System, help me be an empress

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Extra Story ([-]) Zhou Shame
My name is Zhou Huixue, and my father said that my name comes from Wuxi Xiaxue, which also means "not ashamed to ask".

In life, one is always learning.

My father used to be an official in the Qintian Prison, so in my childhood memories before I was five years old, there are always countless books and strange gadgets.

I still remember that winter, it was very cold.

Qin Tianjian just lost the water, and hundreds of precious books were destroyed.

My father carried me out of the sea of ​​flames, and when he rushed in again to save something, he never had a chance to come out.

The father who was the pillar of the family was gone, and the amiable uncle in the past changed his face instantly, and he could say all kinds of ugly things, and soon the family broke up.My mother couldn't bear the pressure, she hugged me and cried day and night, until one late night, she also disappeared completely.

Everyone thought she committed suicide because she couldn't bear the pressure.It wasn't until decades later that I accidentally learned that she had remarried incognito and gone to another place.

If I knew this when I was young and vigorous, I would definitely hate her, hated her for leaving without saying goodbye, and scolded her for not giving birth.

In fact, I shouldn't blame her, if there was no fire, I might not have entered the palace, I wouldn't have become an eunuch, I would be able to wear clothes and anger horses, and have a bright future.

There are so many ifs in life.

In the palace, I learned how the villains around me were flattering and flattering; I gradually became full of nonsense, and I could boast everywhere. I read books according to the preferences of the nobles in the palace, and sometimes I couldn’t even tell the difference. Some of the words are true and some are false.

If the father knew that his son, whom he had expected so much, was learning these crooked ways all day long, would he be so angry that he would come to life.

I thought about it for a long time, probably not, my father would never want to see me again.

From an insignificant little eunuch, I climbed up step by step to the 'palm print eunuch'. Back then, Feng Zhi was so highly regarded, but he was no more than the great eunuch of Dongchang, not as high as I climbed.

The reason is also very simple. He does not read as much as I do. When I was young, I could even stay up all night just to finish reading a general history.

I have lived in a daze for many years, betraying my conscience a lot. If I really want to play with power, can the empty-headed Feng Zhi be my opponent?
I have too many opportunities and ways to calculate him.Feng Zhi is more like a buffoon in my eyes, a fool who can let me shirk responsibility if something goes wrong.

When Bao Changnian was pushed hard by Grand Master Gongsun, he also tried to join forces with me, but I just pretended to be stupid and refused.

The eunuch tried to manipulate power, but he ended up dead without a whole body, and his stigma would last forever.

I am ashamed to learn and not stupid, I just want to live a good life.

Later, I met His Majesty.

She is cruel.

To put it bluntly, it's 'courageous and resourceful'; to put it bluntly, it's 'playing cards against common sense'. She was able to send Jin Yiwei to hold me hostage with a knife into the conference hall.

I think she must be crazy, what can she do if she goes in, and what can be changed, those old foxes in the court can swallow her alive in minutes.

But the situation didn't happen as expected, instead he became Bao Shoufu?
That shameless old schemer.

……

I followed His Majesty for more than 30 years in total.

In the middle, my mother came to me. She seemed to be overwhelmed by guilt, and begged me to accept her adopted grandson as the son who passed on the incense for me.

I declined without thinking.

Only then did I realize that I still hated her, and it was impossible to forgive her, and it was best never to see her.

But the hatred of adults is silent.

When I was lying in front of the hospital bed before my death, only some young eunuchs with good personal relationships in the palace came to see me, and I was still a little disappointed.

"Your Majesty! Why are you here!"

I struggled to get out of bed to salute, but the quilt was held down by His Majesty.

"Stop making trouble, just lie down obediently." Xu Youxi sat on the edge of the bed and asked thoughtfully, "I heard that you've been crying lately?"

"There is no one who is not afraid of death."

I smiled wryly.

"But when you were crying, you kept calling for daddy."

"..."

Xu Youxi stared at Zhou Yuxue's expression for a while, and didn't continue to delve into this question: "Do you know that your father stayed in the Imperial Academy before he was alive? He also compiled history books."

"...The old slave has heard a little bit about it."

His father had always been a very talented man.

"Then do you know that your father respects Sima Qian very much?"

"Father has always..."

"Sima Qian was also castrated." Xu Youxi said firmly, "He is still famous in history and deserves respect."

"This……"

"So you, don't think about it all day long."

"After so many years, my father never entrusted me with a dream." Zhou Huixue burst into tears, "I'm the one who insulted the family."

"..."

I talked about history with you, but you actually talked about feudal superstition with me? !

"Why bother? Do you see that I have spread branches and leaves for the old Xu's family? Could it be that I have insulted the family tradition?"

"How dare this old slave compare himself with His Majesty..."

"Let me tell you in private, I have already prepared the manuscript. After a hundred years, if I happen to meet the ancestors of our old Xu family, whoever dares to say that I am not, I will give them a strange look."

Xu Youxi continued in an exaggerated tone: "When the time comes, I will yell at him and say: How dare you pick and choose me when you were the emperor at that level? When you were in power, how much revenue was in the treasury, how many natural and man-made disasters, and how many refugees were there? How is the life of the common people? How is Dagan's status in the world? How do you compare with me? Guaranteed that he can't say a word."

Zhou Huixue had a long-lost smile in his eyes.

"Learn from me. If you meet your ancestors, you should tell them confidently: You personally assisted in creating an eternal empress!"

"How dare the old slave?"

"I lend you courage!"

　The exam time has been changed to July 7st, which is the day after tomorrow, which means... At least tomorrow, I can't update it again.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)