Lucky Star Gao Zhao

Chapter 201

Both of them didn't speak, they were quiet for a while, Princess Pingwu said: "I was just talking, I didn't say to take Xunsheng away."

"Don't talk about it! Don't even think about it! If you don't feel fair, then don't force yourself to accept it!"

Princess Pingwu softened her words: "Didn't I agree with my cousin's proposal? Otherwise, I wouldn't let Xunsheng come here. I just love Xunsheng, how can I bear this pain."

"You say you love Xunsheng, mother thinks it's all fake! You only care about yourself and your face, mother told you this, but you are still not convinced, if you really feel sorry for Xunsheng, even if you are a countryman , you should also be a baby, but what about you? The first thing you think about is not what will happen to Xunsheng, but your face!"

Princess Pingwu was not convinced: "What is Xunsheng's background? The Gao family..."

Mrs. Jia interrupted her: "Birthplace? Don't think that mother doesn't know. What you are worried about is that your mother was born as a court lady, which made you ashamed among the princesses. You are a palace girl! Just strangle your mother, Even if you strangle me to death, you still can't get rid of a mother who was a palace maid!"

"Mom, I didn't say that."

Mrs. Jia had tears in her eyes: "Mother knows that when you were young, someone laughed at you because someone said that mother was climbed up by a palace maid. You have been in trouble for a long time because of this. Your father said that you will be recorded in the name of the late queen." Excuse me, mother disagrees, and you didn't agree, then you were young and you didn't understand, now you should know, your birth is either recorded in someone's name or born by someone, your mother came from the countryside where there was not enough to eat, No one can change the fact that entering the palace as a maid of honor! No one dares to say anything now, but you make yourself uncomfortable in your heart, and it is you who feel uncomfortable, what will outsiders do to you because of this?"

Seeing that she was about to open her mouth, Mrs. Jia continued: "Actually, when you pick on Mrs. Gao, you are picking on yourself in your heart. You despise her background, and you despise yours. Mother came here to understand. You have always been worried about your origin, and feel inferior because of having such a mother, who thought you had forgotten about your childhood."

Princess Pingwu was struck by thunder, her face turned pale.

"Mother can't go back to the past, even if she can go back to the past, she won't be able to become a queen and give birth to you again. Xunsheng is your son, you can choose a decent wife to make you feel at ease, mother has only a few years to live Sooner or later, go to the underground to accompany your grandfather, mother is not qualified to accompany your father, but, mother tells you something, Xunsheng is your son, for your dignity, you decide to marry your daughter-in-law, Mrs. Gao, you just Let her go, mother will think of herself when she sees her, lest she suffer from mother's misfortune in the future, and give birth to a daughter who will despise her birth for the rest of her life!"

Mrs. Jia got up, ignored her daughter, and walked out.

Mr. Jia saw his aunt in the courtyard and stepped forward to support her.

"Go back to my room and talk to you."

Helping his aunt to the second courtyard, seeing his granddaughter panicked, Mr. Jia said softly, "Go and play with Qingwa."

Jia Xibei hurriedly pulled Yu Qingwa out.

Mr. Jia poured tea for his aunt, but Mrs. Jia waved her hand, so he had no choice but to put it down.

"Niuwa, my aunt understands what you said. Pingwu is a poor person, yes, she is pitiful, she looks beautiful from the outside, and the emperor is older than her. When you see her, you have to salute her politely." Huanggu, outside the palace, she lived a high-spirited life, who would have thought that her birth was a thorn in her heart, this is my fault, I shouldn't have given birth to her."

Mrs. Jia covered her eyes with her hands and wept silently, Mr. Jia's eyes were moist.

"Auntie, don't think too much about it. My cousin doesn't have that idea. In the past few decades, except for Xunsheng, she has always been happy. She can't accept it all at once. She will figure it out after a while."

Mrs. Jia shook her head and said: "You don't need to comfort me, I too have lived a long time in wealth, and I am confused, so I also regard myself as a rich person. Don't forget that in the palace, nine out of ten people in the sieve's heart are Snobbish eyes? Ha ha! The royal family has cared for me for many years, and I can't get over it."

Mrs. Jia also saw herself clearly through her daughter, so she had to think about the future.

"You go, aunt's rest meeting."

Mr. Jia withdrew silently, let Zhenmao who was guarding the door into the house, he walked out quickly, went to the main courtyard, stood at the door for a while, pushed the door and went in.

Princess Pingwu saw her cousin coming in, and hurriedly asked: "Cousin, how is my mother?"

"Why don't you go and see for yourself?"

Princess Pingwu avoided her cousin's gaze and said, "Cousin, my mother said that about me, but I didn't think so, I didn't want to hurt my mother's heart."

After sitting down, Mr. Jia said, "Nobody says you mean it, but..."

"My cousin thinks so too?"

"Cousin, there are some things I wanted to tell you a long time ago. If I said it before, you wouldn't understand it, you wouldn't accept it, and you would think I was talking nonsense. But today you made my aunt sad, so I have to say it."

"Cousin, tell me."

"Cousin, do you know? Why do you have something to say, you won't say it to the son-in-law, but you will come and tell me that you and the son-in-law are childhood sweethearts, and I am not, and you are grown up when I come to Beijing, but between us until now , can be said to be like brothers and sisters, even you and I are no less than cousins, do you know why?"

"I have always regarded you as my elder brother, my own elder brother, different from the son-in-law."

"It's different. I'm from the countryside, and the son-in-law is from the Wu family, a family that has been around for hundreds of years."

Ping Wu opened his eyes wide and said, "Who doesn't know this?"

Mr. Jia shook his head and sighed: "Remember, when my aunt asked me to come to Beijing, she actually wanted me to marry you. Fortunately, neither you nor I were willing. You were already familiar with your brother-in-law at that time, so naturally you wouldn't marry me." Me, but even if you don't have a brother-in-law, you wouldn't choose me, do you know why?"

Princess Pingwu was puzzled, she had always had a good relationship with her cousin, and she joked back then that she might marry her cousin if she hadn't met her son-in-law first.

"Pingwu, you are willing to talk to me without putting down your arrogance, and you are willing to say something to me but not to the son-in-law, because you think in your bones that I, like you, have rural blood that cannot be erased, but You will not choose to marry me, I am yourself, that countryman from a small place with a humble background, who is flattered in front of the face and ridiculed behind the back."

Princess Pingwu was stunned, and murmured: "I don't, cousin, I don't."

"Ping Wu, you have always disliked yourself and felt that you lack confidence in the royal family, so you use your appearance of ruthlessness and arrogance to cover up your lack of confidence. It stands to reason that you are the eldest princess's aunt and grandmother, why do you lack confidence? It's the inferiority complex deep in your heart. The eldest princess is gentle and reserved, the first princess doesn't need confidence to put on a facade, and the third princess is also a first princess, that's the arrogance that is full of confidence, you should think about yourself."

Mr. Jia looked at his cousin with pity, "I shouldn't say this, but you hurt my aunt, that's your own mother! And Xunsheng, do you have to destroy him? Even if you are satisfied, you are not the same. happy."

Princess Pingwu was in a state of confusion and couldn't accept her cousin's words, but her heart was slowly cracking and bleeding.

(End of this chapter)