The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman.

Chapter 859 Starry Stars ([-])

"Since my parents died, I haven't had a home of my own. When I was in a boarding school, I had to live in a dormitory with people I hated. After I finally left that school, I had to rent a house outside."

Polaris covered her forehead with her hands, and instinctively blocked her expression. She said: "I was kicked out by the landlord because of the outbreak of my ability, and I wandered on the streets of New York in the middle of the night. What my ability can bring me is only Let me not be so cold, and so that I don't have to fight for a corner to have a place to sleep like other homeless people."

"Later, I went to the X-Men, and I admit that there is a good atmosphere, everyone greets you with a smile, and even if there are occasional conflicts, Professor X will try to mediate as much as possible to satisfy both parties. "

"But I just can't stay there, I just... can't... you know? Every second I'm in there, I feel anxious, talking to everyone in there, it hurts me .”

"Later, I left the X-Men, and everyone didn't understand me. After returning to the Brotherhood, the situation didn't get better. I didn't want to see Eric at all, and I didn't want to see his expression..."

"Later, the mutants walked out of the earth and came to the Andromeda galaxy. We obtained a very beautiful empty island. I began to fantasize about having my own home there, a warm house, arranged in the way I like... "

Polaris lightly pressed his eyes with his hands and said: "For this purpose, I fell in love with that job, even though it was nothing special, even very boring." "

"With Eric here, I don't have to do any work at all. Every day is repeated handling and splicing. I said what shape of building parts I want, and Eric said no. I don't know why, but it just doesn't work."

Polaris trembled a little when she breathed in. She said, "Maybe he felt that I was too busy, and every day he had strange and weird thoughts to make trouble for him, so he drove me back."

"I went back to the apartment I was renting and he came after me, I knew what he wanted to do, I knew he wanted to berate me for getting him into trouble, I wasn't going back to school, I wasn't doing a good job... "

"I really hope that he disappears in my life and doesn't appear again!" Polaris pursed his lips and said, "But every time he breaks in like this, and then dictates my current life..."

Schiller looked at Polaris and said, "You feel miserable being with the X-Men, can you tell me why?"

"I don't know." Polaris shook his head and said, "I just think it's all fake, and I'm even angry about it..."

"The future of mutants, my future, as long as I can remember, I have been thinking about these issues, and people in the X-Men don't seem to like to discuss this topic. road."

"But I know that there is no more way. They are paralyzing themselves and dying slowly. I want to remind them, but I don't want to be that spoiler. If they feel that they have to have one last beautiful dream before they are destroyed, then Just let them do it."

"Do you think you're more sane than them?" Schiller asked.

"I just have more experience than them." Polaris looked down at his fingers and said, "Parents still love the children who can enter that school and let them go to school, even if the parents want to abandon them. Professor X will also care about them..."

"So much so that they didn't realize that the situation of the mutants is just like the situation I was in. We may be kicked out at any time. They have been trying to get us out."

"But many of us shout that as long as we behave well and please the landlord, we can stay, some say that we should make laws to limit both the landlord and us tenants, and some say we just don't move. Let's go, who can do anything to us..."

Schiller tapped his pen on the table lightly and said, "You used 'you' and 'us' in these remarks. You think mutants and humans are actually two kinds of creatures, right?"

"I know that the mainstream argument now is that mutants evolved from humans, so we should be one race..." Polaris shook his head and said, "But the fact is that we are neither the same nor suitable for living together .”

"Maybe it's hard to hear, but I've really had enough of living with ants. I'm not insulting ordinary people, but how do you want me to control my power and concentrate so that no trace of my power will leak out?" ? But as long as there is a trace of power out of control, it will lead to the death of thousands of ordinary people."

"Should I do nothing every day, pay attention to the spread of my own power, and pay attention to every change in magnetic force to protect the lives of ordinary people? Otherwise, I will be abused by all kinds of people?"

"Don't say they have offended me, even if they didn't, I wouldn't be able to live such a life!"

"Okay, Miss Lorna, don't get excited." Schiller comforted Polaris, and then said: "Let's divide this into two issues, one is your feelings for your father, and the other is your feelings. Anxiety about the future of mutants."

"Let's look at the first question first. Let's ignore your background and just talk about the way you get along now. According to what you just said, Magneto Eric said a total of two words to you. Do you think this is normal? ?”

The North Star stares at Schiller.The expression seems to say "what's wrong with this?".

