One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 83

But I can't accept it, do you know what it feels like when the sky suddenly collapses?It's the feeling of being overwhelmed with pain, heart-piercing, and gasping for breath.

Han Qingrui, do you know this feeling?

But I don't want you to know, I don't want you to be hurt like me, I want you to be well, and occasionally I can think of a little feather secretly loving you in a distant place.

I don't want you to forget me, you know?I do not want!

I know that my heart is completely broken. I pick it up again and again and try to put it together, but I can't repair it. How can I live without a normal heart and a complete heart.

What's the use of a heart full of holes?

I'm sorry, I may have let you down, I may not be as strong as you think, and I can't face it as you imagined, I just want to have you.

I used to say the sentence most often, if I am not strong and cowardly, I will show it to someone.But now I can't be stronger anymore, the so-called strength is so ridiculous.I know you won't understand, but it doesn't matter.

I know that when you look back again, those tears are so worthless in your opinion, and you may find it ridiculous.But when I look back for the rest of my life, those laughter and laughter can't control my tears.

But you have thought about not having me, you will feel bad.

Occasionally I can feel your distress and know your helplessness.You have your family, so I never force you to accompany me, you come to see me, you chat with me, I just hope you can think of me occasionally.

But you can't even understand why you gave me hope in the first place, and now you make me so desperate.

Life is so long, how do you let me live it?

Now, do I still have a life? .

Tears and heartache are like a torrential river, and soon I will be swallowed by this river.If there is that kind of if, don't be disappointed in me, okay?

"I don't want you to disappoint me?"

So I can accept the final sentence, but it doesn't mean I can accept this fact!
"So what should I do so you won't leave me?"

She slumped on the ground, muttering in a low voice.She is really desperate. .

"Don't leave me, okay? I promise I'll be obedient, don't make noise, and I won't make any demands, don't add trouble to you, don't leave me, okay?"

"Han Qingrui, can you not leave?"

You have left a place in my heart, now you can leave as soon as you say, what do you want me to do?

I will hurt. .I will really hurt. .

"what!!"

She was really going crazy, trying to control her sanity.But she couldn't accept Han Qingrui's departure for the rest of her life. She loved this man to the bone marrow. How many people could bear the pain of bone erosion?

I have never asked for the promises others have, but I still can't keep this relationship. Is it because I am not good enough. .

Those words were on her mind all night,
Her face was pale and weak, her eyes were bloodshot, and she didn't seem to be enduring pain.

Her pain is all in her heart!Nearly five years of companionship, the stolen time will eventually be returned.

Do you know that when your heart hurts, your ten fingers will also hurt?And the pain was uncontrollable, some people said it was because of the ten fingers connected to the heart.

More than five years have passed, and Lin Yuxi suddenly doesn't know what the five and a half years of persistence are.

Lin Yuxi smiled. When the reality tells you that you must face it nakedly, besides smiling, you can only smile!
The severe pain eroded her crazily, almost fainting.

But, it hurts,

In the future, bear it slowly!

Look, it's dawn, the sun is shining, and the birds outside the window are laughing at her!
Sitting in front of the dressing table with difficulty, looking at himself in the mirror drying his eyes, he slowly put on a beautiful makeup.Take out my favorite suspender skirt in the closet and change it. The goose yellow gauze is embroidered with silver silk thread to embroider delicate flowers. The large begonia flowers are so beautiful. The skirt with bare feet and a pair of khaki High heel.

The beauty is empty and peerless, for whom will the fragrance be passed on.

She stood in front of the mirror, trying to smile to herself.

Everything is just a flash in the pan.

Take out the white wine stored at home, fill up one cup after another, drink happily, and say goodbye to your beautiful life.

Her smile is beautiful, but her eyes no longer have the agility of the past.Because she no longer has the person she loves deeply in her eyes.

Picking up the first glass of wine: "Goodbye, Han Qingrui." The faint smile on the lips made people feel distressed. .

Picking up the second glass of wine: "Goodbye, Lin Yuxi." I'm sorry for letting you have such a life. .

Picking up the third glass of wine: "Goodbye, my dream." Tears still blurred his eyes. .

Picking up the fourth glass of wine, he drank it all in one gulp, his face was full of bitterness and his heart was dripping with blood, this time the voice made people unbearably sad.

"But, you never know how much my heart hurts!"

If you will think of me inadvertently in the future, please don't forget that there was once a person who loved you deeply; she once looked at you secretly, thought about you secretly, loved you secretly, smiled secretly, and cried secretly!
Now she's going to sneak away. .

But now I still lost my Han Qingrui, but I was wrong, when did Han Qingrui belong to me?He never belonged to me.

Weeping sadly.

After drinking strong alcohol, the whole person became somewhat sober.

The warm-colored dream shattered all over the ground, how could I not wake up!
"Now, I won't be sensible anymore!"

"Sorry, I really can't bear the pain of losing you."

"Lin Yuxi cannot live without Han Qingrui."

"But, I believe you still love me, right?"

"In the next life, please love me again!"

The wine enters the sad heart and turns into acacia tears.

The person in front of her gradually disappeared, but she didn't even have the tone and qualifications to persuade her to stay.The teardrops in the corners of her eyes fell quietly, and she finally closed her sleepy eyes, indulging in the little beauty left.The dazzling red gurgled like a stream, looking at the dazzling color, the last smile on the pale face was still so beautiful.

One person's puppet show is finally over.

Mu Nan, who just got off work, received her last text message: Mu Nan, I'm leaving.I'm sorry that I failed to live up to your expectations. I suffer every day, but I'm too tired.Today I finally couldn't take it anymore.I am very lucky to meet you, but it is a pity that I cannot be friends with you in the future. Take care of yourself and forget about me.goodbye!In the future, there will be no future, and there will be no Lin Yuxi.

He desperately rushed to her house. . .But no one can keep those who want to leave.

In the end, she was gone, disappeared, and no one knew where she went.The only footprint left is the two words in the circle of friends,
Goodbye!

But Han Qingrui, for the rest of your life, will you still remember Lin Yuxi?

We all want to meet the right person at the right time.

live the life you want,
But life is often a cruel play!
Love is always like a dream, and it will eventually disappear.

A relationship that cannot be loved is doomed to perish before it even begins.

Such a girl is destined to become a sacrifice of love!

But in the end, she still insisted on the last trace of her dignity.

goodbye!The beauty in the dream!

In the next life, please love me again!
goodbye. .

Also missing. .

(End of this chapter)