Lucky Star Gao Zhao

Chapter 1056 What to do

Fan Kang went back to the study, and now he lives in the study every night. He doesn't want to face his wife, and when he sees her, he always reminds himself of the wrong things he did.

Back then, when I was in love, I met the concubine of Qinghe County Prince's Mansion. She was so beautiful, her smile made my heart tremble, and her cry made my heart hurt.

In order to pray for the recovery of his aunt, Hua Yuan went to Lingxu Temple to worship Bodhisattva every day. How could there be such a good woman in the world?
The two met and got acquainted with each other, Hua Yuan wrote a good handwriting, he picked up the crumpled paper she threw into the river, and unfolded it, as if seeing her grievances in the county palace, and knowing her feelings for him.

Yellow flowers piled up all over the ground.Haggard and worn out, who can pick it up now?Watching the window, how can I be dark alone?The sycamore trees are also drizzled, bit by bit at dusk.For the first time this time, what a word of worry!
I have never been so ecstatic, I have never wanted to hold her in my arms, love her, and protect her.

However, his grandmother was ill, and his mother took him back to Hejian Mansion, where he lived in his grandmother's house for half a year. After his grandmother recovered, he married his cousin Mulan.

What about Huayuan?
The mother agreed to the marriage, and the grandmother said that he and his cousin should worship first. The kerchief on the first night of the festive night was pure white. The grandmother asked: Did Mulan lose her virginity?
It is impossible for a grandparent who has lost her virginity to have a cousin, so there was one time.

My cousin is Jiao Mulan, the only daughter of my aunt, who grew up with my grandparents.My uncle is an orphan, and he studied with his grandfather. My grandfather liked my uncle's knowledge and married his aunt to him. Unexpectedly, after giving birth to my cousin, my uncle and aunt died in an accident.

The cousin who has no father's family grew up in the maternal grandparents, and the grandmother wanted the mother to take care of the cousin in the future, so they got married.

The mother knew Huayuan's existence to some extent, firstly, to forgive her grandmother's heart, and secondly, to put an end to her own thoughts, and agreed to the marriage.

After the marriage was written, the mother took him back to Beijing, and the cousin stayed to take care of the grandmother. The mother told the father to send someone to pick up the cousin.

But as soon as he got home, Hua Yuan sent a message. He secretly went out to meet her and told her that he was married. Hua Yuan took out a knife and cut his wrist, saying that he could not live without him.

He hugged her and saw the blood bubbling from the deep knife edge. He said that he couldn't live without her.

Before his mother had time to tell his father, he begged his mother that he was willing to give all his future family property to his cousin, and that he only wanted to be with Hua Yuan.

He didn't eat or drink, and he told his mother why his grandmother let the sister of the You family marry in when the second brother was gone, because the second brother only had the sister of the You family in his heart, if he died, he would be buried with Chen Huayuan.

The mother cried and agreed, and wrote a letter to the grandparents' family to tell her that she didn't know that her father had betrothed him, so she asked the grandparents' family to find another marriage for the cousin.

I only received news of my grandmother's death and a letter from my uncle not to come back again.

His mother didn't tell him, but he thought at that time that owning Huayuan meant owning the whole world. In his eyes at the age of 16, he didn't pay attention to other things.

The mother told the father that she wanted to get married in Rexiao, but the father refused to marry the concubine of the county prince's mansion, so the mother resisted with all her strength.

But tell him you don't regret it.

How did he say?
He said that Huayuan would be a good daughter-in-law and would let his mother hold some grandchildren.

Indeed, Hua Yuan married in a well-behaved way, respecting her parents, no matter how indifferent her mother was to her, she never complained.

She said that she doesn't feel wronged because of you.

He loves Hua Yuan even more. After giving birth to a daughter and a son, his mother doesn't smile at her grandchildren. Hua Yuan still fulfills her duty as a daughter-in-law.

Even when her daughter complained about her grandmother, Hua Yuan would severely reprimand her.

When did he change?
He reprimanded his younger sister for never calling Hua Yuan's sister-in-law, and never looking at Hua Yuan in the eyes. The younger sister said that in her heart only Cousin Mulan was her sister-in-law.

He was taken aback, and his sister laughed at him as a fool, check the boy who went with him.