"I mean, judging by ordinary people's standards, should a father and daughter reunite after a long absence?"

"I don't think of him as a father, and I don't think he thinks of me as a daughter." Polaris said, turning his head aside.

"We need to figure out a causal relationship first. Is it because you didn't treat him as a father and he didn't treat you as a daughter that caused you to get along like this, or did you get along like this? He is a father, and he doesn't treat you as a daughter?"

Schiller's remarks were a bit convoluted, Polaris was silent for a moment, and said: "I don't know, anyway, from the time I know him, that's how it is."

"Well, I'm not saying he's your father, or even your friend, I'm just saying he's a stranger, do you think that would be the way the conversation would go if we happened to meet in an apartment somewhere ?”

"He's not normal at all!" Polaris added to Schiller's words: "I've met a lot of people in my life, and I've never met anyone like him. He just keeps his face every day and expects you to understand his eyes, no matter what. I don't want to say a word!"

"You got to the point, Miss." Schiller smiled and said, "He's not normal, what about you?"

Just as Polaris was about to speak, Schiller said in front of her: "Facing the sudden appearance of a fairly familiar person, your first reaction is to resist, your second reaction is to attack, and your third reaction is to deliberately provoke him. Don't you think there is something wrong with your behavior?"

Polaris bit his lip, shook his head, and said, "I've always come here like this, and I don't think there's any problem..."

Schiller nodded and said, "The problem I'm talking about is not that you're crazy. Or mentally insane. It's that you don't realize that there's something wrong with the emotions that drive your behavior."

"Resistance, aggression, and overreaction often appear when people feel fear. What drives you to do these behaviors is not disgust or resentment for Magneto, but fear."

"I..." Polaris just wanted to refute, but suddenly stopped, and she heard the sound of the bunch of keys falling to the ground last night.

With a "crash", a bunch of keys fell to the ground, then flew up again, hovering in front of Charles, Magneto said, "That's it, she's afraid of me."

Charles frowned, and he said: "Lorna is not timid, and she is not afraid of fighting or being injured like some children. She has always dared to fight and is very strong. Why is she afraid of you?"

Magneto looked at Charles silently, as if waiting for him to give an answer. Charles thought for a while and said, "The emotion of fear often leaves painful and continuous scars after a violent impact."

"You probably didn't scare her this time, or maybe you didn't scare her after she grew up and reunited with you."

Magneto frowned, and Charles said to him: "Think carefully, you and little Lorna met for the first time, what did you say and what did you do?"

Magneto gradually fell into the look of memory, and merged with the pensive face of Polaris. At the same time, the two found the small fragment in the surging waves of memories.

The blue sky is the same color as the sea and the sky, and the waves are constantly surging on the coast. Every wave is like the brush strokes of impressionists, wantonly swaying, but exquisite.

On a cliff not far from the coast, there was billowing black smoke from a wreckage. Two small black shadows approached the cliff, and the young Magneto fell down.

Looking at the pile of wreckage, he vaguely heard the crying of a little girl from inside. He stretched out his hand and lifted all the debris of the plane into the air, revealing Lorna Dane who was hiding there.

At that time, she was still very small, sitting in the ruins like a broken doll.

At this moment, Magneto looked at the young Polaris again through time and space. He found that the look in Little Lorna's tearful eyes was not grateful and grateful, but deeply deep fear.

"At that time, I didn't even know what a mutant was..." Polaris bit his lips and said, "A strange man in a black robe and a helmet fell from mid-air and knocked out everything around me. Everything has been emptied…”

"He came towards me... came over... like a monster!!!" Polaris' body began to tremble, and she grabbed the edge of the table with one hand, and then said, "He locked everything nearby Magnetic field, I have nowhere to escape, I can't move, I can't even speak..."

"Like last night, he controlled all the magnetic fields around him. I can't fight him. I can only ask him to stay away from me..."

Polaris clenched her fist tightly, and her knuckles began to turn white. She said, "I screamed because I knew that I couldn't do anything other than scream for him to get away... "

"Stop remembering, Miss Lorna." Schiller sighed. "Relax, because we're going to discuss the causes of this fear."

"What's the reason? Polaris turned pale, she said, "It's because of that dictatorial monster and his great power..."

To his surprise, Schiller shook his head and said:

"No, what you are afraid of is not Magneto... What you are afraid of is mutants, and their invincible but powerful power that can get out of control at any time."

(End of this chapter)