Lucky Star Gao Zhao

Chapter 680 The Most Painful
Gao Zhao was puzzled, and asked: "You can also hug your mother and act like a baby? What are mothers and daughters afraid of?"

Jia Xibei shook his head and said: "Auntie, you don't understand, but because you are a mother and daughter, you can't do it. Because..., my heart is hurt and I am afraid, but my mother-in-law has a different temperament from my mother, and she treats her very well. I am absolutely inferior to her son. I have no extravagant expectations for her. We all try our best to get along well. Even if we don't get along well, I won't be sad. My mother... I will honor her, and I will love her dearly. But in front of her, I just can't act like you and your mother."

This Gao Zhao couldn't understand, she had no parents in her previous life, she never enjoyed the love of her parents, nor did she feel the pain of being hurt by her relatives.

Coming here, it's all about love, the love of parents, the love of elders, the love of brothers and sisters, and the love of husband and wife after that.She enjoyed a lot of happiness, without the experience of Jia Xibei.

But she remembered what Qian Yulan said, that what was missing in her heart, no one else could make up for, because there was only one mother.

Jia Xibei raised his smiling face again: "It's okay, I am content now, I live a better life than too many people, my grandfather said never to compare what you have lost with what others have, what you get is not fair, and if you are not fair, just get it." I will think crookedly, and after a long time, people will be crooked. I don’t want to be a crooked person, what I am most proud of is that I have a square heart, and I don’t want to lose it.”

Gao Zhao applauded: "Xibei, you are great! I like you like this. Your grandfather said it is also great!"

Jia Hongguang, who was praised by Gao Zhao, was seriously talking with Wu Changliang's elder brother Wu Changyuan.

Since Jia Hongguang returned to Beijing, he had recuperated for a period of time and helped his nephew's marriage. He was free and walked around.

After leaving the city, looking at the scenery, I accidentally discovered that my eldest nephew was meeting a woman.

Extremely annoyed, he called his nephew into his home and scolded him in the study.

"It's been ten years, you've been married, you've been married, you're also a husband and a father, even if the Yao family woman becomes a widow, how will you treat it? Do you want to marry another one?"

Wu Changyuan argued: "Cousin, nephew never had such thoughts, it's just..."

Jia Hongguang slammed the table and said, "What is it? Sympathy for her? What does it have to do with you? Is there no one in the Yao family? Is there no one in the Shen family? Do you need an outsider to sympathize? Can you help me?" What? Have you ever thought, if this matter is known to outsiders, where will you put Yao's wife? How will you face your parents, your wife and children? Since I can see it, others can't see it? "

"Cousin, I planned to see Jingzhi for the last time today, and advised her to raise her daughter and heir properly since she obeyed the arrangement of the family."

Jia Hongguang gasped for breath and said, "This is a matter of the Yao family. The Shen family can say this. Who are you?"

Wu Changyuan: "I..."

Jia Hongguang suppressed his breath and said: "Changyuan, if you can't let it go, and you can't live happily without her, you can be comfortable with her. My cousin told your parents to let you marry another. My cousin went to Yao's mansion to propose marriage in person. Don't worry, I will come to persuade your parents that your child will be raised by your mother, and you will live a happy life with Yao's wife in the future, so you don't have to worry about it anymore."

"Cousin, I don't think so, I just see her sad and comfort her..."

Jia Hongguang sighed and said, "Do you believe this? You just use this to deceive yourself."

Seeing Wu Changyuan's silence, Jia Hongguang continued: "Why is there a saying that you deceive yourself, others, and yourself? I don't deny that you think so. You have a family, a wife and children. It is impossible to abandon them, but you can't control it." Your own heart. Even if your parents, the Yao family, and the Shen family agree with you to marry her, I believe that you cannot abandon your wife and children. Even if you can do so now, you will not be happy in the future. A person who is happy by himself is not considered a person.”

Seeing the pain in Wu Changyuan's eyes, Jia Hongguang didn't sympathize with him at all. This is a person with a unclear mind, and he doesn't know who he followed.

One must know that her brother-in-law, Consort Wu, has a clear mind, and can clearly distinguish the current situation and the family when she is young, and only think about personal matters for the rest.

And this big nephew wants to put everything aside just for himself, but he can't do it. He relies on his family and wants to achieve his wish.He felt uncomfortable when he fulfilled his wish and went against his family.

"It should be continuous, especially the love between men and women. In the end, it will not only harm others and yourself. How many people in the Princess Mansion, Yao Dashi's Mansion, and Shen University Mansion will be implicated by you two brainless people? If you can control it , I met for the third time today? What was the last time? It wasn’t me who bumped into me. The fourth and fifth times were the same until the city was full of wind and rain! Have you ever thought about what will happen to Yao’s wife? You are a man, nothing more than punishment Beaten and kneeling in the ancestral hall, is the Yao family's wife alive? The Shen family will take care of the embarrassing aunt who married off without the Yao family. Is this the result of you wanting to show sympathy? Don't you know the consequences yourself? Can't hold back?"

Wu Changyuan knelt down and said, "Cousin, I will never see her again, please don't tell my mother."

"A person's life is not only about living for himself, getting married, how many people fall in love with each other, love each other and get married?"

Jia Hongguang didn't look at his nephew either, and seemed to be talking to himself.

"It's said that the fourth-rank official daughter of the Hou family married a nephew of a favorite concubine. It's a pity for the cattle-herding boy from the countryside. But the cow-herding boy also has yearning, yearning for people who walk hand in hand with each other. Can't help it, everyone will. Fortunately, there is no such person, even if there are regrets, you can't do things that go against your conscience."

"I once heard a little lady say this: There are three kinds of people in the world, only two kinds of people are not condemned by conscience, one is the person who never does anything wrong, that is a saint; People who eat them are evil people. Most people have half of their consciences eaten by dogs, leaving half, and the remaining half of their consciences often torture them. Since it is impossible to have all consciences eaten by dogs, then do less conscientious things, Because the one who suffers the most is yourself.”

Wu Changyuan was in tears at this moment, and murmured: "I can't do it, I can't do any of them."

Jia Hongguang understands that what he said can't be done is that he can't do it by abandoning his family and children, and he can't do it by letting go of his beloved, so it is painful.

"Then do not see it, and let yourself not think about it in the future. It depends on which end you want to keep. If you are determined to protect your attachment, go all out for a while. In the future, don't ask your family to forgive you, or you will be the eldest son of Wu."

Wu Changyuan nodded and kowtowed.

After he left, Jia Hongguang thought, this is his nephew, if it is his son, he should have a meal before talking.

Thinking of the words that the dog had eaten his conscience just now, he smiled wryly to himself.

Fortunately, I still have more than half of my conscience, and the dog only ate a small half, so there is not so much pain.

Recently, the old wife is tired of family affairs, so go back to the house and coax the old wife.

　Mr. Jia has no one in his heart. Although his wife is not the person he likes in his heart, he has never had a confidante or anything, so he said: Then don't have such a person.

　　Because he knows that if he has it, he will be unable to help himself.

　　This person was invented by me, but I admire Mr. Jia.

　　……

　　In modern times, there are no arranged marriages by parents, but they can't help but abandon their families and children more or less for the sake of the future.

　　Love is emotion, but marriage has responsibilities.

　　A man often travels on business. He said that he met someone who was better than his wife, and someone who moved my heart. But when I think of my wife who raises children at home and is filial to my parents, I will not do whatever I want, just want to enjoy myself.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)