself.

Yuan Niang, you and I, Aye..."

Little Jiang's voice stopped, and she sighed again.

In fact, how could her mother not know the hurdles that her daughter couldn't get through?
Over the years, the Lord has made up for it, she accepted it, but Qing Yuan did not accept it.

She also had no way to ask Qing Yuan to accept it.

The relationship between father and daughter has always been faint.

The master loves Qing Yuan so much, but Qing Yuan doesn't appreciate it.

She is resolute in her bones, and it is useless to persuade her.

Xiao Jiang simply stopped mentioning Pei Gaoyang, thought for a while, and changed the subject: "Yuanniang, do you know that before your aunt and your eldest cousin..."

"I know."

Finally, there was a slight expression change on Pei Qingyuan's face, and the emotion in his eyes also changed slightly.

She frowned, moved her fingertips twice, and held Xiao Jiang's hand instead: "Aniang, don't mention this matter again, let's forget it."

Little Jiang's heart skipped a beat: "Is it your aunt? Or your cousin?"

"My aunt treats me very well, and my cousin is not like that, it's me."

Pei Qingyuan took a deep breath: "I didn't expect anything about the marriage, others don't know, but A Niang knows.

Later, I thought that since my parents also thought it was good, and my aunt really wanted me to be the bride of the county prince's mansion, my cousin...he is really good, and he treats me wholeheartedly, so that's not bad.

But not now. "

She actually wanted to raise her hand to touch the scar on her face.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Xiao Jiang held her down: "Yuanniang, don't touch her."

"I've looked in the mirror, what's there that I'm afraid to touch?"

Pei Qingyuan's tone was always light: "Now that you look like this, don't drag your cousin down.

He is the eldest son of the Prince's Mansion of Changping County, the little County King respected by everyone, he will inherit the title of County King in the future, and his wife will be the Princess of the County, and he will walk among the noble ladies in Shengjing, socializing, so it's hard for me to bear such a burden Does Zhang Lian support him?
A Niang, even if people don't say it, they will laugh at it in their hearts, and they will even laugh at their cousin.

Why bother?
You are right, even if I ruin my face, my status and status are still here, not to mention the county prince's mansion, even if uncle is here, he will protect me and not let anyone bully me.

But that's boring.

I can only rely on my family to support me, but you don't care what other people think, do you?

I don't want to drag anyone down, so don't say this again, Aniang. "

She lowered her head, and suddenly the corners of her lips raised, with a faint smile on her face: "As A Niang said, I will be at home all my life, so why won't Aye support me?"

"Yuan Niang, you..."

Xiao Jiang choked for breath, but didn't know what to say to her.

After all, she was right to think so.

Girls from high-ranking gentry families are not limited to the Pei family.

Zhao Randa could have a better choice.

A healthy and tall girl will be able to support him in the future in the palace of Changping County.

In her eyes, she naturally felt that her daughter was the best, but now...

The little girl came in with the medicine and interrupted the mother and daughter's conversation.

Xiao Jiang originally wanted to feed Pei Qingyuan medicine, but she brought the medicine herself, and she drank the dark soup without even frowning.

"The imperial doctor added a soothing prescription to this medicine. Every time I took the medicine, I would feel sleepy. My mother just arrived, and she didn't have a good rest, or chatted with my uncle and aunt. Now I need to sleep for a while, aunt. Mother go first, and you don't have to guard me."

Xiao Jiang gave her the hand that wiped the corner of her mouth: "Reminiscing about the old days can be done at any time, and there is no rush at this moment. I will watch over you and sleep well."

Pei Qingyuan pulled down her hand and shook his head, saying no: "I'm going to sleep for a long time, it's the same when I wake up, Auntie, so you can go.

In addition, since I told Auntie about the matter of my cousin, you should find a time to clarify it with your aunt.

The cousin is also getting older. Except for the third cousin who is weaker in the Duke's mansion, the eldest cousin and the second cousin are both engaged to get married. On the county mansion, the cousin is the eldest brother, so it is not easy to delay.

I also don't want to drag people down.

