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Chapter 165 Diary of a Madman!Anatta! (Please subscribe for 2 chapters! Please reward for the [-]-word chapter!)

Three in the afternoon.

Hengdian World Studios, somewhere.

"Awakening Era, the first scene of scene XX, the first time, start!"

As the record was played, Chi Yu pushed open the door and said with a little drunkenness: "Ren Guangming is still so good at drinking."

Lu Yi followed in.

"It's not easy, old classmates can get together once in the capital. It's so rare."

Chi Yu casually unbuttoned his collar, sat in a chair, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and asked, "Oh, I forgot to ask Guangming just now, what is Yang Kaiming up to recently? Why hasn't he been here?" news?"

While pouring water, Lu Yi said, "Ren Guangming said that Yang Kaiming went back to his hometown to teach after graduating from a normal school. He is kind-hearted, and he often helped a widow, which was criticized by her clan."

"One day, Yang Kaiming got drunk and spent the night lying on the table of the widow's house. When it was about to dawn, I don't know who went to report the news. As a result, the clansmen of the widow's house arrested her, and the patriarch called a meeting. According to the family rules, the widow was given to the Shentang alive."

"Yang Kaiming went crazy after being stimulated. Now, he has been begging on the street for two days and talking crazy, and no one knows him anymore."

While talking, he put the poured tea on the table in front of Chi Yu.

Chi Yu sat up, opened his eyes, looked at the smoke and mist in front of him, and murmured: "Crazy, people are crazy, and the sky is also crazy."

While talking, he rushed in, no, it should be said that a person rolled in.

It was my cousin Jiusun, who babbled nonsense as soon as he came in, saying things like "don't kill me, don't kill me", and finally hid under the table and wrote a letter to Chi Yu, saying that if he died, "you will kill me." This letter is addressed to my mother and sister."

Then two people came in and explained why this happened.

It was originally this man named Jiusunzai. On the way to the capital, he saw a lot of people who were starving to death. He was stimulated. He lived in a hotel for the past few days and had to change several rooms every night. someone killed him...

The man was insane and kept yelling why he should be killed.

After the man was sent away, the director called to stop.

Just after this scene, a classmate who heard about being driven mad by the three cardinal principles of Confucianism, and a cousin who had gone mad in front of him gave birth to his desire to create, and then there was "Diary of a Madman".

"do it again."

In this play, apart from Chi Yu, a "traffic actor", Yu He Wei, Ma Shaohua, Zhang Tong, Bi Yanjun and several other veteran actors, the rest are basically actors who are relatively unfamiliar to the public.

Some performances are okay, but there are some, such as the scene just now, where the extras only appeared in a few shots, there are still some problems in the performance.

So I have been filming it many times, and this scene is considered over.

At this time, it was already 05:30 in the afternoon.

The crew had dinner first, because the next scene was the most difficult one-person scene in the whole play.

Abstract scenes like mental thinking and creation have always been the most difficult to shoot.

But if it is filmed, it can often become a high-energy scene in a drama.

This kind of shot usually adds some montage techniques, flashes back to the memory scene, and then matches it with music and technical means...

But that's in the later stages.

When filming, actors are not given these things.

"Chi Yu, you need to act out, the whole creation process of "Diary of a Madman", in the camera, you are the majestic, the gloomy is you..."

During the meal, Zhang Yongxin didn't let others disturb Chi Yu, but came to talk by himself.

Although in his opinion, the current Chi Yu is already Brother Xun himself in his bones.

The expression on his face was clean and firm, and his figure was extremely tall and straight.

Whether standing, sitting, or even lying down or lying down, there is a kind of firm strength.

Chi Yu, who is 26 and seven years old, acted like Brother Xun at the age of 36 and seven. He has both the tension and high spirits of a young man, and the stability and composure of a mature man.

At this time, Brother Xun will also sway brilliant words in his best era.

"Although there are more traces of artistic processing in this scene, I will provide you with enough atmosphere for you to 'create' "Diary of a Madman" naturally."

Zhang Yongxin said: "In the eyes of the audience, they can understand how exciting the birth process of "Diary of a Madman" is, and it makes people get goosebumps."

"When you see short sleeves, you immediately think of white arms, you immediately think of nudity, you immediately think of genitals, you immediately think of sexual intercourse, you immediately think of intercourse, and you immediately think of illegitimate children."

Chi Yu nodded and said with a chuckle, "Is that right?"

"Uh, it's a bit exaggerated to use Brother Xun's words, but it's true." Zhang Yongxin knew that Chi Yu's current speaking style was somewhat similar to Bumblebee in Transformers, every sentence was a quotation.

At first, he really wanted to know how many famous quotes from Brother Xun Chi Yu had memorized.