The younger sister said that her mother told her when she came back that year. The younger sister said that her grandmother disappeared a month after receiving the letter from her mother. I don't want to lose another son, but lose my mother's family.

My sister said why my mother started eating vegetarian food and praying to Buddha, and married this woman for you, so that my mother was abandoned by her natal family.

He thought that his cousin just listened to the elders and married him, and that with the money given by his mother, he would be able to live a lifetime after remarrying.

Now he knows why my cousin left my grandfather's house, and my cousin gave birth to his child. In just one night, my cousin gave birth.

How can she get married again?
He knew that the pregnant woman he saw when he was shopping with Hua Yuan was his cousin, and he thought he had mistaken her.

Unexpectedly, my cousin came to Beijing, left again, and gave birth to a daughter. Cousin, she...

All this is because of his selfish joy, thinking that he married his cousin reluctantly, and that the lack of affection between the husband and wife is also harming her cousin.

He has grown up and knows that being a man is not just about his own joy, there are many things about being a man, and the most important thing he has lost.

My sister said that you are not worthy of being a man of the Fan family, yes, he is not.

For him, Hua Yuan bought the servants around him and learned about him. He only wanted to marry him. He could have married someone better. Because of him, he was wronged in the Fan family. He knew that it was because he liked him.

She is a woman, but what about myself?
Just like my sister said, if you put your personal feelings above your parents and family, and your morals, you will be a man of the Fan family.

So from then on, he is no longer a tender and affectionate husband, and he can't blame Hua Yuan for his faults, but he will no longer be a good husband without distractions.

Since then, he had no children. Hua Yuan guessed what, she was more cautious, more gentle and considerate to him. For more than ten years, she did everything well for everyone in the family, except for her mother and sister.

What should he do now?

That was his daughter, married as an orphan, but could he give her a surname?

He could guess why his daughter was called Le Mulan. He forgot to take a collection of Yuefu poems with him when he left his grandfather's house.

Fan Kang covered his face and wept, sleepless for the past few days and nights, guilt tore at him, his heart felt like thousands of knives were cut through, there were bursts of pain without any scars, and sometimes he couldn't breathe.

There were hurried footsteps at the door, and Fan Kang wiped away his tears.

"Third brother."

It was the younger sister, Fan Wanzhen, who married into the family of Wailang, a member of the household department, and gave birth to three children.

Fan Wanzhen was surprised when she saw the third brother.

"Third brother? What's the matter? How could this happen?"

Fan Kang forced a smile and said: "It's okay, I read late last night and didn't sleep well."

Fan Wanzhen hesitated, wondering if she should ask.

"Is there a problem?"

"Third brother, let me ask you, you have to tell me honestly, did you have sex with your cousin back then?"

Fan Wanzhen saw that the third brother was stunned and didn't reply for a long time, so she understood.

"Third brother, I met someone. I think it's my cousin's daughter, and the age is right. I inquired about it. It's Winter's birthday. Third brother is the adopted daughter of the Meng family. She said she was an orphan. Third brother, my cousin is gone. ..." Before finishing speaking, he burst into tears.

Fan Wanzhen lived in her grandfather's house for two years and got close to her cousin. When her mother came back that year and told her that her third brother married her cousin, she was very happy, but in a blink of an eye, her third brother married Chen Huayuan.

She knew that her third brother and her mother had been inquiring about her cousin. Today, she happened to meet the adopted daughter of the Meng family. She felt strange and hurried back to her mother's house.

This will look at the appearance of the third brother, knowing that the third brother already knows.

"Third brother, what should I do? That's my cousin's daughter, my brother's daughter. Mother has been looking for my cousin for more than ten years, but..."

But what, Fan Wanzhen didn't say, what would happen to her father?The reputation of the Fan family is more important than anything else, what will the father do to the third brother, and how will the eldest brother do things by the emperor's side?

　The whole chapter uses Fan Kang's heart to write about the past, and what a young man who only has love in his heart does.

　　If in modern times, there is no private exchange, it is free love. Some people will say that the cousin is a third party, and she hinders other people's true love.

　　I would like readers who have such thoughts to see clearly: Marriage in ancient times was the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker, not free love and rebellion against arranged marriages.

　　Saying this in advance to prevent some heart love is the only reader to bring a modern point of view into the story, and then say what true love words.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)