When I was in Shengjing before, my aunt was all thinking about me, and she didn't think about other girls.

If you want to change someone now, you still have to carefully consider it. You should tell your aunt carefully, don't waste time on me. "

Such words make people feel sad.

The little girl serving on the side couldn't help but have red eyes.

Cousin girl is such a good person.

They have no airs on weekdays and have a good temper. Those who serve as servants in front of them, whoever does not say that the cousin girl is like a fairy, are very friendly with these slaves.

Now that it's done like this, they are still thinking about others.

If you want to change to that kind of girl who is a little bit selfish, why don't you rely on this kinship relationship and hold on to the little county king to die?
But the cousin girl refused.

Xiao Jiang helped Pei Qingyuan to lie down, covered her with a quilt, and explained a few words before going out the door.

She turned her head three times at a step, looked at the bulge on the bed, felt pain in her eyes, and tears fell again where Pei Qingyuan could not see.

Until he went out the door, the teardrops that were like a broken thread did not hold back.

As a result, when she looked up, she saw Gu Shi and Jiang Shi standing in the corridor.

Apparently it didn't go at all.

After coming out of the house, they have been listening to their mother and daughter talking outside.

I have heard all those words just now.

Little Jiang looked at her elder sister's expression, stepped up, and moved the corner of her mouth. Gu shook her head first, and pointed towards the moon cave door. Followed Gu's out of Pei Qingyuan's small courtyard.

Mrs. Gu led the two sisters to the flower hall, which was also close to Pei Qingyuan's side. It was only a short distance away from the Moon Cave Gate to the northwest. If there was anything wrong with Pei Qingyuan, it was convenient to tell him.

When she was seated, Xiao Jiang let out a long sigh: "Yuanniang...she has such a temper, she doesn't want to drag people down, and she doesn't want to drag people down, especially those who are close to her. Treat her well."

She drooped her eyes and didn't dare to look at Jiang Shi.

She is too clear about her elder sister's temper.

Hearing her daughter's words, she didn't get angry and curse, it was because of Qing Yuan's illness.

Qing Yuan is not here now, and she doesn't want to be scolded.

With such a grown-up person, who wants to be scolded all day long?

Besides, what the child said was indeed true.

She couldn't help sighing: "I know sister, you've heard it all, but I can't persuade her, and I don't know how to persuade her about this matter.

What Yuan Niang said was right, with her face like this, others would laugh at her behind her back.

In the past, everyone envied her for her beautiful appearance. The more she was like this, the more disfigured she was, the more those people ridiculed her.

Brother Ran... Brother Ran is a good boy, sister, let's forget about the two children. "

"The child has been ill for a while, and she is a little confused. I won't say anything. I will wait for her to recover slowly. The future will be long. If it doesn't work in a year, it will take two years. worthy!"

As expected, Mrs. Jiang jumped up against the case: "You mother, you also say such foolish words, what's the matter?

Back then when the Han family wanted to divorce, I wrote a letter and sent it back to Hedong. How did you couple reply to me?
It's up to me.

Do you remember these four words?
Since it is up to me to make the decision, I will make the decision to betroth Qing Yuan to Da Lang, but now you come out and say it's okay?

I'm not dead yet!My brother is still alive and well!

Who dares to laugh at my niece?Do you want to die?

Da Lang himself hasn't changed his mind just because Qing Yuan ruined his face, but you follow Qing Yuan in everything, and if she says she won't be a drag, do you really think she is a drag?
What happened to the ruined face?
Xuanzong's Queen Yang is also very innocent. Isn't Queen Yang a generation of virtuous queens?

Don't tell me these stupid things, it makes me scold you!

It's rare to come to the capital, I don't want to talk about you, this kind of talk is rotten in my stomach, don't say it again for the rest of my life!
Even if we are gone in the future, Yuan Yao is her cousin, right?Yuan Zhan also got the official title, right?Zhao Xing is still her cousin-in-law!
There are so many people protecting her and supporting her, I want to see who is not killing her, making irresponsible remarks and pointing fingers! "

(End of this chapter)