After asking, I found out that this person had memorized two entire collections of Brother Xun's anthology by heart.

It is simply inhuman!
"It can be intense, it can be peaceful, and it can even be decadent. It's probably like this, probably!" Chi Yu said.

Zhang Yongxin was stunned: "Anyway, don't worry, we are preparing to shoot the whole night."

"That's right. Many of the lessons of history have been paid for by great sacrifices. For example, when eating, certain poisonous substances cannot be eaten. We seem to be used to it, and it is very common. You will only know how many people died after eating it."

"..."

Zhang Yongxin didn't dare to speak any more. He found that although he was a fan of Brother Xun, compared with Chi Yu these days, he was a bit insignificant.

In fact, Chi Yu can't compare with him.

Zhang Yongxin's research on Brother Xun is academic and theoretical, while Chi Yu's understanding of Brother Xun is a show.

Although the form is different, the direction of everyone's efforts is the same.

To make the audience feel that Brother Xun has stepped out of the textbook after watching it, there is only one thought in mind:
This is Brother Xun!

"We can do it, right?" Chi Yu put down his lunch box and said something that wasn't Brother Xun.

"It will definitely be successful! You performed the Brother Xun I wanted, and in this day and age, most people like Brother Xun."

Zhang Yongxin said firmly: "In the modern era of quick success and quick profit, we are impetuous and we revel, but our hearts still long for the nourishment of knowledge and the boundless awe of knowledge."

Chi Yu nodded and heaved a sigh of relief.

As a combination of ancient and modern people, Chi Yu has great respect for Brother Xun, who uses the pen as a knife, kills all directions, scolds countless people, hits the nail on the head, and has been sternly pointing fingers all his life. psychology.

He was very lucky to be able to get close to Brother Xun in this way.

"Come on! You can do it! We all know that you can do it!" Zhang Yongxin patted Chi Yu's shoulder hard.

Chi Yu said calmly: "If you want to kill a person, one is to scold and kill, the other is to praise and kill."

"..."

At this moment, Zhang Yongxin felt that even though he was a die-hard fan of Brother Xun, if he was really born in that era, he would probably be angry and lose his fandom.

He turned around and left, leaving time and space for Chi Yu.

The rest of the crew were eating box lunches lively. "The Awakening Age" is a rich crew—in fact, no matter how poor the crew is now, they will not save on food. The standards are basically similar. All they eat It is very fragrant and lively.

The boy holding the radio has been depressed for the past two days, saying that he has lost his love; the girl next to him has a new boyfriend; behind him is a couple who go home to wash their feet at night——

Washing feet is a word invented by brother Xun Ke in the letter. It probably has the same meaning as the common sayings of handing in homework, paying rations, discussing scripts, and listening to music between Chi Yu and Di Li Ruobai.

On the opposite side that the boy could see, two people said something funny and were laughing wildly; someone was taking advantage of the meal time, fighting the landlord, doubling, not doubling, who had the voice of the video on the mobile phone, and a woman was crying loudly. Years of love and time, after all, was paid by mistake...

The joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, Chi Yu only thinks they are noisy.

And he was silent.

When he is silent, he feels full; he will speak and feel empty at the same time.

……

At 06:30, when the last person's boxed lunch was thrown into the trash can, this one-man show of "Diary of a Madman" is about to begin.

Once the lighting is done, the shoot starts.

Everyone was staring at Chi Yu alone.

Because of this scene, he was the only one acting in the whole process, a real one-man show.

Important actors such as Yu Hewei and Zhang Tong also wanted to witness the birth of this work, which has cross-age significance in the history of modern literature and modern culture.

"A Madman's Diary", as the first vernacular novel in the history of modern Chinese literature, laid the foundation for the creation of modern Chinese novels (literature).

Its profound thought is a high-level generalization of Huaguo's modern enlightenment.

It has profoundly influenced the history of Huaguo literature and the history of Huaguo thought in the twentieth century in terms of form and thought.

When Brother Xun made a move, he was so awesome!
Modern writer Mao Dun said: "This strange and cold sentence, the steep tone, contrasted with the reserved and half-spoken meaning, and a touch of symbolism, constitute a strange style, which makes people fall in love at first sight. Feel the unspoken sadness and joy."

Ren Yiping, a modern writer and artist commented: "A novel like "A Madman's Diary" can be called modern in terms of language, content, and form. It is like bronze smelting technology is still in its infancy, and someone directly casts it into a heavy weapon that can be handed down from generation to generation. "

Of course, some say it's very ordinary, and some say it's just for fun, to play with words, to sarcasm the old ethics and social status quo, in order to show one's own quickness.

