The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman.

Chapter 1112 Father and Son (39)
Loki returned to the bedroom that Thor had prepared for him. As soon as he returned to the room, he threw himself directly into the big soft bed, covered his eyes with his hands, and lay there silently.

Helen ran over with a "thud thud thud thud", jumped onto the bed, grabbed Loki's arm and started shaking: "You are not crying, are you? Don't cry! Don't be angry about her, let's go play in the backyard Bar!"

Loki's arm was torn away by Helen. In fact, he didn't cry, but the expression on his face was very complicated. He suddenly straightened up and sat on the edge of the bed. Helen stared at him blankly. After a while, Luoki Ji turned to look at Helen and said, "Later, don't tell anyone what I said later."

Helen immediately patted her chest and said, "Don't worry, my mouth is the strictest, as strict as Dr. Schiller!"

"I just asked you not to say it because I knew you were like him." Loki rolled his eyes and said, "I know the reactor on your chest can record, so turn it off quickly."

Helen lowered her hands in frustration, coughed twice, the light of the reactor on her chest went out, and she muttered softly, "Damn it, the trick Pikachu taught me doesn't work."

Loki stretched out his arms to hug her, which was actually just a gesture of intimacy and attraction, but when he felt Helen's body temperature, he seemed to be frightened, and withdrew his hand with a "whoosh".

Helen also sat on the edge of the bed, with her legs drooping and swaying non-stop. She put her hands on the edge of the bed, looked up at Loki and said, "What do you want to say? Don't worry, you can say anything you can't say to others. I said, I won't tell anyone, we can guarantee it!"

"It's nothing." Loki shook his head lightly, he frowned slightly, his expression was very complicated, and he said: "It seems that Her Majesty should have seen more than one Loki, but maybe it's normal ..."

"The Loki she owns, that is, Sylvie, is very special. Perhaps, other Lokis who have entered the Time Management Bureau also want to find her in order to take revenge on the director of the Time Management Bureau."

To Loki's surprise, Helen retorted very simply. She jumped off the bed, walked up to Loki, looked at him and said:

Rocky looked at her a little blankly and said, "Compared to me and Tony, don't you think you are more like another person?"

"I am the prince of Asgard, the younger brother of the God King. This is the identity I already have, and the identity of the royal family should have power."

Looking at her face, Loki was silent for a while, then stood up slowly, hugged Helen in front of him, and saw the setting sun shining in through the window of Asgard on a face that was almost exactly the same as his.

Loki straightened his arm, then slowly raised it up until Helen was sent into the light.

Loki looked at Helen in silence, but he didn't see any resentment or dissatisfaction in her eyes. Helen sighed pretending to be mature, and said:

Loki took a deep breath, rubbed his cheek with one hand, and said, "Before I was taken away by the Time Administration, I felt very anxious. At that time, I didn't know where those strange anxiety came from, but Later, I gradually figured it out..."

"father!"

When the setting sun also shone on his body, the shining luster on the edge of the armor became hazy and soft.

"Thor is right. Asgardians say I am unworthy, so I feel that I am unworthy. So, when they show that I am unworthy, although I will question them on the surface, but in my heart, I feel that I am unworthy." I really don’t deserve it and think they did the right thing.”

He focused on Helen's shining eyes, as if seeing the most beautiful gemstone in the world.

After hearing what he said, Helen blinked and said, "Otherwise? Are you planning to overthrow them by force?"

"Don't make trouble, I'm talking about business." Helen rubbed her forehead and said:
"I have accepted the fact that I am not the most important, and everyone has to accept this fact, sooner or later."

"I thought that I was anxious to save Asgard, and I was anxious about the dusk of the gods who didn't know when it would come, but maybe that's not the case."

"But I don't really care at all, and I don't think it's my problem. Do you know why?"

Loki withdrew his arms and held Helen tightly in his arms.

"Thor already has everything she wants, the throne, the honor, the respect of the Asgardians, but what about me?"

"What do you want?" Helen asked.

"I feel that I must have a bargaining chip to make them respect, either the ability to stand shoulder to shoulder with Thor, or Odin's approval, so that they will respect me and treat me like Thor..."

"Thor already has a stable rule. I am his only younger brother. There are only a few members of the royal family in Asgard. The father of the gods and the queen of the gods have long since ignored their affairs, and they don't even show up. Sif and Thor is not yet married and has no official status, so am I the only one left?"

Loki touched the place where Helen kissed his face with some regret. Helen stared at him and asked, "Do you know what the most heinous crime in the world is?"

"Then what are you still struggling with?" Helen's voice was always crisp, and she said very simply: "You are better than them all, what are you still worried about?"

Helen froze for a moment, she did not expect that Loki would say these words. In the past, although Loki liked to hurt others with words very much, he seldom used a calm attitude to accuse others.

Helen hesitated for a moment, and said in a tactful tone: "They always say you are arrogant, but I think you are actually quite humble..."

"Actually, I'm really weird..." Helen crossed her arms, stared into Loki's eyes and said, "Can I ask you a serious question?"

"I know, everyone thinks this way. I was not born by you, but jumped out of a crack in the rock. I just appeared in your life so abruptly. It's good if you don't think I'm annoying. gone."

Helen slowly leaned her body back, showing an expression of "don't take me when you die". Loki patted the back of her head lightly with his hand, Helen giggled, and Loki also showed a smile.

