The whole sect has been reborn

Chapter 526
Why do you feel jealous?Is it because seeing his wife who is obviously inferior to him in every way suddenly turns into a better than him, so he feels it is unfair?
However, they obviously lived happily before, didn't they?Why would you be jealous over such a trivial thing?They have always had such a good relationship.how is this possible?

Zhu Ying desperately told himself in his heart, this is not possible, Ah Mei is so good, she is not only gentle and virtuous, but also so kind to himself and his mother, she is a good woman praised by everyone.And she didn't travel thousands of miles to the border with two down-and-out people, just to repay her mother's inadvertent little help?
And even though she was able to cultivate, Ah Mei never felt that there was anything wrong with her husband being an ordinary person with low talent.She even tried her best to give the treasure she finally found to her worthless husband so that he could practice.

Such a good person, such a good person, why does he feel jealous?
Should not be ah.

Whenever everyone was alone, Zhu Ying would tell himself earnestly that such an idea is not advisable.If things go on like this, there will definitely be big problems between them.But there are many people in this world who know all kinds of great principles but can't do it themselves.

The crux of the problem is that he can't do it himself.Even if he overwhelmed himself with all kinds of chores and was so busy, he still couldn't do it.

Zhu Ying once refused to admit that he was jealous of his wife, but what's the use?When he saw his wife's splendid appearance, Zhu Ying knew that he was jealous.It's ridiculous, Zhu Ying, the dazzling and bright eldest son of the Zhu family back then, can make a comeback even if he falls down, Zhu Ying who is respectable, Zhu Ying who obviously seems to have everything.

One day he would be jealous of his wife.What an anecdote!

He also wanted to stop himself from thinking like this. This kind of thinking should not and cannot exist.But why is it so difficult!Why can't you just let it go!

He really doesn't understand.

Therefore, he didn't dare to go to see Zhongmei or his lovely son Yuxue anymore, because every time he saw his son who looked like his wife, he felt faintly uncomfortable in his heart.But obviously he had really looked forward to the birth of his son before.Why can't I accept it now?
Looking at his wife and son who raised hope and despair again and again, Zhu Ying actually felt a faint sense of complacency.Look, no matter how powerful you are, you still need me.If I ignore you, you will be unhappy.But soon, Zhu Ying will feel a strong sense of self-loathing.It goes on and on again and again, it seems that there will never be an end.

Perhaps, later Zhong Mei also saw the unbearable feeling in his heart, so he no longer expected to bring the child to see him.But, she still treats herself well as always.

When hiding in the house to practice, Zhu Ying also felt that he was too ignorant.Obviously there is such a good wife and children, why not satisfied?But he just can't control it!What can he do? !

Even this kind of emotion became more and more intense, and in the end he didn't even understand why he was in such pain.Until someone found himself and put forward a condition.

"Destroy the Zhong family."

Like a bolt from the blue, these words hit him directly on the head, making him feel thunderous.Are you really going to destroy the Zhong family?
But that is the home that Ah Mei has worked so hard to build for so many years!Why destroy it?Once it is destroyed, Ah Mei will be very sad.And his own son, what should he do?And mother, she will definitely reprimand herself severely...

No, no, he absolutely can't do that.

But those monks who came to persuade him were very sure that they would agree, and laughed strangely.

"Zhu Ying, you will agree. Because you are Zhu Ying, how can you let a slave over your head?"

"I'm waiting for the day when you change your mind."

Zhu Ying was angry and drove the man out.But although the words spoken will not become concrete things, they can always fall in the heart, leaving some irresistible traces.

This idea seemed to have taken root in Zhu Ying's heart, and it kept eroding his heart.And then erode his soul.

Finally, he agreed.

When the Zhong family was destroyed, he hid in the crowd and looked at the exploding blood flowers, showing a ferocious expression that didn't look like him.

Seeing his beloved pass away, he was really heartbroken and in pain, but miraculously, the uneasiness that accompanied him like a shadow finally dissipated a little at this moment.

When seeing his own child, Zhong Kelian was led away in a hurry by his cronies, Zhu Ying hesitated.If there is no accident, this may be his only child in this life, does he really want to do this?Do you really want to kill your only child with your own hands?
After killing his own wife?

Maybe it was a moment of hesitation, Zhu Ying softened his heart, and he waved back those who went to hunt Zhong Kelian.Although it was only for a moment, it should be enough for him to escape.

After that day, Zhu Ying felt that he would be happy. After all, you see, I can finally establish myself with my own name, instead of such a messy name as the husband of the Zhong family's head.What a delight.And Yu Ze, the way of speech and embroidery left by Zhong Mei, will also be his.

But Zhu Ying realized that he was wrong.Those Yu Ze who practiced the way of words and embroidery did not give him any talent for cultivation, and even the clothes embroidered by other girls who practiced the way of words and embroidery were not as powerful as imagined.

Why is this?

Zhu Ying couldn't understand it.The culprits who destroyed Zhong's family were very angry at this time, but they had nothing to do with Zhu Ying.Because Zhu Ying is Zhong Mei's last relative, and that old lady Zhu is just a mortal, not a direct blood relative, and cannot inherit Yu Ze's way of speaking and embroidery.In the end, they still had to rely on Zhu Ying.

In fact, Zhu Ying is really an outstanding person, he has always been, but he was suppressed by his uncontrollable jealousy.

Later, it only took him two short years to secure his position as the head of the Yanxiu Hall. Even if he didn't have the way of Yanxiu, he could still refine the clothes of Yanxiu. Since the quality is not enough, use the quantity to prove it!
It would be fine if life just went on like this day by day, but Zhu Ying has always had one thing on his mind.That was Zhong Kelian who let go because of a momentary soft-heartedness.

At the beginning, the soft heart wanted to let him go. It was true, but it was also true that he had trouble sleeping and eating for fear that Zhong Kelian would come back and take everything from him.It's fine if Zhong Kelian doesn't come back, but if he comes back...

Zhu Ying slowly narrowed his eyes and started a series of arrangements.It's not that he is ruthless, it's that the world forces him to be ruthless.

(End of this chapter)