And the most brilliant achievement of this work is this sentence:
I opened the history and looked it up. This history has no age, and the words "benevolence, righteousness and morality" are written crookedly on every page.I couldn't sleep anyway, and after reading carefully half the night, I finally saw the words between the words. There were two words "eating people" written all over the book!
Etiquette is cannibalism, and benevolence and morality are the hypocritical masks of etiquette. This is Brother Xun's definition of feudal morality, and it is also the result of his years of thinking and understanding.

When Chi Yu saw this sentence for the first time, his whole body trembled.

No one can experience this "cannibalism" environment better than those who experienced that era.

He has been a young master, the one who wears the mask of "benevolence, righteousness and morality"!

He was an actor again, the one who was eaten by the "cannibals"!
Even now, his mind is filled with sentences from "Diary of a Madman", Chi Yu's heart is extremely heavy, and he feels unable to move.

He knew the heaviness was fake, so he struggled out, sweating all over.

Can't think about it.

play it.

"Awakening age, the first time of the xx scene and the xx mirror, start!"

Chi Yu held the letter, and in the other hand held the wood carving knife that was always in his hand, and paced around the room, his eyes were red and his heart was restless.

He touched Guan Gong's knife on the woodcut, and what flashed in his mind was the knife that cut people, and what flashed in his mind were the crowd watching, those foolish people who paid for human blood to make human blood steamed buns...

Also appeared, the man who said "Boss Chi, let's go" and raised his sword.

At this moment, Chi Yu seemed to be watching the scene of his beheading from a distance.

The big knife fell, and the head left the body.

"Boss Chi, can't you sing an opera honestly? You have to sing about beheading. Two words, one head, this world!"

"If you want to listen to Boss Yizhechi's play again, I'm afraid you will go to hell."

"It's probably because Lord Yan wanted to listen to the show, so he called Boss Chi away."

"Boss Chi 20 years ago, singing the old man is a masterpiece! Oh, I can't listen to playing lunatics and lunatics!"

"Oh, who stepped on my hand!"

"Don't squeeze it! It's just a little blood, don't squeeze it!"

"My steamed bun! Who will step on my steamed bun!"

There was blood red in front of his eyes.

In the blood-red eyes, there are some companions, some low-level officials, some executioners, some people, and the sounds of sorrow and excitement enter the left and right ears respectively...

Suddenly, Zhang Yongxin saw from the camera that Chi Yu's expression suddenly seemed to be in extreme pain and desolation.

"Okay!" He whispered.

"Awesome!" Yu Hewei felt a chill down his spine from those eyes.

"What's on his mind?" Zhang Tong frowned.

"After I euphemistically said that he showed off his skills once, Chi Yu's performance is getting more and more amazing." Ma Shaohua said.

He was talking about that speech scene.

In the play, Lin Shu created the novel "Demon Dream" to allude to and fight back against the New Culture Movement, and Brother Xun also decided to confront "Demon Dream" head-on in the form of a special speech.

Because he was born in a non-professional class, Chi Yu is working hard to get closer to a professional class.

So the filming went smoothly, with smooth expression and correct lines, but Chi Yu noticed that Ma Shaohua, who was playing the role of Cai Gong, was displeased, so he hurried forward to ask for advice.

At that time, Ma Shaohua tapped Chi Yu lightly with one finger: "This time, it's a bit of a show."

Chi Yu was sweating all over his body.

At that moment, he realized that he was not a professional successor actor, so when he played a character, he had more breath of life.

And in the same way, Brother Xun is not a professional actor either!

Especially in that era, there was no so-called Putonghua, and there was no era when the so-called speech must be in Putonghua, so when giving a speech, you must not be able to cadence.

"Director, I think there are some problems, so let's do it again." Chi Yu corrected when he realized his mistake.

"OK, alright."

Zhang Yongxin knew everything about the conversation between the two in front of the monitor, but he didn't point it out. This is the trust they have had in the past few days of cooperation.

The trust of actors and actresses.

trust of directors and actors.

Do it again, walking back to the camera for more than [-] meters, Chi Yu regained the logic of the character's performance.

This time, it was approved by Teacher Ma Shaohua and unanimously applauded by the audience below.

And now, looking at Chi Yu's performance in the camera, they also want to give applause, but they know that at this time, they must not speak.

Because of the current late emotions, they know that it may be difficult to find again once they are interrupted.

In the camera, Chi Yu is standing in front of the window, staring at nothingness, holding a carving knife in his hand, his whole body is like a sculpture.

Cigarettes were consumed one by one, and in the smoke, his eyes became more determined.

At a certain moment, he threw away the carving knife, sat back at the table, and then picked up the brush. The whole person was still like a sculpture, contemplating and conceiving.

Time passed by, the sun disappeared, and the kerosene lamp was lit.

This paragraph, a few shots, is the time of brainstorming before creation.

It seems very simple, maybe after post-editing, there are only a few seconds of scenes, but it took two hours to shoot.