"There is only one god king and one prince in total. They treat me better, can they exhaust them to death?"

Helen crossed her arms, looking very proud, Loki gently stretched out a hand, and tapped it on her forehead, then, flexing his fingers, flicked her head.

"Why do I only want to wait in place when I want to get something, and I just want to beg others when I want to fight for it?"

Helen showed a smile, waved her hands and shouted:

"People's energy is limited, no one will revolve around another person every day, unless there is something profitable for him."

Loki was a little stunned, because what Helen said was too sure, and her tone didn't sound like a child at all.

Helen shook her head and said, "You mean Dr. Schiller? He actually doesn't think as much as I do. He's so conflicted, he wants you to get sick every day, and he doesn't want you to get sick at all..."

Seeing Helen's slightly surprised expression, Loki looked at her and said, "You are also very strange, why I never thought of this before, right?"

"Aww!!!" Helen yelled while clutching her forehead, and took two steps back. Loki looked at her with a smile and said, "Have you seen how powerful the God of Deceit is?"

"So, I began to think, how on earth am I worthy of all this? But after thinking about it, there is no room for advancement. There is only one throne, so where can I go?"

"You think that I am the link between you and the Iron Demon God. In case something happens, he will help you out of my face. That's why you maintain your relationship with me. You don't actually care about me. Don't love me either."

Loki looked left and right, lowered his voice and said, "Stop talking, if he hears it, it will be bad luck for both of us."

"Isn't it?" Helen asked.

"You are willing to spend time and energy to accompany me, whether you really love me or just want to use me, the time and energy you spend are not fake, and the happiness I get from being with me is not fake... ..."

"Or stand still and wait for them to reward me with everything I want?" Loki shook his head slightly and said, "When will I wait? The day before Ragnarok?"

"It doesn't matter if you love me because of interests, and it doesn't matter if you don't love me the most."

But soon, he still said: "What Thor said is right. The society of Asgard has the same influence on me and Thor. Thor has become arrogant because of their admiration and praise." And reckless, what about me?"

"I won't."

Loki nodded, and Helen looked at him with a very puzzled look and said, "Did you really just think of finding problems from them?"

"Of course not." Loki shook his head and said, "They should have respected me. Whether I am a prince or a prince, as long as I am still a member of the royal family of Asgard, I should enjoy all of this."

Helen touched her own face with her hand, and then said: "I think arrogance should be like Dr. Schiller's. Whenever something goes wrong, it must be found from others."

"If I struggle with these problems every day during the time you can accompany me, it is obviously a very happy time, but when I recall it, it is full of pain..."

"Perhaps the reason why I feel like I don't is because of what this Thor said, I'm always seeking approval from the Asgardians."

"What is it?"

"It's because I don't know, that's why I feel irritable." Loki pursed his lips and said, "I think I want power, and only by getting power can I save Ragnarok, but I don't know how to do it." Got the power...to question Thor? To question Odin?"

A golden light shone into Helen's eyes, and when she blinked, the eyelashes seemed to embrace the sun.

Loki blinked, but didn't ask a question, but Helen looked into his eyes and said, "You've obviously lived so long, but you're not as mature as me. I'm not saying you, God of Deceit, that's all."

Helen giggled, she jumped onto the bed again, jumped into Loki's arms, kissed him on the cheek, and said:
"I don't care at all whether I am your own, or whether you love me from the bottom of my heart, or in other words, giving is a proof of love."

"But if I were to take the initiative, I could neither say to Odin, 'You should give me your son's rights,' nor could I say to Thor, 'You have not given me enough, you must Let everyone respect me'..."

Loki put his hands on the edge of the bed, raised his head and said, "You know what? Living in an environment where everyone thinks you have a problem, you will also think that you have a problem..."

"Others have paid so much to create beautiful memories for you, but you are questioning every day why they paid for you and wasted all the good times. In the end, you blame others why they don't love you..."

"I know, you all take me as a joke. In fact, you don't think I'm your daughter at all. It's just because I'm important that you spend time acting with me."

Helen shrugged her shoulders, looked at Loki and said, "You and Tony are both busy, Pepper and Frigga are actually busier than you, you are willing to take time out of your busy schedule to accompany me, who jumped out of the rock The monster is already very good."

"But now, I found out..." When Loki said this, he was silent for a while, as if he didn't want to say the next thing.

"Your Majesty the Queen told me a very important truth." Loki lowered his eyes and said, "I don't need to wait for anything, and I don't need to fight for anything."

Loki maintained his thinking expression, and said, "Actually, it's not that I don't have power, it's just that I've never used it. So, why on earth am I useless?"

"But it seems that they failed to get benefits from Her Majesty the Queen, but this is also normal..." Loki sighed softly and said, "She has even achieved more amazing military exploits than Odin, And those me who can only yell can't be her opponent."

Every wanderer who leaves his hometown thinks that he can only take away a pillow of tears.

But for tens of thousands of years, the ancestors who ran away alone, crossed other people's rivers and rivers, took root in this strange land, and extended their solid roots far away, until they left the fruits of their own blood.

It was their extension, their home, their proof that they were no longer alone in this world, their new bond with this beautiful world.

　Sisters and siblings are delicious

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(End of this chapter)