gold medal actress

Chapter 500 Sorry
"Ke Ming...I'm sorry." Sheng Fan did not answer Ke Ming's question, but lowered his eyes and said to him in a somewhat uncomfortable voice.

And the original smile on Ke Ming's face gradually faded away bit by bit.

His eyes looking at Shengfan were unusually calm, but when he looked carefully, he always felt that there was a bit of a storm about to come.

"Shengfan, I like you, you know that, right?" He asked a question that he had asked before, word for word, but his tone was very different.

Without the throbbing and sweetness of the past, although the young man's tone is still gentle, it makes people feel inexplicably sad and uncomfortable. This sentence seems to be a confession, but it is more like a declaration before farewell.

And Shengfan looked at Ke Ming quietly, and smiled hard, but no matter how he looked at it, he felt that the smile was a bit bitter, "I know..."

But know, what's the use?
Shengfan is not an irresponsible person. In fact, because she is very responsible for what she says, she will not make any promises to Ke Ming at will, or say things she shouldn't say.

She was afraid that her final choice would hurt Ke Ming.

But in fact, she is now hurt.Because Ke Ming's eyes had gradually dimmed, he pursed his lips, and his usual strong aura became a bit fragile at this moment.At least at the beginning, Sheng Fan, who planned to make it clear to Ke Ming, never expected that she would feel so much guilt for no reason at this moment, and this guilt made her almost unable to breathe, and even made her start to reflect on whether she still had It is necessary to return to the former world, the former body.

Here she has what she couldn't have before, and made up for the shortcomings in the past. Is it really necessary to dwell on the past?

But soon Shengfan dispelled her idea—because this is not her own body after all, it will always make her uncomfortable.

If possible, Shengfan still prefers to return to his original body.

In the past, Sheng Fan and Ke Ming kept an ambiguous distance, but now everything is clear. Seeing Ke Ming's attitude, Sheng Fan believes that he has no choice but to continue pretending that nothing is wrong. It happened——if possible, she really didn't want to hurt Ke Ming.

Not at all.

Really.

At a certain moment, Shengrong suddenly and clearly felt a sense of powerlessness—this feeling rarely appeared to her before.In the past, no matter what happened, Shengfan would calmly look for a solution. She is not the kind of character who would blame others. Compared with getting angry and angry, she prefers to rely on her own strength to solve the problem.

But the problems facing her right now cannot be solved by hard work at all. For the first time, Shengfan has tasted this kind of powerlessness originating from herself.

Ke Ming seemed to have noticed some kind of retreat from Sheng Fan, his pupils shrank slightly, and he felt a little keenly that such a situation would not work.He is a film king, how to show weakness, make the other party feel guilty and want to make up is naturally easy to grasp, but Ke Ming feels that he seems to have overdone it now...

The effect he received seems not to be what he originally wanted.

Ke Ming felt as if he had lifted a rock and shot himself in the foot...

He took the initiative to speak, his voice was a little imperceptibly soft, "Shengfan, I probably understand what you're thinking, but there's no need to worry about it now, right... At least, we still have a lot of time, don't we?"

Shengfan's eyes were slightly confused, "Is there still a lot of time? I always feel...that thing is like a ticking time bomb, maybe in the next second, maybe tomorrow, maybe it will explode suddenly."

Ke Ming quickly comforted, "No, look, it hasn't moved for such a long time... Shengfan, I won't force you, I just want to know, can you...give me a chance ..." After Ke Ming finished speaking, he struggled to choose his words, not knowing what to say so as not to arouse Shengfan's resentment to the greatest extent.

Seeing Ke Ming like this, Sheng Fan felt even more sad.

The Ke Ming in her memory has always been strong and high-spirited, rejecting people thousands of miles away, begging for a promise from others in such a down-to-earth and almost humble way, this is the first time for a chance.

Shengfan almost tried his best to suppress the hello that he was about to say, and lowered his eyelashes to cover up, "Sorry... Ke Ming, I have to think again. I don't know what to say Say, but this matter is really not a trivial matter..."

If you agree to Ke Ming right now and continue to get along with him, Sheng Fan can't guarantee that with his own strength, he can still choose to leave when he makes the final choice.

Ke Ming himself may not know what a huge and terrible temptation his own existence is to Shengfan.

At this moment, the 'Tempting Youth' pursed his lips in discomfort, as if trying to smile, but couldn't squeeze out any smile.

"Forget it, stop laughing." Sheng Fan turned his head away, took a breath, and suddenly stood up, "Let's go, I'm a little tired."

She walked towards the gate of the rooftop, and behind her, like a big obedient dog, the tall young man obediently followed behind Sheng Fan with his head down in frustration, his eyes dimmed.

Sheng Fan turned her head and saw this scene, she couldn't help but patted Ke Ming's shoulder, "Cheer up, it's ugly to be so depressed, do you still want to be a male god?" She opened a The joke wanted to liven up the atmosphere, but after a while, she herself felt that the joke was not very funny, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was also withdrawn.

Forget it, she'd better go back and think about today's problem. Before she thinks it through, she probably won't be able to laugh anymore.

After seeing off Ke Ming, Sheng Fan looked up at the sky with some regret, and then was almost blinded by the too bright sunlight, and quickly lowered his head back, cursing that his head must be flooded. Go look up at the sun.

But isn't her brain flooded? Ke Ming's conditions are so good, and she is so obedient to her, she is only so stupid to think of pushing others away.

Hypocritical.

But after scolding herself, Sheng Fan had to sigh again. She really couldn't develop a relationship with Ke Ming even though she knew she was going to leave. She was criticized for going on blind dates and getting married. Shengfan thought he couldn't do that, so he could only sigh weakly.

Or... just don't leave?

Shengfan thought about it a bit, but before she could completely dispel the thought, the red letter that she had always felt hadn't moved since rebirth suddenly seemed to wake up from a deep sleep, and sent her a low-pitched message. message.

"You know, you don't actually have to leave."

The scarlet letter said so.

(End of this chapter)