The director wanted to shoot from different angles, and wanted to find the face paintings that best reflected Brother Xun's daily writing. After all, there are so many classic portraits of Brother Xun.

Even the furnishings in the house are trying to be realistic.

"Chi Yu, next is the official writing scene, don't be nervous, we have a whole night to use!" Zhang Yongxin said after confirming the first few shots.

"A true warrior dares to face the bleak life and face the dripping blood!"

"So, come on!"

Chi Yu's voice sounded very relaxed for the first time.

"Chi Yu, brother Xun said, you can definitely do it!" Yu Hewei added.

Chi Yu shook his head and said, "I really never said such a word."

The crowd laughed, and then began filming the most exciting scenes.

In front of the camera, the clerk raised the slate and snapped.

"Awakening age, the first time of the xx scene and the xx mirror, start!"

When the camera starts, Chi Yu is holding a ink-stained brush in his hand, sitting in a chair with a thoughtful expression on his face.

Before this scene, there has been enough brewing.

In the beginning of the human blood steamed bun, a thief who did not deserve to die was beheaded in public in that absurd society, surrounded by so many numb onlookers.

Then the younger brother said that an old classmate was crazy because a widow who was executed was crazy.

In the end, I witnessed my cousin going crazy, which directly stimulated Brother Xun.

Brother Xun at this time cannot be peaceful in his heart.

His heart must be extremely struggling and depressed, but he, who has always been twisted, can suppress these struggles and depression.

What kind of pain is that? !

"Director, when acting, can I be more independent when writing, such as writing standing up, such as writing on the ground?" Before this scene, Chi Yu put forward his own suggestion.

Zhang Yongxin just thought about it, then said: "Yes, we can all try."

After all, there is not a single line in this scene.

Zhang Yongxin himself doesn't have a specific idea, how to shoot and how the actors should act, he can only try first, step by step.

In the camera, Chi Yu began to perform.

When many people saw that Chi Yu was really planning to write with a pen, someone suddenly asked, "By the way, don't we need to do this scene by hand?"

Under normal circumstances, this kind of writing scene has to be done by hand.

The director smiled but didn't speak.

Yu Hewei said: "You'll know it when you look at it. If the words written by Chi Yu are reprocessed and put on the auction, they may be regarded as the authentic works of Brother Xun."

Zhang Tong smiled and said nothing.

Mr. Shouchang, who he plays, also has scenes of writing, and he is also really writing.

While talking, this shot continued to be filmed.

Many people also saw Chi Yu's calligraphy imitating Brother Xun.

"This character is not only imitating the shape, but also imitating the meaning!" Ma Shaohua, who knows calligraphy, said.

"Chi Yu's calligraphy level has always been very high." Yu Hewei said.

"To be honest, let alone actors, there are not many young people who can calligraphy now." Ma Shaohua sighed again.

While everyone was discussing in low voices, Chi Yu in the camera continued to perform.

"Shoot it completely first, and then talk about it after it's done." Zhang Yongxin said so before the shooting started.

This time, Chi Yu completed the entire creation process of "Diary of a Madman".

Two hours have passed since the filming was finished.

After calling to stop, Zhang Yongxin called Chi Yu over and said, "Look at the replay yourself, adjust your mood, and we'll do it again later."

He didn't say anything, just let Chi Yu watch the replay by himself.

Half an hour later, Chi Yu fast-forwarded and skipped, finished watching the replay, and then went back to the house, ready for the second time.

He found that the manuscript paper on the table and on the ground had disappeared.

I don't know if the staff put it away, or the director himself hid it.

Keep shooting.

After several times, it was already five o'clock in the morning.

"Let's do it again." Zhang Yongxin said.

Everyone has no emotions, everyone is full of fighting spirit, and it is bound to take a classic shot.

The few onlookers didn't leave either. They just sat aside and rested for a while. No one wanted to miss the birth of a high-energy famous scene.

Because of writing over and over again, his eyes were staring at the words under the weak light of the oil lamp, and Chi Yu's eyes were already a little red.

But it's in good shape.

"Awakening age, the xxth field, the xxth mirror, the xxth time, start!"

The scene record was played, and the filming started again.

At first, Chi Yu was still sitting in front of the table.

In his mind, there are now flashback scenes one by one, and the crowded words in "Diary of a Madman" on the other.

At a certain moment, Chi Yu suddenly felt that he had reached an indescribable state, as if the beliefs and feelings in all the works of Brother Xun from childhood, especially these days, had been brought into his emotions.

So Chi Yu took the opportunity to trace the power behind Brother Xun's words and his inner state.

In this state, he didn't even realize that he was sitting upright, lying on the table, and began to write!
At this moment, Chi Yu seemed to have entered a state of selflessness!

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